Brother..... - 11/14/2003
brother.... the thing i have been pursuing for so long.....
a partner in the field... a person to talk to .... to share all the feelings you've experienced in the day
sounds so cool~ so fresh to me that i thought that it is only tangible in my dream
i hope that it is not just a dream... i hope i didn't get it wrong
as a man of poor social skill. hesitate to express oneslef....
just like a hedgehog... haha...
i hope it is real and it can last
really.........
trust me ....... please
Try my best / waiting - 11/14/2003
some days before i said i will try my best to avoid my regret when i'm leaving
as i've told, i'm still waiting. i really what i can do..... i dont want to wait the only thing not to worsen the situation is wait...
am i trying my best????
i want to... or shoulds i speak up and take the bet...?
all or nothing?.... actually it is kinda nothing now, isn't it?
haha.... show my mighty Ricci spirit..
u say yes, then i'll say nothing at all...
waiting...
seems that there always some ppl waiting for a better day here
haha seems that not only me is in the deepest hell....