You shall not pass this way

It's slowly sinking in to my brain.
the dampness of the road,
And the dark and cold street.
A cocktail like no other.

It will not take long ,
Before I drain all my blood.
Thanks to the beasts,
that did it all well.

They ripped my legs,
So I can't walk.
Tore away my hands ,
So I can't fight .
And if that wasn't enough,
Took away my eyes.
They fed my ears to dogs ,
And danced all around.

They left me a tongue,
So I can scream .
So they can hear me cry.
Seems insane ,
Cry for what?
All around me ,
There is nothing but pain.

Before I passed this way.
The angels and saints -
That passed before me ,
Can't believe they all knew ,
I would be a corpse to rot.

It's sad ,
I am down.
Even more,
Nobody cared to warn me.
I felt angry and betrayed then,
At things That went wrong,
At things I did well.
The people I helped to get through,
The people I pardoned.

But wait ,
I remember now,
The angels and saints ,
Those who passed me by.
Where they truly --- ,
Or were they demons in disguise.
A lure I fell for.

Haste kills ,
Carelessness sucks ,
It was me all the way.
I realize my mistake ,
But it's pointless now.
Or is it ?

It's true I am hurt.
And will die in few minutes.
It's true nobody warned me .
But what bad has the brothers ,
Who will pass this way again -
Done to me.

Even they will suffer,
In ways unimaginable.

The harm to me ,
Cannot be undone.
But before I die ,
I will have my vengeance.

I twist and turn,
With what is left of me.
And reach the end of road.
I lie there now so all can see.
Screaming aloud the words,

" You shall not pass this way ."

It's uncertain ,how many hours have passed.
It's pointless, to count my screams.
But I wonder now ,
How many people I have saved.

As my tongue drag,
And head sway ,
I know now,
My time has come.
Fuckers ,they had me this time,
But The death at this time ,
Has no fear for me.
He is smiling ,
I can feel it.
I have done my part well.

I hope so much ,
That the ones I saved.
Will pass my message,

" you shall not pass this way ."