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Endless Dream...

Snooggle the cat...
The wonderful, wonderful cat...

Welcome one and all!

Hello peoples! Heh... yup... redoing the look of the page again... I never liked the last one and the one before that was pretty dumb too. I like black... I'm sure you can't tell. Well, I know this page looks confusing right now, too many words, but I hopefully will be able to fix that soon if I have the time and find something I really like. :D 'Til then, I hope you don't get too confused.

My Epitaph

"For I have known them already, known them all:
Have known the evenings, mornings, afternoons,
I have measured out my life with coffee spoons;
I known the voices dying with a fall
Beneath the music from a farther room.
So how should I presume?"
- T. S. Elliot

I have lived my life to the ripe old age of thirty. I knew this day would arrive... As I leave for the great beyond, Heaven, Hell, Hades, Elysium, call it what you may, I look back on my life. I look back at the tortured mind of an author, disguised and deluded by the grandeur of life. Where, in my portentous asylum, my Abaddon, I have written epics of man and beast. These epics are the only window into Pandemonium; the workings of my inebriated and dazed state of mind. The stories of love lost to infidelity and a destitute existence in which my retched little self seeks the destruction of mankind. If only someone had stopped and delivered me from my dark abyss to a place of light and hope in time save my soul... Now it is too late. I open myself up to the touch of the angel of death, swallowing the last of my precious crystals, and letting his wings envelope me in their dark beauty...

"And the afternoon, the evening, sleeps so peacefully!
Smoothed by the long fingers,
Asleep... tired... or it malingers,
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me.
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed,
Though I have seen my head brought in upon a platter,
I am no prophet - and here's no great matter;
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker,
And in short, I was afraid."
- T. S. Elliot

La Belle Dame Sans Merci
John Keats

O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge has wither�d from the lake,
And no birds sing.

O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms!
So haggard and so woe-begone?
The squirrel�s granary is full,
And the harvest�s done.

I see a lily on thy brow
With anguish moist and fever dew,
And on thy cheeks a fading rose
Fast withereth too.

I met a lady in the meads,
Full beautiful�a faery�s child,
Her hair was long, her foot was light,
And her eyes were wild.

I made a garland for her head,
And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;
She look�d at me as she did love,
And made sweet moan.

I set her on my pacing steed,
And nothing else saw all day long,
For sidelong would she bend, and sing
A faery�s song.

She found me roots of relish sweet,
And honey wild, and manna dew,
And sure in language strange she said�
"I love thee true."

She took me to her elfin grot,
And there she wept, and sigh�d fill sore,
And there I shut her wild wild eyes
With kisses four.

And there she lulled me asleep,
And there I dream�d�Ah! woe betide!
The latest dream I ever dream�d
On the cold hill�s side.

I saw pale kings and princes too,
Pale warriors, death-pale were they all;
They cried��La Belle Dame sans Merci
Hath thee in thrall!"

I saw their starved lips in the gloam,
With horrid warning gaped wide,
And I awoke and found me here,
On the cold hill�s side.

And this is why I sojourn here,
Alone and palely loitering,
Though the sedge is wither�d from the lake,
And no birds sing.

Figure of the Witch

Witch-woman,
tall, slender,
Circe at her loom
or murderous Medea,
Joan at her tree,
listening to voices
in the rustling of the leaves,
like the rustling of the flames,
which ignited
her deciduous life...

Witch-woman,
burning goddess,
every woman bears
within her soul
the figure of the witch,
the face of the witch,
beautiful and hideous,
hidden as the lips
of her cunt,
open as her open eyes,
which see the fire
without screaming

as she and the tree, her mother,
are joined again,
seared,
united,
married as a forest
marries air,
only by its burning,
only by its rising
in Demeter's flaming hands,
only by its leaping

heavenward

in a single
green
flame.

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"A farewell is necessary before we can meet again, and meeting again, after moments or a lifetime is certain for those who are friends."
~ Unknown

"Draw a circle, not a heart, around the one you love because a heart can break but a circle goes on forever."
~ Unknown

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