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any experience or situation
that caused FEAR and ANXIETY there I am with my knees
in terrible pain. So I had quite a number of them
both great and small to work out. I remember in one
of Fr's talks he says that sometimes a moment of negative
feeling can cause such terrible effects and I realise
it is very true. Each time I came out of
one I was eager to get rid of others. The pain in
my joints
began to come down. After almost 2 years I could walk
without pain! How happy I was! At the end of the retreat
I could run almost a km without stopping. Still the
swelling had not gone completely. I had to leave but
now I know how to continue working on it. It is really
wonderful to feel free from negatives. We really have
to be very simple humble obedient and work very hard!!!
Noverek,
1146 Budapest, Hermina ut 19,
H ungary
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To all those
who read my story I wish the freedom I experience
in body mind and spirit in deep gratitude to God,
to Fr. Vijay and to my institute .
The main reason
of going to XTC was to find out what stress factors
caused my arthritis for which I was on treatment for
2 years. After being treated for the same in Hungary
where I am sent on mission I was following the Ayurvedic
treatment in Kerala for another year. I was much better
of course but I could not walk without pain and the
swelling on the knees still persisted. My friend suggested
me to go there. So I went there just for curiosity
sake. The first day itself I realised that there is
more work than finding out the reason for my knee
problem. I It was for the first time that I hear of
burning the negatives!!
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Always I thought
that thinking, positively is the solution. For a week
I worked very hard on many negatives in my life but
I could not find out exactly what is that negative
which causes my knee problem. I was astonished at
the patience Fr. Vijay had to ask me each time how
my knees reacted. In one weeks time I could do very
little so with Fr Vijay's encouragement I telephoned
to my provincial and got my flight and with it few
arrangements changed.
In one weeks
time I felt
such a freedom within that I longed to come back for
another month. But when I thought of the terrible
work ahead a cold shiver ran through my spine.!! But
Fr's gentle assurance calmed me.
Back to Xtc I started working very seriously. To my
surprise I realised that
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