9/28/03 Ever had that feeling...
Have you ever had that feeling that you don't belong? I know what you mean. For example, we had the Bulldog Bash this past Saturday, and I met some friends there. It took me about two minutes to realize that we had nothing in common in terms of that party, and were looking for different things. So I saw my chance to escape and did. This was nothing against them, but I just was uncomfortable in the area. Everyone was drinking, for which I had no desire to do at the time. So instead I went home and caught the end of a football game involving my high school, then went to a midnight movie (the best time to go). The reason of me being uncomfortable is most likely my inability to be comfortable in large crowds such as that. I am much better equiped to handle smaller occasions, and also because I am a homebody. Anyway, looking forward to MSU's next away game in two or three weeks, so that I can go camping. Joy. Later peeps....
Theme song for 9/30/03 - "Lay Down Sally" by Eric Clapton
9/30/03 Ever known something...
I know that some friends think I am smart. I am not saying this to toot my own horn, but to inform. Let me set the record straight, Plato once wrote that "A true wise man knows he is not wise," and I agree. I am not smart, I am just competent in certain areas. I have some knowledge about a lot of things, but know very little about much more. It is not fair to call and ask me to help you with something, when you could do as I have done, and figure it out on your own, with some exceptions. It aggrevates me when the only calls I get from people are for help. Where are the calls to come and hang out? Where are the 'How are you doing?' calls?? It is okay to ask for advice and guidence, lord knows that I refer to smarter men than I for that, but it is within yourself that you must seek solace in true understanding. Call me to come a drink a beer or watch a movie sometimes friends, and I will return the favor in kind. Peace out...
Theme song for 10/02/03 - "Karma Chameleon" by Boy George
10/02/03 The best things in life, you work for
Lately, I have had opportunities to do things for free. This is nice and all, but sometimes you just have to work for it. I push myself to do this work, and I encourage others to do so as well. However, it does bother me to see people just taking advantages of things like welfare, and food stamps, and so on, and not even TRYING to work. What is the point. Do they think we owe them something? I think of it as positive negatism. Trying to do something good, but it turns out bad. Some people legitimately need this assistance, but these others are giving them a bad rap. I know I cannot change the world, but I just gotta vent. Anyway, see everyone again soon...
Theme song for 10/07/03 - "Pink" by Aerosmith
10/07/03 Just random stuff..
I really DO have a face for radio
I really DO want to work on TV
Being broke sucks
What is that smell??
I am ready to graduate
I am not too proud to beg for it
I know funny, but I am not funny (lack of comic timing)
Theme song for 10/09/03 - "Hungry Eyes" by Patrick Swayze
10/09/03 Well this just sucks...
I woke up this morning and my left eye was swollen. Went to the doctor and I have pinkeye. However, they do not know if it is bacterial or a virus. So I got the stuff to cure both. I was told to lay up for today, so I am just sitting at home, doing a little work, and taking it easy. Maybe I will wash dishes, or clothes. Who knows...