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1 | 2 | 3 Chapter 2: Beautiful [:]-[:]-[:] Hermione ran. She ran as soon as she walked through those
doors, when her friends were out of sight. Why did Harry almost kiss her? He couldn't
like her that way. No one could. Not even Krum did. And now, her best
friend for nearly seven years changed. She was scared. She didn't know how to react
to these changes. Maybe all this was just a trick, a bet, a plot to break her.
This could all be a mistake or a misunderstanding or something. For all she
knew, he could have been imagining Cho Chang or someone else in her place. Tears flowed freely down Hermione's cheeks.
She wiped them away quickly, ashamed that she was crying over Harry Potter.
Sure, it was the famous Harry Potter, her best friend and the heartthrob of the
female population at Hogwarts (as well as half the wizarding world), aside from
Draco Malfoy and Blaise Zabini. But still, there was no way Harry Potter could
make her cry. Then why was she crying? Maybe she was crying because she knew it
wasn't Harry's fault. She was the one who agreed to go for a walk. She was the
one who didn't stop Harry from trying to kiss her, but instead, she was leaning
closer as well. And she was the one who was crying because of it. Maybe she was crying because she knew she
secretly had a crush on Harry that totally got out of control. She truly did
love him, but in a friendly way. She didn't know what she felt for Harry. It
wasn't exactly a crush (much more than that), but definitely not love (much
less). She didn't know if she lusted for him either. She didn't dream about him
very much, after all, unless you counted day dreaming. And yet, maybe she was crying because she just
had to. Ever since her parents split apart, she knew she had been a bit more
emotional. And with all the stress at school�being a role model was hard. And
Professor Potter (who hated that name so much he made everyone except Snape
call him James) was a difficult person to deal with, although he was friendly
and resembled Harry so much. That was worse, actually. He would always remind
her of Harry. Hermione's shoes shuffled across the
cobblestone floors as she made her way closer to her Head Dorm. Her feet made
the only noise in the deserted hallways until she started sobbing lightly. She
never heard the footsteps of other people approaching from behind her. "Aw�if it isn't Mudblood Granger, crying
all by herself!" Hermione turned. She knew that voice. She
faced the awful Slytherins, no longer sobbing, but her tears still shining on
her face. She refused to whimper. The shame it would bring her. The more the
Slytherins would mock her. "And look, Pansy," said Blaise
Zabini, answering to her taunt, "no boyfriends with her this time!" Hermione looked down at her feet, unable to
move away. Her hands absentmindedly fumbled behind her back, trying to comfort
herself. "What's the matter, Granger?"
Millicent Bullstrode teased. "Pothead and Weasel finally break up with
you? Or did they find comfort in each other? You never know what they can do in
those Quidditch showers!" The Slytherins cackled horribly. Hermione shed
more tears. Their words stung her with every blow. It was terrible how just the
slightest word about Harry (let alone one about him being gay) could set her
off on another set of cries. And they were calling him her boyfriend! That made
her cry more when she recollected the recent memory. Goyle sniggered. "Aw�looks like we hit a
soft spot, guys!" "Well, Mudblood?" Crabbe mocked.
"Aren't you going to say anything? Waiting for Potty to come save you like
always?" Hermione cried harder, refusing to sob out
loud. She wouldn't give the Slytherins that much pleasure and amusement.
Nothing would bring her down. She wasn't going to let them hurt her anymore,
but she just couldn't stop them from trying. She opened her mouth to try to make a smart
comeback, but her voice was disabled. She couldn't find her voice. She was too
pained to speak. Blaise laughed. "Merlin, Granger, in
classes you blabber on and on and you never shut up. What's the matter now? Cat
got your tongue? Or is it just Potter?" The bullies howled with laughter. Hermione
stared up at them, all surrounding her in a circle. She saw them all as big
blue shapes towering over her (much like some events in muggle cartoons she
used to watch on the telly when she was younger), pointing fingers at her,
their laughter echoing. Their laughing never stopped. She put her hands over
her ears and shut her eyes tightly. The laughter pierced their way through her
hands, and she still heard them as loud as ever. She felt like bursting of
humiliation. She felt like screaming. She felt like- "Hey!" Hermione's eyes flew open at the familiar
voice. Her hands flew off her ears, at last hearing the laughter coming to an
end. "Leave her alone, guys!" Pansy smirked. "What's wrong, Draco?
She's just a Mudblood, nothing important." "Leave her be! She didn't do
anything." Goyle nudged Crabbe in the side.
"Exactly! She just stood there. Huh, Crabbe?" "'Course she did. She just let us laugh
at her." Malfoy glared. "I didn't ask you! Now
just get out of here! It's nearly past curfew, and unless you want Slytherin to
lose the House Cup, I suggest you head off to bed." Pansy furrowed her eyebrows. "Come on,
Draco. It's just a bit of fun." "For who? Not Granger, obviously." Hermione viewed the scene in front of her,
confused. She wanted to just shrivel up and die. There was no way Draco Malfoy
was standing up for her. This was all a dream, a joke, a nightmare. "Chill out, man!" said Blaise,
holding his hands up in defense. "We're sorry, alright?" "Just get out!" Malfoy said sternly,
his face serious, but above all, expressionless. And when Malfoy ordered
something, there were no complaints. The Slytherins turned and sulked off to
their common room in disappointment and betrayal. Hermione fell to the floor, weak with sadness.
She was on her knees, clutching her arms tightly and rocking herself back and
forth. She looked down in shame that a Slytherin protected her, and she was the
Gryffindor, supposedly brave. She heard Malfoy come up behind her, crouching
down. "Are you alright?" "Huh?" Hermione turned toward him,
shocked he was actually speaking to her civilly. "Sorry about that. They're just goofing
off. They're never really serious about these things." Hermione wiped away another tear with the side
of her hand, trying to avoid Malfoy's gaze. She heard Malfoy sigh when she didn't answer.
"C'mon, Granger," he said, "I'll walk you to the common
room." Malfoy watched as Hermione slowly stood. She
was pretty even when she was crying. Sure, her eyes were red and slightly
puffy, but she didn't look half as bad as most other girls did after they
sobbed. He stood as well, close behind her as she stumbled to the Head Dorms. Malfoy still stared at the crying figure,
concerned. He had to admit he had a sort of a soft spot for this Muggleborn.
Sure, it was mostly because of her beauty, no one could deny that, but still,
there was a bit more to it. She was the only one who dared to slap him.
She was the only one who didn't let her muggle heritage be her weakness, at
least after a while. She was the only Muggleborn who was able to defeat the
dark lord without harm. She got more than a hundred percent in all her classes,
even Potions, she always hung out with the popular Potter and Weasley without
letting fame take over her, and she was the only witch Malfoy knew who didn't
like flying in the slightest. And she was the one who brought all the people
Voldemort killed back to life. Of course, Potter and Weasley helped too, way
back in the middle of Sixth Year. But Malfoy knew this girl was special. She
was different from all the others, even if her blood wasn't the purest. Finally, Hermione and Malfoy made their way to
the Portrait Hole. Having a feeling that Hermione didn't want to
talk much at the moment, Malfoy said the password. "Shakespeare's Dragon." "Thank you, sir," said the small
girl in the portrait, sitting on the painted swing. Malfoy nodded at her, letting Hermione step
into the hole before him. He shut the door with a snap, following Hermione to
the red couch. Hermione sat down, still clutching her arms.
She watched as Malfoy placed himself next to her. The warm fire gave off the
only light, crackling pleasantly. There was an awkward silence for a short while
before Hermione spoke. "Why?" Malfoy turned to her. "Why what?" Hermione continued looking at her lap.
"Why did you ward off the others? Why didn't you let them keep taunting
me?" "Well, did you want them to do it?" Hermione shook her head. "No. But�why did
you stand up for me?" Now she looked up, staring into Malfoy's eyes. Malfoy shrugged. "I guess I just couldn't
stand watching someone get hurt when I could stop it." "But�why'd you do it for me? After all,
I'm just a stupid M-Mudblood." Malfoy sighed. "You're not stupid. And I
don't classify you as a�as a Mudblood." Hermione stared. "You don't? But you're
the one who called me that in the first place! And you hate me! Why on earth
don't you classify me as one? You're a Slytherin. Don't you want to be like you
always are, cruel and heartless and hateful to all Gryffindor Muggleborns, let
alone Harry Potter's best friend�?" Hermione looked down, realizing what she had
just said about Harry. A tear trickled down her cheek. Although Malfoy saw this, he ignored it.
"Is that what you think of me?" he asked harshly. "Cold and
heartless? Unable to be nice for once? I'm just trying to be a bit considerate,
thanks for the gratitude!" Hermione shed another tear. "I'm
sorry," she whispered. "I guess I'm just�in shock. I never thought
you of all people would help me. Sorry." An uncomfortable silence was in the air for a
few seconds. "Why don't you classify me as a Mudblood?
You never said." Malfoy stared into the fire. "I guess�I
guess it's just because�because you may have muggle blood, but you're still
able to do more than most Purebloods. You have the�ability of making the best
out of nearly everything and being kind to so many people, even if they torment
you. Don't think I haven't noticed you barely saying anything to me when
I'm�arguing with your mates. And, personally, I don't think you have dirty
blood with you acting like you do now." Hermione looked at him silently. "Is that
true?" Malfoy looked back at her. "Do you really think that?" Malfoy nodded. "Yeah, I do." Hermione surprised Malfoy then. She smiled and
scooted closer to him (but far enough for both of their likings, of course).
"Thank you." Malfoy smiled, too, a true, genuine smile. Hermione grinned wider. "You should smile
more often. It's much better than that signature smirk you always do." Malfoy shrugged and smiled politely. "You
think so?" Hermione nodded shyly. After a few seconds of silence, Hermione
spoke. "Malfoy?" He turned to see her hold her hand out. "I
think�" she slightly brought her hand back, but then brought it back
forward as she continued, "�I mean, I don't want to sound a bit random or
anything, but�I think we should have a truce. You know, so we don't kill each
other. And I could really use a fr-bodyguard right now." Hermione thought
about saying that she could use a friend, as she didn't know what to consider
Harry anymore, but she realized she didn't exactly want a friendship with
Malfoy, just a non-hateful experience for their last year. Malfoy again smiled politely and took her hand
in his. "Alright. A truce it is." Hermione sighed, relieved.
"But this doesn't mean I'm going to be all friendly to everyone else,
alright? And we're civil, not best friends or anything." Hermione nodded. "That'd be too much to
ask, huh?" "How'd you know?" Hermione stared back into the fire. "Granger?" "Yeah?" "I was wondering�what were my mates
saying to you that made you so upset?" Hermione took a while to answer, as she looked
down as a tear fell from her eye. She nearly forgot about everything that
happened, about Harry, the almost-kiss, the bullies. Malfoy thought he said the wrong thing, and he
was about to apologize when she answered quietly. "It wasn't exactly all of their
faults." Malfoy furrowed his eyebrows. "What do
you mean?" Awkward silence. Malfoy placed a hand on her shoulder. "Do
you want to talk about it?" More silence. "It might help, you know, Granger." Hermione sighed, another tear flowing down her
cheek. "I know. But�I don't think I can talk to you about this right now.
I don't exactly know for sure if I can trust you. No offence." Malfoy pulled back his hand and shrugged.
"None taken. I know it's hard for you to trust me. I won't push it." Silence. Hermione studied the fire. "I was crying
before they got there." "Why?" "�That's what I can't tell you." Malfoy nodded. "That's okay. I
understand." Hermione focused her eyes back on the fire
before her. She let her imagination run wild, and soon the flames molded into
pictures of her and Harry, looking deeply into each other's eyes, a rose in his
hand. She let mind wander back to that time she and Harry almost kissed. She
knew she wanted it. She knew she needed it. And yet she knew she didn't really
think about it before today. Malfoy also stared into the fire, listening to
the popping and crackling embers as the extinguished themselves. He saw a
picture in the flames himself, only it was the face of Hermione, beautiful and
flawless, and yet still mysterious. He wanted her to trust him more than almost
anything. He only had a crush on her, but he wanted to get to know the pretty
girl next to him without Potter and Weasley always butting in. The two sat on the couch for a few more
minutes in silence before Hermione stood. "I'd better go back to bed.
'Night, Malfoy." "'Night." Hermione headed up to her room. She turned the
golden handle of her door. She was about to go inside when Malfoy spoke. "Granger?" Hermione turned, not slowly, but not quickly
either. "Yeah?" "Don't listen to those guys, okay? But I
doubt they'll bother you soon." Hermione smiled at him. "Thanks for
helping, Malfoy," she whispered loud enough for him to hear. When she laid her head on her pillow, she
immediately fell into a deep slumber. That night, she dreamt of fearsome
kisses, bullies, and Malfoy swiping those awful Slytherins away from her like
an angry cat. Just downstairs, a certain Slytherin was
thinking about his crush and trying to ignore his slowly growing feelings for
her. All the way in the Gryffindor dorms, a famous
teenaged boy beat his head against the wall, cursing himself for his stupidity
and cursing his now-alive father for passing down his relationship problems to
him. And in the Gryffindor Common
Room, two redheads were plotting a way to bring their two best friends
together, a plan that would take effect in just a matter of hours. |
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