7April00

today, i decided to give you one of my favorite recipes...enjoy, i sure do!

yesterday i was feeling kinda down, so i went to two of my favorite journals to cheer me up....big mistake. first, i went to sleepwalker - the first and only journal i ever got hooked on, and this is what she had to say - bummer.

then i went to sam's journal (sorry, can't give ya that one), and he was reminiscing about better times in his life, and feeling kinda down himself.

so, i went home feeling worse than ever and totally feeling sorry for myself....i'm feeling better today. but, i've been thinking about maybe looking for another job. paul and i got into a fight at work, and that's a really awkward situation...plus, some things around here are getting to me.

my friend maddie - from school - emailed me today to say she finally got a graphic's job. she was temping these shitty jobs that weren't really related to her degree for the last year since graduation. she's really talented, but she's not great with people. i'm sure the only reason she couldn't get a job before now is that she doesn't interview well. but, it sounds like they're in need of more designers, so i asked her about it....awhile back i took this horoscope type test that tells you who's the most important person in your life, who knows you the best...etc. well, she was my lucky star, and i remember reading that with a bit of disbelief. now, maybe it'll turn out to be true.