The Realm of
Harmonious Pandemonium
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Important new journal entry, despite taking forever...
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The infinite realm of the mind
knows no limits to its madness.
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The euphoria of chaotic dreams echo through an indiscriminate reality. Eternal waking is the only promise to those who retain a further 'consciousness', rising only to find a new fantasy created by the hidden desires and greatest fears of mind and soul. Emotions are all the same here, for upon reaching their greatest potential, the feelings invoke merely a blind yet seemingly divine rage of wrathful uncertainty to the slightest of setbacks.

The human race is a lazy one, yet the one whom fate depends on. There would be no need of fate if not for humankind rising above their base instinct and finding the innate desire of material possession. Humans through inherited intelligence become stupid and blind with greed in their understanding, and so the universe yet hangs in mystery as to who-or what-we really are...or, perhaps, what we could be.

Well-come to the unveiling of my mind, a small shrine of self-worship constructed from the hard unmoving pillars of boredom, derived from a lack of potential in time eternally lost.
The Fortress of Dreams as devised
by Saevodian Zephyr Falrapax.
Some Stuff...links to little mini-pages
Albums of sorts
The Easter Story
Universal Truth
Absolute Power
That's so cooler
The Fish of Somalia's Coasts
Amber and Jade
The Inner Sanctum of Weasel
Deeper Thoughts by Snack Dandy
(actually a serious link)
Great Anime
Results of Boredom
Guestbook! Sign it! Everyone who comes here better sign it,
because not many people come here......
Look at it if you want...
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Day by Update Analysis of Current Local Events
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4.23.2004

Ouch, all week and I didn't bother to write...

I think I need to make a new page on this site, or something.
Another anime/manga page is in order, I think. Maybe..Love Hina...not very serious but I enjoyed it ^^

Well, looking good in some respects...

So...I am allegedly going to Shikoku or Hokkaido.....ahh...I'd have liked to be somewhat on the outskirts of a big city (the Osaka location sounds cool...), but oh well. >_>

Henry and I, while we were in the Gutter a few days ago, decided to play a game of Gutter Tennis while waiting for the bus when we happened on a dilemma. Only one squash racket, and no ball. Quite the imbroglio. So, we scrounged a lacrosse stick to substitute and then hunted for a ball. Out of desperation due to my boredom and from a strange curiousity, I found a sock on the ground crumpled into a ball. Fearful of actually touching it, I scooped it up and tossed it to Henry, who whacked it with the racket. Its elasticity was astounding for a sock; and we continued to play like this. Soon, the sock burst open from its ball form and so, unsurprisingly, we could not very well play with it. So, I found some grip tape in a Gutterian's locker, rolled the sock into a ball, and taped it generously. Henry gave it a smack--the results were mind-boggling. It flew at breakneck pace, bounced and rolled. We took our creation outside to throw and hit around; almost shooting it into an open window 3 stories up at one point from 60 or so feet away. Thus was born Gutter Sock-Squash Lacrosse.

And we're getting better at it. O_o

Outside of that...too lazy to do homework...too lazy to say anything different in my website.

Done.

(4.18.2004)

And now, got back from the mall. Had this weird pretzel and a caramel coffee kind of a thing at Borders; got Kill Bill v1, Trigun manga v2, AI Love You v1, and a Rurouni Kenshin manga. Wandered around the mall, played in the arcade, read a bunch of manga that I wasn't going to buy, and then on the way back got Orangeade, green tea, Stoned Wheat Thins and some carrots and radishes.

Not bad at all.


By the way- album = http://img50.photobucket.com/albums/v153/Falrapax/ if interested or anything. I've made a link to it in the mini-page.

I need to update the 'Great Anime' page...maybe do Love Hina...I liked that one and have finally finished it.

4.18.2004

Got back from the Madison Weekend thing; basically everything that wasn't directly related to Rotary was fun (i.e., everything besides the lectures...of which there were a lot). Breaking boards just this morning was entertaining, and I gave the spinning wheel kick another whirl after we had completed the kind of break the lady wanted us to do.

Karaoke was certainly a lot of fun; even though everyone besides the Rotary students was old, it was still very entertaining; dancing around to Bohemian Rhapsody and such things.

Yep...so, I've got some pictures at the same album for those who are interested. The three people of which there are singular pictures are the three who I was with most for the time, but Stephanie (the one with the big grin on her face, and the only one of which there aren't two pictures of) left a tad early so there isn't a departure picture of her; I probably talked to her most ^^

4.14.2004

Ahhh the bizarre events that can come to pass in the space of a single day...

Well, although I can't remember all of them, here are the highlights:

While in the library, Henry and I were on the top level of the library, Josh and Kyle were nearby. I was flipping a Hong Kong ten cent smackeroo around, and catching it as it fell. One such flip was just a tad too vivacious, and went flying far above my head, and behind me. Watching its flight, I uttered an expletive as I feared it would land upon the reading Kyle's head. However, there was a lamp about 20 feet up jutting out from the wall, and like a quarter into a jukebox, the asian dime fell within it with a few resounding clangs. Amazed and amused at once, we laughed about this for some time when we noticed an odd smell pervading our area. Some made it out to be urine, I made it out to be burning solder. It was with this suggestion that we realized; although it was neither, it was not so distanced from this second possibility: The coin was melting from the heat of the lamp. Panicked, Henry and I fled the scene of the crime but it appears nothing became of it. Still; I don't think I could have gotten that thing into the lamp if I tried, and it was completely by accident. Quite anomalous; and astounding.

Second would be the coat. Since I'm a lazy bum and do rec squash for about half an hour four days a week to fulfill Blair's lousy sport/activity requirement, I had nothing to do this afternoon. Hence, I followed Henry to play practice. When there, I spirited away his coat when I got bored, and left wearing it. Now here I am with an hour and a half before Henry is liberated from naptime. And I have his jacket. Well, after some plotting, I go to the Can and enjoy a bagel with a milkshake, and shoot some pool. I now have thirty minutes. I go out into the woods and find a large stick. Very large. About 10 feet long or so. So I take it to the Gutter and find about the right spot, and snap it. Now one is about as tall as me, and the others' about 4 feet. With masking tape, I fashion a cross with the 4 foot stick perpindicular to the 6 foot about 1 foot from the top of the latter (obviously, as the 4 foot stick would have some trouble being perpindicular a foot from the top of itself). I put Henry's jacket onto it, and write in scribbly all caps on a piece of paper, 'HENRY' which I tape to the horizontal stick. I take this scarecrow/crucifix/coatrack/whatever over to the arts building and wedge it in the stone veranda. This is a rainy, foggy, windy day, and the image it creates is very striking. Hence, perfect. I wish I could have taken a picture, but alas, my camera was not with me. It falls. I wedge it again. It falls. I wedge it again. It falls. I wedge it again. It falls. Then when trying to wedge it the final time, I hear the doors to the stage opening inside and so I just stand there as morbid as I can while Henry walked out. It was hilarious ^^

So now Henry's got his jacket back and we're wandering around. I discover that the tape is quite resilient to destruction, and find that I can spin the horizontal stick vertically by moving the vertical stick (held horizontally) in circles. Yeah I know that doesn't make any sense. Well anyway, we start marching around all solemn like it was some kind of processional. Henry swung his arms back and forth and I swung around the sticks, and we sang tribal/religious chant like melodies. Then we ran through Flight Deck doing this, which was also hysterical. (fun fact- the origin of 'hysterical' is, as one may guess, from 'hysteria'. This is from the Greek concept of the female uterus which they believed could move around the body [???], and when this happened would cause a woman to go insane. Thus, theoretically, only women can be 'hysterical'. Words are weird... XP)

So those were some of the odd happenings of today. What fun when one is bored ^^ Also, Gutter Squash, Gutter Tennis, Gutter Lacrosse Stick Fencing, all these Gutter sports are quite fun I must admit, hahahaha.

Since I'm really lazy, I'm just going to copy and paste this into my xanga.


(4.12.2004)

Yep, yep. *dies*

4.12.2004

Never mind...stuff to worry about...this is pointless -_-;;
Can't even seem to get a decent...but whatever. I'm pretty annoying about it as it is ^^;; Perhaps...waiting to actually see what develops would be wiser though. After all, you never know...

Wow I use these anime 35-year-old Hello Kitty Man smilies waaay too much.
...not that I've got a problem with Hello Kitty.
>_>
<_<

4.11.2004

Well what do you know? ^^ Didn't have to, nothing to worry about ^^

In other news.....The Easter story. Password: 'easter' Ja.....it's pretty lame......but......I don't care, it was fun. XP
I am helping my sister to fashion her own Geocities website for her club...hehehe...

Ummm I'm getting sick of typing everything twice, so that's all for now!


4.8.2004

Please pay no attention to the likely more 'interesting' aspects of the last post; moments of madness and nothing more. Truly sincere apologies to those whom it may offend/unease.
Things are bad. I don't think this will work, I've been hoping it would for a while but as much as I keep talking, I don't really see that much interest...a break for now. Maybe..well no, that won't happen. But worth to see? It would make things so much easier if so. But I think I'll be breaking off the stretch, in a few days. Easter...day after...something. I wonder if the crap like this below has anything to do...the links are in my profile, I stupidly even said....but probably not, it's probably just me myself which is the problem.

This website is becoming forsaken.

3.31.2004

Wow over a month since the last time I did anything here. Partially Xanga to blame though...

Ok...well I just got back from China about 6 days ago, but it feels like about 3 or 4 because Friday-Monday were a confusing blur of waking up and falling asleep at highly irregular times.

China was interesting. I hated the tour guide. I hated the constriction. I hated following around Goat Army's stupid little blue flag; I hated not being able to talk to kids more; I hated how he felt like he had to fill up the whole freaking day by taking us out to dinner and not letting us get back before 9 or later. Every single time I escaped; the things I did on my own that had nothing to do with the tour or the tour guide were always the most rewarding. The fact that most of these on-the-side adventures involved girls is not the point; and they didn't always either. Wandering around Beijing in a literal maze of alleyways and weird street vendors for 2 hours was fun. But seeing the waitress again 5 hours before our flight to Hong Kong, wandering around the Forbidden City with a girl who asked me if something was wrong in the gift shop when I had been staring at a bracelet for about 5 minutes without moving; even talking to the students at the school was far better than listening to some repetitive drawl about what some random preserved log in the summer palace was used for, or what 'dinner stay' it was used and made during. Clear for you?

I will undeniably continue to miss Xinli, however; no different than I already was walking away from her house 4 hours before our flight took off. At least I've called her and she's got me on royal order to send mail to her (did just yesterday) and to mail her a lot.

I really want to go back. But I'll be in Japan for 9 months soon and even though I'm looking forward to it, now it feels fatal. I've been considering not going to Vietnam just out of blind hope of getting back to Beijing. I really do miss her...but hell, this is no different than anything else that's happened. She doesn't actually like me. I'm just her 'good friend'...well whatever. Mail takes...what? I don't know. Hope it's soon ^^

2.22.2004

Why........am I........such an idiot.
Well, there it goes. No hope now. Leaving a message----what was I thinking? Idiot. Idiot. Great. Well, before I even knew her I thought for some reason she would be impossible...I didn't know her but thought she was pretty, that's all. Well, it seemed really possible at first...and now.....I've messed things up AGAIN. I always do this. Every time. Great. Fantastic.
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Well whatever. I'm feeling so pathetic I've made a small page about all my failures. YAY! I know more or less who goes to the site so I'm essentially safe in doing this. However, it's not really worth looking at. It's just a bunch of names. It's GREAT 'Get dirt on Thomas' material though, if that's what you're after. Just keep in mind that some of them are girls I ONLY wanted to befriend. That's kinda important. ...Not that people who want to get something on me are going to care.

Going to China in 2.5 weeks, that's good...maybe Vietnam at the start of summer? Then Japan...

2.16.2004

*sigh*
Well.....I almost thought I might have had a 'success'...and with likely the nicest girl I've tried it with.
No. I was an idiot for asking. Idiot for thinking she might want to go with me. Idiot for hoping...that maybe it would work this time. Heh. This is becoming more of a blog than a website, 'teen angst' etc. Maybe I should start one?
NO.
*goes off to start one when noone is looking*
Well........if you see this and you never will but you know who you are--at least thank you very much for letting me think a girl said yes to me for a day or two, it was a very nice feeling ^_^ Well actually...as I told you I've never asked anyone out before directly...but it's always ended in disaster anyway.

Now......well.........I don't think I'll ever be talking to her again. Hell knows I'm too embarassed, and she doesn't seem too keen on saying 'Hi' or anything, so......
Hurray.

1.5.2004

Wow. *is speechless*
Damn damn damn damn. And it's not even like she's mean or anything- she's so cool!
ARGH.......well, that was interesting while it lasted.
*goes off to sulk*

1.3.2004

Ok well there might be a new girl. Heh, I say that like it's realistic. I haven't even TALKED to her yet. Ha. Hahaha. *sighs* Yet the story of what I did is so pathetic...at least to my eyes. Eh, no better than the usual I suppose. But, I wanted to talk to her. Grah, I'll wait and see if SHE talks to ME. Finally, I'm in a situation where that's the ONLY option. So, good. No more making the first move (well I guess I sort of already did).

56 more hours on typing this (10:00), then back...ugh...

Ok looking at Japan: September style. Talked to Chris, saw how he did it, now I'm back in it. See what happens.

1.1.2004

Happy New Year and stuff.

12.30.2003

Ugh what do I do...more later.

12.18.2003

Today was a good day. Maybe there's a chance after all. Time will tell...
Two new crappy pages. Yay.
Exams...eh...I wanted to |>w/\/ them, but got too lazy to study. I expect 5.0s, maybe a 6.0 in Algebra. I highly doubt I'll do exceptionally well. What sucks is thinking you got a 6.0, then finding out you got a 5.0. Damn History.
...why do they call it 'Algebra II'? Why not call it something cool, like 'Algebrometry' or 'Algebrus'?
Well, I guess now all that's left is science. All I need to do is do my best. After all, Chem is try. /stupid joke

That's all for now.
~Thomas the Doubtful Apostle(why the hell isn't MY book in the Bible?!)

edit- Make that three new pages. If 'That's so Cooler' makes no sense, it will soon enough.

12.16.2003
Ughhh....I really don't think this is going to work...
There's just never a chance, and it's not like there would be a chance to the prime motive even if I GOT that initial preliminary chance which is arguably just as important.
*sighs*
My biconsulate advises against this, but I think I'll end up going through with it anyway.
I am such an idiot...but it's better than wondering 'What if...?'.
...right?

Gah I'm being too vague this is starting to sound like a blog. NOT something I will let happen.
I'll make a rant about it and add to THAT if I really feel the need.

So, exams. History yesterday felt like a 6.0. Math today felt like a 6.0. You know what this means? Lower than 5.0 on both. YAY! Every time, and I mean EVERY time, I feel like I did absolutely perfectly on a test, it turns out that I was HORRIDLY. HORRIDLY. Wrong. I thought I got a 6.0 on the last math test.
4.5.
ARGHHHHHHH.

12/12/03

If you are someone who doesn't belong here because of their own inability to accept others(you'll probably know who you are), there is an interesting thing for you to read under 12/10/03. Don't want you to miss it. :) If you read it...keep in mind I still have nothing against you really, but your (all of your) actions are really unfair and misguided, I think.

Wow. Only a day between updates. There must be a celestial equinox or something. It's mainly to say that something is going on. Something that will end VERY badly for me, but I'm an idiot. And...I'm trying to orchestrate something that is essentially boiling myself in my own pudding. Well, that doesn't make any sense. But the point is...I don't know what the point is. Just...something is going on that is...well, ok, I'll put it bluntly. I am planning on doing something really really really fucking stupid to see if something happens which I already know won't. Yay! Sounds like fun, eh? I'm just being vague anyway, I'm not saying anything, so I'll shut up.

PSATs tell me I'm stupid. I lost my results already, but the overall percentile was 90%. God damn it.

12/10/03 (2/22/04)
Welcome, one and all, to the site that's never updated. Pffftttt...well I'm just too lazy I guess. So lazy in fact that I plan on 'writing' another philosophy page...well, you'll see what I mean.

So I'm weird. Jesus Christ, what a bullshit reason. Fine, you can hang out with generic assholes. What's most distressing to me though is that it's not 'Oh, he's really a little too different from me for me to be able to like him much', what you are doing is 'Oh my God. Someone not exactly like me in the qualities I think everyone should be uniform in. Therefore, I must be rude to him, ignore him, and treat him like shit when he tries to be friendly.' At the very least, you could talk to me about it. I guess that's too hard for you, I don't know. Someday, if you have the intelligence or common sense, maybe you'll all realize that noone is like anyone else, and you simply choose to designate what qualities 'fit in with society'. You'll never find one person just like everyone else. People become unique due to their mundaneness through the more striking qualities of others 'in the crowd', there is no such excuse as 'too weird'. Maybe if you stopped living on rumors and got to know me you'd think otherwise. But if you are going to act like 3 year old whining bitches about 'too weird' without bothering to know what someone is like, you only show immaturity. Did you not COME to America knowing you were going to encounter people who were SOMEHOW different from what you grew up with? You are ambassadors of your country, lame as that sounds. What does it say about you by showing that you don't have open enough minds to handle something different from your bubble-like mindset of absolute conformity? I only say this knowing you will never read it, and I would never want to be this rude to you in real life, because despite this really unfair and rude behavior, I don't think you really deserve being 'bitched out' when I know how incredibly nice, friendly, and cool people you are to those who apply to what you are comfortable with. Chances are, you aren't to blame anyway. It's just the way you are, you can't help it. It's not always easy to break away from things like that. All I can say is, if you had given me the chance, all of you, you'd realize I'm human too and the traits all of us DO share are those that are truly most important anyway. Ah well. It's not like you'll ever read this. I guess all I can say is I'm sorry I'm too different for you. You were great people to talk to while you still let me, even if we were never friends.

That's about all. Sorry for the cursing.

Anyway, so, Sizzlers is kind of fried about this whole leave-school-in-the-middle-of-the-year business, and so he told me to see if I get accepted first. This is what I wait on. Meanwhile, I have somehow managed a 5.1 GPA taking this ridiculous courseload, and it seems to be a veritable roller coaster ride in the way of grades. It seems each class is defined by very high and rather low scores, but no matter. I should not have a single below 5.0 class come the end of this term, and that's damned good enough. I guess. Well, for my own sake (at this point, readers are trivial...sorry :( no one reads this anyway XD), here are how the grades stacked up-
    
         Mid  Term     WinterBeg WinterExam WinterMid
AlgIIH:  5.0, +0.0        4.5       (5.0)     4.5
ChemH :  5.0, -0.5 (ARGH) 6.0       (4.0)     4.0
ChinII:  5.0, +0.5        5.5       (5.5)     5.0 (WTF?)
EngII :  4.5, +0.5        3.5       (4.0)     5.0
USHisI:  5.0, +0.0        3.0       (5.0)     5.5
PhilI :  5.0, +0.5        6.0       (--)      5.0
SpanI :  5.5, +0.0        4.5       (5.5)     5.0

This is what I have based on things that I have received with grades on the 6.0 scale. As neither PhilosophyII nor Chemistry Honors have provided such grades, I have designated 6.0 on both ^^...the current GPA is 4.71. DANGER DANGER WILL ROBINSON!
Fucking quizzes. Fucking Spanish geography. I hate teachers who detract unnecessarily from your grade when you were trying to be thorough and run out of time. I get 3 things wrong on a History quiz of around 10 questions because I didn't have time to answer them...3.0. WTF^^? (By the way, I got all the rest right.) On a 6.0 scale, that's just stupid.

Eh well. That's all for now.
~Thomas

11/19/03
Ahhhh.....lucky me. Yes it's actually diatribical ravings involving my actual private life. Girls hate me as more than friends. It's a sad fact of nature. I feel like I've lost another friend because she doesn't seem to want to talk to me anymore, and I'm afraid it's because someone told her lies about me, so much like what happened earlier this year. Well, it's annoyed me to the point that I have a full page, probably more, on it, and it's been added to the list of links, dubbed '
The Fish of Somalia's Coasts'.

10/1/03
CRAP. I wrote this HUGE new entry because it's been so long, and then I tried to be fancy and write something in kana and it messed up PageBuilder.

God damn language-specific badly programmed free web software.
From now on I use freaking HTML.
Except I can't do kana in that either.

'Thomas get off!' 'THOMAS!' this is the signal that I can't continue to write this. Maybe I will finish later.
Dang sisters.

8/08/03
Weird thing gone it was all a joke hope noone paid it any mind. Anyway working stuff to do no time to talk gotta go KTHNXBI!
By the way KTHNXBI dunno what it's from but it sounds funny so it's funny to say KTHNXBI!

8/02/03

Long time everybody. Summed up in a few words what's going down-

Bermuda. LARPs. Wing Chun school. Both e-mails are malfunctioning. Japan junior year. Michigan. Summer reading. Brownie mix.

As you can see, there's a lot on my mind. I'll write more later, but for now, help a guy out- check out these wicked immortality rings! Link at the bottom of this page. KTHNXBI!

7/07/03
A Note To Would-Be Webmaster Traumatizers - If you feel the need to tell me I suck, for the love of your own dignity, do it right. You are only embarassing yourself, and I could delete those entries in a matter of seconds. So for your own safety, I now present to you a guide to perfect rude guestbook entries. Enjoy...

First of all, do not make it so ridiculously evident that you do not know me. That drains ALL of your credibility right off the bat. If you do know me or don't, make it seem like you do. Either that, or make it seem like you are remotely educated rather than using 'ure' for reference to me, despite the fact that it's one letter from 'urea' and two letters and an apostrophe from 'you're'. If that's beyond you, then make it seem like I should know you. It would naturally worry me more if someone I knew was telling me I sucked than some random 10 year old with chocolate on their face who lives in Kansas.

Secondly, if I and my page suck so much, why in the hell would you come back? It's just a LITTLE bit odd to tell me I suck ONCE, then sign the guestbook AGAIN a few days later. It's not reinforcing your point, it's more like the little kid who doesn't want to tell the other kids he likes brussel sprouts while sprout goop is oozing out of his mouth.

Thirdly, learn some words beyond 'suck' and 'lame'. If you want to make me sit in a corner and cry, nothing will make me laugh faster than you trying to undermine my emotional stability with phrases like 'dumb web guy'. For starters, try saying that I'm a 'Chipmunk-minded retard with the technical skills of a 3 year old with Down syndrome in remedial computers who couldn't string together two sensible words with HTML. It's like instead of using whatever feeble mind you might have and associating it with your fingers, you just banged your head on the keyboard and uploaded the results.'* Granted, that STILL wouldn't make me unhappy, but it would at least show some CREATIVITY AND IMAGINATION. Come on, be a little more original.

Happy Flaming!
*Note- If you post this in my guestbook, I will laugh so hard I'll fall off my chair. Promise.


Now, onto other things.
It's been a while since a decent update, I'm considering just doing a page on Rumiko Takahashi (or Takahashi Rumiko, or whatever), because her stuff is brilliant. I've liked all of her work to no end. Speaking of which, a note on Japanese.
Japanese is ridiculous. It's like they slopped together a bizarre mishmash, and then were lucky enough to be able to string a complex series of rules through it all. In other words, it technically makes sense, but it's MUCH MORE than it needs to be. They could accomplish things much easier the way certain things work, yet because there are rules that have NO exceptions, it has to be done the way it is. Verbs are conjugated to sentiments like 'Maybe...' 'I heard that...' 'By the way...' and etc. Hiragana and Katakana are fun, but the way kanji works is ridiculous. Kanji are Chinese characters that Japanese 'borrowed' for use. There's a Japanese reading and a Chinese reading, but sometimes more. So one kanji can be said sometimes 6 different ways, multiple Japanese and Chinese readings (even though in Chinese, each character has a single reading). It's crazy.

Weilin, I haven't seen any mail from you in a while! What do you mean I haven't responded?! Hmmm....

Uhhh...that's all. For now.

7/04/03

Ok haven't updated in a while because I've been working on a lot of stuff and such. For those of you who may be interested, Josh is my lover. However, we got into a bit of a tiff, so he got unhappy. He was just letting off some steam when he signed my guestbook. Don't hold it against him, he's a good kid, really.

Very clever, Jess.

Ok well I need to update more but my parents are yelling at me and I want to play with fireworks. Bye...

6/29/03

ARGH. HOLY GOD. I have just seen...GOD. While watching High Fidelity on Comedy Central, there was a ridiculous, RIDICULOUS ad that REALLY pissed me off. It said 'ATTENTION ALL AFRICAN-AMERICANS...' at once I knew this was going to be weird. 'AIDS..', I thought 'No way. No way.'. 'AIDS is now the number one cause of deaths to African-Americans' 'Oh God this is ridiculous.' 'between the ages of 25-44. YOU can stop it. Do your nation a favor' 'THE HELL?' 'Get tested.'. This was absolutely ridiculous. I hate stuff like this. AGH, GOD. It's like blaming all blacks (yeah, because I'm not afraid to use the term, I don't consider it insulting and most blacks don't either. Just how I don't mind being called 'white'.) in America for AIDS, as though there are no whites who have it. Wow, that pissed me off. Wasn't going to write anything until later on, but I had to run over and type after seeing that.

6/28/03 Part III-

I had something to say. Now I forgot. Ummm...ok so I FEED MY CATS! TAKE THAT, SKITTLEWEASEL! And I like your guestbook entry. Heh. Ummm...so this site is missing something. It's all just a timesink to pass...time with. But it's entertaining and stuff. I've got some ideas for another anime page, might do them all, might not. I've done all TV series. Maybe some movies now. I don't know. I don't necessarily put up all animes I like, it takes more to be 'great'. Beauty does matter for this...I couldn't sit through an episode of Rurouni Kenshin if they were stick figures assaulting each other yelling Japanese sword-moves at each other in the voice of a 40 year old impotent balding male (the same one for all the characters), now could I? Although...that sounds marginally hilarious...heheheh...

So I traded my soul for Cheez-Its and green tea. Who cares? Now I have something to keep me company while I work on the language that was created to keep foreigners from visiting, Japanese. I still haven't talked about that...will tomorrow.

6/28/03 Part II-

I am an awesome ninja. Hell yes. My sister left the house, looking for our cat. In the shadow of the night, I waited, she unaware. She turned her back, and like the raven of the twilight, I appeared beside a tree. I watched her approach, never knowing I was there. At the right moment, I STRUCK! I jumped out at her and let out a roar. Terrified, she ran into the house screaming. It was fun.

Oh, and the Rurouni Kenshin page is up. One day. Yeah.

6/28/03-

Yeah ok so now I'm yeah. Uhhh...I fixed stuff. And am working on a new page. An anime page. There's gonna be a bunch of those. Don't know when I'll do the galleries though, for those respectively interested. And for the 70-odd people that have been here, thanks (My personal counter is also around 70)...or maybe one other person who has ALSO been here something like 70 times. Which would be a little strange. Anyway, I like my GuestBook background. A lot. I like InuYasha. A lot. So if you can't read the entries (which should be MINE to read, but I'm nice...hahaha), try highlighting them. Because I don't want to change my InuYasha pic. I like it. A lot.

Disclaimer- (better get this out of the way now) Everything you see on this site, I put together, or wrote. 'Put together' includes taking pictures from other sites. Mind you, I'd love to do my own pictures, but I can't rebuild the site. I don't have the technology. I can't make it stronger, faster than ever before. Sorry....

Disclaimer number 2- I'm a lot braver behind HTML and Geocities PageBuilder. Keep that in mind, I don't ACTUALLY think you are all lazy. I just get REALLY bored. Talk to me on AIM and you'll get pissed that I say 'sorry' at every other sentence.
Speaking of which...
ArchcanonAbaddon That's for AIM. I also HAVE MSN Messenger...but don't use it much. Ironic thing is, there's no one that'll ever see this site that doesn't ALREADY know my AIM SN. Heh. So everyone I'm saying this to ALREADY knows me (I think), and so everyone I'm saying this to ALREADY knows what I'm talking about (I'd assume).

6/27/03-

This is the first of anything like this, so don't worry, you haven't missed anything exciting. Heh. My SubProfile was being a whore for two and a half weeks, and with nowhere else to ramble, well I suppose that's what inspired this. As you can see, the 'look' of the front page has changed quite a bit as well. Or, maybe you didn't notice. Interestingly enough, I've updated again for the first time in a while (the InuYasha page is up- yeah!), but this...tell people what you are doing because they are too lazy to see for themselves thing is new to me. Heh, just kidding. I've known about it for a while. You're all lazy incompetent baka.
Hahahaha...no, I'm not a caucasian anime/Japan elitist. I just couldn't think of a better word. However, am learning Japanese...more on that later most likely.

Yeah so I know how popular this site is and all(heh), but I'm saying it anyway- if you see a picture here or something that you know belongs to your site or whatever and I was a bastard and didn't give you credit, that's a crappy thing for me to do. E-mail me at
[email protected] or [email protected] (although I barely check that one) and tell me your website so I can link and credit you, or just scream at me and scratch my face off so I take it down and just find another one somewhere. I can't remember the names of all your sites, so if you want credit, tell me...or just e-mail me to bitch in general if that's what you want.

Oh, there's a guestbook now. The HTML coding for it was being weird, but it's right up there! Sign it!
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