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Try to be understanding,
And manage to stay in line,
Trying to stay left standing,
And not to fall behind.
He continues feeling sorry,
For the things he's never done,
He's always feeling empty,
For his heart thats been broken.
He slowly continues falling,
Deep behind the rest,
He's slowly getting angry,
Told to relax and catch his breath
Life always changes course,
And is never in his favor,
He thinks he's always searching,
Find the Devil; sign a waver
Why can't somebody love him,
Things would've been easier this way,
Did anyone ever love him,
Or was he just standing in their way...?
Was he never worth their effort,
The precious ounces of their time,
The little notes and photographs,
The 'I love you's or 'good-night's?
He hates this,
life's hate & anger,
He always hates to change.
He hates this,
Life's hate & anger,
How the worse seem stay the same,
He hates this,
Life's hate & anger,
And he hates himself... he's standing in his way...
I used to be cheerful,
I used to be glad,
I used to be happy,
And used to be confident.
I used to be optimistic,
I used to like sports,
I used to have crushes,
And even like school.
I used to like Science,
I probably liked Math,
I used to like teachers,
And have a crush on a girl.
School used to be fun,
School used to be happy,
School used to be a place for me,
But now thats all gone.
I used to care,
Now I could care less,
I used to understand,
But now I'm so lost.
I thought I knew myself,
I thought I knew my friends,
I thought I knew my feelings...
But so much has changed.
Is everything I see you as,
Just a portrait, painted lie?
And is the truth of you underneath,
And not seen by naked eye?
Underneath of everything,
You realize I'm just like you,
Is everything you are to me,
Everything I am to you?
This self-illusion, painted lie,
Is just a phony ghost,
But over time, this paint will fade,
And I'll know the lies a hoax
Disillusion, self-illusion & illusions,
Are all nothing but lies,
I hope you learn to trust me more,
I have no secret I need to hide.
Memories & images,
Are just figments in your mind,
They are all just like the past,
Through time, will be left behind
The future now approaches fast,
The present is what we face,
Leave the past, where it belongs,
As everything will fall in place.
The paint will fade,
The self-illusion dies,
As the image of you prevails,
The painted lie, will begin to leave,
But will I ever see inside?
What do all these signs mean?
I need time to think things through,
All this stuff, its new to me,
Have I just fell for you?
I didn't imagine I could feel this way,
I didn't think I could feel for you,
I just pray you feel the same,
I never want to be alone.
I can't believe this seems so different,
Than anything I ever knew, known, or had,
How is it possible to feel this way,
Being with you, making you happy, not sad
I wish I'm everything you wanted & need,
And I wish you'd never leave me,
And I knew you were here,
Even though I never feel like you're gone.
Even though everything seems so crazy,
Everything seems to slide into place,
Everyday we seem so perfect,
I just wish I could reassure you
We worry about the future,
When the present is the catch,
We worry about tomorrows sake,
When its today we have to take