My brain... what a entangled world of my brain. A scary thought, although my life would be so much easier if people could think the way I do... I just want to say that I highly doubt any of you reading this have any idea what its like to live in my shoes. The remainder of you who know exactly what it's like, should be able to relate to everything. Below you'll experience what is about 98% me. Some inspired from friends who helped write it, (i.e. "Losing It All" and "Fall For You") Please read on, tell me what you think.
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Also, over the past little while, I've had sudden urges to write long poems and writings, unlike normal, so instead of posting them on the pages below, I've created single links to them, since they're so long. You can find them here. Select A Page:
Or... Browse my site.
Life, is not supossed to be,
Some sort of special fantasy,
And it comes to some so naturally,
But, most people should use it as illusory.
To some people, life is a crime,
For life, it can be just a treasure,
But to me, its just a waste of time,
some people, if they're young or old, they say...
Life is a screwed up mystery, to me,
What does truly mean to be,
What is life? What does it supposed to mean,
Life's gonna be the final factors, probably unseen.
What is life, is it like some kinda factor,
Some people catch on, some don't don't clue in at all,
It comes to me like happily ever after, and
Life's just a skip in the mixed up world, after all...
Please, don't leave me now,
Not while I'm in distress,
If you can just bare with me now,
I swear we can make it somehow.
(I know that I can)
I need ya now,
More than I did before,
I need ya now,
Do you still love me anymore?
If you can stay with me longer,
I know we could make it last,
If you can bare with me now,
You could make me change so fast.
I need ya now,
more than I did before,
Hopefully you can hear,
I don't know whats in store.
Just please make the difference,
Maybe our love could last,
So, just help me change my life around,
You can make my mistakes become the past.
As the days pass by, one hour at a time,
I think my thoughts, using my vulnerable mind,
I go along, trying and staying strictly round the lines,
thinkin' of just how much I'm tryin'.
(Tryin' to think)
Sometimes things, just happen for no reason,
it doesn't matter if it has its own appeal,
it could be spring or any other season,
I guess your gonna hafta cut me a deal.
When the time flys by, one hour at a time,
even if I tried I can't get you off my mind,
so I force myself to think in simple rhyme,
but still, can't keep thoughts of you off my mind.
Time can stand still, make no sudden moves,
I guess really, I can never lose,
my memories of you, I'll never forget,
remember this, cuz it's everything I ever coulda said.
My thoughts of you aren't going away,
the thoughts aren't going astray,
tonight, is just like any other day,
not that I, coulda thought better thoughts anyway.
Being single is no sin,
But mere blessing in disguise,
And if you fail to realize this,
Your fate will be surprized.
Fate can be sorrow,
Which could resurrect fear,
This fear is always hated,
No matter what time of year.
The single way, is the way it is for me,
the girl I need is too far for it to be,
When I find some inner peace, the sooner I will see,
a place of love, a place of sleep, a place of harmony.
A joint for venture,
a path of life,
No sight for misery,
But the wayz that life kinda seems to be.
So remember this and you can be free,
A single life is one way to be,
When you find your love, you will be seen,
And those who follow, they shall be freed.
I remember the times, the way I expected them to be,
the thought of an us, or just he & she,
I look back and forward, and now I see,
I realize now, how much you mean to me.
You and I just co-exsist,
in time and place, forever missed,
with thoughts of you, my spirts lift,
and I'd swore the day I'd to use my fist.
We were young and time past slow,
I'd loved you then, forever I know,
As I learn from then, long ago,
I knew then and will always know.
I know the difference of yes and no,
I realized now, that I'll never know,
You told me once, twice or so,
I'm not high, betraying or low.
So, the way things are, is the way they be,
I realize now, what you mean to me,
I'll pay to love, I'll win if it be,
cuz' the love I have is clear to see.
I once talked to the girl of my dreams,
she lived out of town, and across the sea,
she said I was great, sweet and let it be,
I may not be perfect, but I'm easy to please.
Dreams lead to fantasies, and most aren't real,
but if I could make the move, I'd go for the deal,
the world isn't perfect, or as it may seem,
I'll take what I get, or soon be redeemed.
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