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2002-05-04
Bundle of Joy
Slowly the days pass and whether we talk for five minutes, three hours, or not at all Lisa is always with me. Distance is difficult and frustrating and sometimes I wonder how my heart continues to beat knowing that I can't be there to hold her through the tough times and to help with our new little bundle of joy but my heart continues strong and true as each thought of her and our future together fills my mind. Someday this distance between us will be closed and we will be standing together side by side as the days go by in a flash, making a lifetime seem to last mere minutes as our love surrounds us.

Recently, Lisa has gained custody of her baby sister, sweet little Jazzmine who will be two months on the sixth. Already I love my Jazz and wish I could be there to hold her and watch her grow, to be there to witness every little movement, every yawn, every smile, and to watch as she sleeps contentedly in my gurls arms...Ahh, someday.

At first I think Lisa may have been a bit unsure of how I would take to the idea of her raising her sister, of adding a baby to our relationship so soon. But I fully support her decision and respect her for wanting to give Jazz what she never had. I think she is doing the sweetest and most unselfish thing by raising Jazzmine. I know Jazz will be a great kid because of Lisa. By taking her sister there are probably a number of things that she is missing out on because she has the baby to think of, and there are people that think she is too young to have committed to such a responsibility, but she is older than her age and isn't the kind of person to do or not do something because of what others say and think. Lisa is always there to help and listen as she was for Jazz.

I love babies, Jazz of course tops the list and I love both my gurls with all my heart and always will...there is just one slight problem. I think I am going to spoil Jazz rotten. Yup, I can see it now, my bank account draining as I walk through the toy department with Jazz running down the aisle pointing out all the toys she wants as I drop them into the buggy and I can tell you right now, she's going to be as addicted to chocolate as Lisa and I are. Haha, this is gonna be so cool.

So Lisa, if I am right that you were unsure, there is absolutely no need to be. I will love you till the end of time and I love everything that comes with being with you. You are my babygUrl and Jazz is my babygIrl...and thinking of you holding her, the sweetness of that thought is kind of a turn on;)

The fact that you have Jazz shows how sweet and caring a person you are. Everything about you is exactly what I was looking for in a partner, even when I didn't know it before. You are my perfect match and I'll never let you go or give you reason to want to go. Truly, madly, deeply.
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