Serenity and scolding - 11/22/2003
some people are like to be scolded, they may think that if one scolds you, at least you can confirm that one is not doing it behind you. and it is much easier to treat those people with the right attitude....
for this, my conclusion is: when somebody like to be scolded, one may be lack of sense of serenity
one can't find a safe sanctuary to hold one's heart from their world and they want to find it from others hand...perhaps one is finding a person who can trust, who one can rely on
one may be very sensitive to others commentsafraid of being "betrayed"
betrayal will not kill one but will make one to run further away from peopleavoiding contacts with other
when go into the societyone will have 2 ways to go:
success and failure
..... but most of them will not be able to survive in the society......
one must stands up and rely on oneselflooking back is no use...
please change~~~~~~~~
Watching little (scorn/ under-estmation) - 11/22/2003
very uncomfortable........... to be a scorn of others
at the end of the say... want to leave the place I am be scorned of and concentrate on what i can be doing someting.... not anymore
but, if i choose to stay............ please try the best!
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i have never changeed nor have given up, bothers~
allow me~.. at least allow me so stay and wait at the doori know i dont have much time and I dont want to regret in my life~~~~!!!
could u kindly... i dunno what to do and i dont want to see any worseafter i had taken any action. please~ give me some hints at least~
brother... once .... always~