u must love me - 1/1/2004 
Where do we go from here?This isn't where we intended to beWe had it all, you believed in meI believed in youCertainties disappearWhat do we do for our dream to survive?How do we keep all our passions alive,As we used to do?Deep in my heart I'm concealingThings that I'm longing to sayScared to confess what I'm feelingFrightened you'll slip awayWhy are you at my side?How can I be any use to you now?Give me a chance and I'll let you see howNothing has changed
Deep in my heart I'm concealingThings that I'm longing to sayScared to confess what I'm feelingFrightened you'll slip away
You must love me
Where do we go ..... from here?
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selfish (Psalm 23) - 1/1/2004
selfish am i, a new year... to free from the chains i once had
not to speak is the way i've chosen, and what i've learnt in these years
walking in one's own way......... selfish to u guys i feel no regret
though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil
selfish am i, good luck to all
some day all will leave, waters will drought
and yet, sand will come and fill the place
plains, valleys..... green pastures.
there will be no green pastures for me to lie on and i am preparing for that
hope that i wont need that when the time comes
selfish am i, waiting for the punishment... waiting for the end, waiting for peace and silence
i am a black goat in these sheep with shining wool,
i am stepping on the grass which i am not supposed to, or welcomed to
the year to back to where i belong - the orcus of deepest silence.... if here is eden
memory is life-long.... some brothership is what i hope to bring home...........
selfish am i
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anita mui.... a pity yet i think she is lucky and will be happy to have passed away on the stage
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in the memory of all - 1/2/2004
Picture is a good thing
checking others photo album recalls my memory....
3 years of storming has given me much to taste
much to taste....
perhaps i should try to forget and put less care about them,
so that i wont be too miserable when departure comes
999 9999
the last stop to be a child, to be a child.......
in the f memory of all
yo~ brothers!
once, always.........
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偶然 - 1/2/2004
我是天空裡的一片雲偶爾投影在你的波心你不必訝異更毋須歡喜在轉遜間消滅了蹤影
你我相逢在黑夜的海上你有你的我有我的方向你記得也好最好你忘掉在這交會時互放的光亮
我是天空裡的一片雲,
偶爾投影在你的波心. 你不必訝異更毋須歡喜 在轉遜間消滅了蹤影
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金子老師一個肯去犧牲但不懂犧牲的人人們佔盡他便宜, 但人們不會在乎他像他這樣的人﹐會有幸福嗎?
或者﹐幸福真的那麼重要嗎? 偉人為別人的幸福而做事 (supposed to) 金子老師也是?
他會開心嗎? 或者﹐他會在乎開心與否嗎? 如果他不是在追求這些﹐他在為甚麼呢?
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la vie en rose (爛) - 1/4/2004
That's a nice Taste
rays flowing from a simple bulb, in the background of a French Jazz
we kiss and the angel sing
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to find jobs.... - 1/7/2004
where to go ?..........i really dont know..... though i have told others i have a clear way
work......... get some work i have to ...... anyway... go home ......go home........
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夜宵之後 - 1/17/2004
夜宵之後﹐一切回復寂靜和寂寞
沒什麼可留戀﹐留戀也不會有好結果
人們相處有過親近的一刻﹐就立即會開始疏離
人﹐一生出來就是一個人的
寂寞是理所當然的
一切都是緣......?
是瀟灑? 還是消極?
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new year...... - 1/21/2004
one of the many starts i have set
to set a start is not diffuicult but to followfeeling lonely is very difficult experience............... really
my friend, time is running out........ in a really short time we will live apart.
let us make friends
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積極 - 1/21/2004
對人生的一份積極
對人際關係的一份積極
新年﹐應相信最差的已經來了
希望﹐我是有的
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