Terminator 4 :: And If You Fall
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I watched you often,my eyes in disbelief.
Are you for real or just another pretender.
Is genuine a reality and how fatal is a lie ?
when misery is at the peak can I trust my eyes ?

That which shadows my mind and the light that I see often ,
Are acts of wicked minds that blinds me anyway.
Or are you a victim of faulty mirror.
Imagining yourself god but seldom showing any worth.
Cursing earth for not being sublime.

A freak of nature nipples and tongue pierced.
Voluntering anything that can consume your time.
For the heck of it ,
Just to acknowledge yourself you are still alive.

I wish for so many things that if you were ,I would be glad if not overjoyed.
But damn you don't care for happiness that has a pay.
For sadness that's free and for me ,who has a trap.
The goodness you left behind is bleeding my veins.
Your story of " goodness for all " is freaking my brain.

I am following you everyday, to show you the truth.
That people bite back ,are oppurtunist and deceiving.
And there is no goodness that involves no self interest.
Your loss is paining and haunting me in my dreams.
But it can't be real as I have no feelings.

Or was I deceived by my mind in seeing false reality ,
Slowly turning me into a beast with an aversion to happiness.
Or have I deceived my mind hiding hope for justice , peace , and love.
Repeating there isn't any , silently wishing for a sign ,your presence.

Right now ,I am happy that you exist.
Beyond any doubt you beleive in peace.
But god forbid if a day comes ,
When you will fall by the traps Of the ones you loved and cared.

Before your body touches the ground.
A hand will rise from the ground and will hold you steady .
And that hand my friend will belong to me.

There is very few of you left ,
That world cannot afford to loose another one to fate.
Even if that calls for my resurrection ,I will be there just for you.

Do not be afraid , do not be confused -
If you see only a skeleton in motion .
Because by then my flesh would have decayed to dust ,
The venom of hatred spread around us will make it sure.

Powered by will ,it's my duty for eternity.
To guard you from evil everyday and everynight .
Feed me with your aura of goodness and I will be there to make sure ,
You are not hurt , if you fall.

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Dedicated to all strangers who pop out of smoke whenever I am in trouble and disappear in the same.

I know terminator 4 is not released.Don't care wether it will be made or not.This one is based on a vision .

enjoy.