one-year

After nine months of Sorrow at the loss of my Pooky (Silver King), I was browsing the web again looking for a place to
find some support for the burden I was carrying. I found Petloss.com and Ed Williams. After only a couple nights in his
chat room, I decided I liked it and saw the many hurting souls who came there. I made, to myself only, a vow. I vowed that
I would go to this chat room for one year to help and hopefully to be there every night and to attend every
Monday Night Candle Ceremony. That vow has now been fulfilled, except that I missed one Ceremony due to a meeting
at my workplace. Mareike told EdW why I was not there and he spoke words of wisdom in saying that I was there in Spirit.
For this I feel proud and humble.

So therefore with the solemn vow fulfilled, I make this page in honor of all the ones I have met here from all over this world,
and it is my honor to say just how wonderful and helpful all of you wonderful family have been to me.
Thank you all, the old and the new.

For many moons now I have been going to petloss chat room to make a little attempt to be of some small help to others.
Now my year is over and my vow to help has been fulfilled. Maybe the Forever Wandering Soul has come home at last.
Not one night have I missed in my vow to help all you new ones, now I am making this special page of pride to show
all of you that I kept my solemn vow.

I have loved you all and for many moons now I have shed the Tears of Sorrow that come in what Mareike (Magicwolf) calls the
Waves of Sorrow and Larry (SadWolf) calls the River of Tears and Lobo calls the Forever and One Day Love.

I like to believe that the Tears of Sorrow I have felt flowing through that room is the Source of the River
of Tears that flows under the Rainbow Bridge and then into the Lake of Love.

But always I have come to you to help you with the awful agony of grief for I have been there too and I know what you are feeling.

This special page not only is dedicated to the vow I made for the love of the Silverwolf named Pooky, but for all of you in the
WolfPack who have shared with the carrying of the Candle of Love and for all of you wonderful ones we have met at petloss.com.
This page is for us my friends. I just love you all. Please Forever And One Day Ride With The One called Peace.
Forever And One Day And May Each Day Be An Eternity Onto It's Self.
Read, look and enjoy my friends. Until that time, until that time.
And I thank you all so very much for the love and support you also have given to this one and to Mareike
(my Partner), for we have been blessed to have met you all.
And thank you very much for the support you all have given to GrandWolf EdW, if it were not for him
we would never have met. Ty Ed Williams.

When you feel the Tears of Sorrow building in your eyes, come to Petloss.com.
When once again you can Cry For Happy
perhaps you too will come back to
help the New Ones who are hurting
so badly, just as you once did and
perhaps still are.
All are there for All.
We must help each other.
This is the purpose of
The Petloss WolfPack
from just your Lobo

To Lobowolf,

In your quest for peace and serenity ,
You have built a tower without even knowing it.
It is as tall and as proud as Babylone, only this
one can be understood in every language
even if English is not spoken.

You have created a pack which can never separate.
Your kindness, your time and devotion, your
wisdom, but mostly your great love, has helped
us all through our most darkest periods.
It is now time for us to salute you great one,
Our master, our friend
And to thank you for the legacy you have provided
that will live on forever
Congratulations and thank you for bringing into
our lives, a year of understanding and true
meaning , a year of love
and a stamp engraved Lobowolf into
our hearts forever
We love you very much
Famille Loup
Maman, Petit, Papa, Doodle & Tuffy
xxxxx
~ Maman Wolf ~

Dear Lobo,

I have a story to tell you of what happened
to me last night. During the candle
ceremony I fell apart. By the
time I went to bed last night I was
feeling better but still missed my
Brodie terribly. As I was falling asleep I
called for my Brodie to visit me and
comfort me. That did not happen. However
I did receive a visitor.
I was running and I was calling for
Brodie and all of a sudden beside me
appears a silver Wolf. He whispers to
me and says listen to the wind. I did
and I heard this wolf say to me that Brodie
is fine and that he is running
now and he is no longer in pain and
he is in a better place. Before this wolf disappeared he whispered to me; be
comforted for your boy is free.
oh gosh, I am going to cry. Your Pooky
brought me a message last night Lobo.
I am honored to have met your Pooky.
Thank You
{{{{{{{{POOKY and DON}}}}}}}}}}}}
Dayna
~ Brodiewolf ~

There have been many words of support for me also my friends,
for this I thank all of you. There
have also been many e-mails that really touched my heart and brought the
Rainbow to my soul through the eyes that shed the tears. To the right are just a
couple I saved after I conceiving the
idea of this page of
One Year. I would like to give
special Kudos to the one we call
MagicWolf. Without her support
and caring as with others who talked
me out of quitting the chat room,
I perhaps would not be there with
you now.
The Sorrow of all of you really
really got to me a few months back and I admit I was ready to quit.
Thanks to you dear friends who
talked me out of it. Thank you for
being my podner, buddy and pal
throughout all Mypet Mareike.

~ TO ALL MY FELLOW WOLFPACK MEMBERS ~

Each of us has a hidden place
Somewhere deep within ourselves;
A place where we go to get away,
To think things through,
To be alone, to be ourselves.

This unique place, where we confront
our deepest feelings,
Becomes a storehouse of all our hopes,
All our needs, all our dreams,
And even our unspoken fears.
It encompasses the essence of who we are
and what we want to be.

But now and then, whether by chance or design,
Someone discovers a way into that place we
thought was ours alone.
And we allow that person to see, to feel and to share
All the reason, all the uncertainty
And all the emotion we've stored up there.

That person adds new perspective to our
hidden realm,
Then quietly settles down in his own corner
of our special place,
Where a bit of himself will stay forever.

And we call that person a friend.
~ Author Unknown ~

This Poem expresses how I feel about having met
Lobo Don, my cyberpodner, buddy and pal, Pooky,
podner of Troubles, my spirit sister JoJo, my friend Larry,
my friend Carol, Mommy of Cleo
and all the other very special people
I have the honor to meet and care for at Petloss.com {{{EdW}}} and to all who are now and will be members of my new family,
The Petloss Wolf Pack.
I feel that this is perhaps my Troubles girl's
greatest legacy to me, to bring me together
with a lot of very special, loving, caring people and as
a result of that, to teach me how to share the
love and compassion I feel.
{{{{{Lots of Love and Magic Hugs to my
Lobo Don, JoJo, Larry and all of my
fellow wolf pack members}}}}}
Thank YOU for being there for ME !
Mareike, mpet-Magicwolf

~ To My Little Boy, Sammy ~

Sammy, you beloved little boy of mine,
you are now an Angel, and as always, so divine.
You have left this world, and gone
to the next I'm afraid,
but the feeling of your presence will never fade.
I remember how seeing you knead on
blankets made me feel,
You were so cute Sammy, my heart you did steal.
I remember your beautiful, bright green eyes,
they lit the world for me, which was no suprise.
I remember how you acted when you got your little
paws into the sand,
you were so happy, so thankful to touch the grassy land.
I remember you cuddling up next to me at night,
you doing that made everything alright.
I remember your cute little paws,
and how much it hurt when you used your claws.
But I didn't really care,
just as long as you were there..
I remember all of the love you gave,
I really wish you could have stayed.
I remember all of the joys you brought in that one year,
I love you so much Sammy, to me you are so dear.
Your worth more than money and gold,
the last time I saw you, you were already gone,
and awfully cold.
Why couldn't God wait 15 more years?
I could have held you longer, so tight and very near.
You had a heart full of love Sammy, I know you did,
He took you too young, you were just a little kid.
It has been a year since you have been gone,
but I still see you playing out on the lawn.
June 17th of 2001, was a very sad day for me,
a year later....its still you I see
in my dreams at night,
when I'm holding you ever so tight.
My love for you will always remain,
I still love you as much as I did the day you came.
That day was a very happy one,
just remember, you will always be my kitty son.
I will not forget you, and I will see you again,
and remind myself how lucky I was,
and how fortunate I had been,
having you as my best friend.
Thank You Sammy...just for simply being you....
I love you always and forever.
4/22/00 - 6/17/01

written by Jenna, Mommy of Sammy
June 14, 2002
~ Little Daughterwolf ~
Jenna is wise beyond her 16 years of age!
We decided to honor this poem as a Tribute of Love here!

ODE TO A WOLF

~ Just out of View ~

Just for now I'm out of view
But always I am there
Within my heart the memories
They blend within the air

Thoughts forever take me to
Places we have been
I smile so sweetly to myself
These feelings come again

You are never far from me
Within my soul you stay
Memories that go so deep
How can they fade away

Times in life our souls were one
Each moment special bliss
Tenderness invades my heart
I still can feel your kiss

I am never far from you
For now just out of sight
Each day I hold you closely
Your star my guiding light

Joy in this remembering
Makes me feel so warm
You are always there for me
Weathering each storm.

~ Author Francine Pucillo ~

Thank you so very much for your kind words first Wolf Maman Loup. You
were one of the First I ever met and always you remain a friend. Petit Loup and Papa Loup, the Famille Loup.

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Scenery on the way to Laughlin, NV

Rainbow Bridge at AVI Casino, Laughlin, NV ?

Magicwolf in front of LADY LUCK CASINO, Las Vegas
Lady Luck, my foot! Not!
Photo taken after breaking foot, having allergic
reaction to new pain meds with itching, burning
rash all over body, and after purse with all
earthly belongins was stolen stolen.
And you call me "Lady Luck", not! Bad Luck maybe?
Lucky Hint of the Day:
Don't ever go on Vacation
with Mareike, mpet-Magicwolf !

Magicwolf's adoring Fan Club, Brew and Rusty, nephew's puppers, following her to and in to bed.

Magic is never far from any fur babies, LOL! Cuddling 2 week old kitten {{{{}}}}

Lobo meeting his new pal, ShiShiToo

Magic cuddling gift ShiShiToo for last time before
giving to Lobo and Linda. Still in possession of later stolen purse on left, and of course, the never leaves
home without it, laptop on the right, LOL

ShiShiToo likes her new Master, I think :-)

Magicwolf, Lobowolf, Assistant LaLa and
co-worker eating "Lunch" at 3 am

Magic being "arrested" by AVI Casino Security Guard - NOT!

Magicwolf, Lobowolf and
co-workers still eating "Lunch"

Magic "pushing" her luck at the AVI, inspite of unlucky broken foot!

Lobo on his knees ?

Lobo pondering the Meaning of Life?

Magicwolf at Hoover Dam, but not much sight
seeing, tooo darn hard to do on crutches, grrrrr!

Magic having breakfast at the Avi Casino

Maman Wolf JoJo and Magic's husband Bill having Lunch
at the Delta Centre-Ville in Montreal, June 5, 2002

Maman Wolf JoJo meeting Magic's husband Bill at a
"Gin Joint" in Montreal, June 5, 2002
ISN'T THE INTERNET GREAT, MAKING LOTS
OF NEW FRIENDS ALL OVER !

MAGICWOLF meeting LOBOWOLF - MAY 21, 2002