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Short Bio
My name is Sami but most people do call me Sam. I was born on 12th October 1987. I have been to two primary schools - Bryn Deri and Newtown, but now attend Howells public shool in Cardiff. In school I study Religion, History, Math, English, Welsh, Biology, Physics and Chemistry. I have one sister called Rosie who is nothing like me but I get on with her quite well. I live with my mum who's called Karen and my dad's called John, but I only stay with him sometimes.
I'm basically just your average girl - I like hanging out with friends and just being myself. I like watching movies and listening to music. I like going out to town but I'm more of a stay at home kinda gurl! I prefer to have sleepovers rather than go to them. I love being at home because I feel comfortable when I'm in a familiar place. For example I love going to Sians house because I've been there loads! I don't react well to change, I prefer to think things will always be the same because I don't like being put on the spot or being dumped somewhere to live for myself. I am very dependant on other people, I can't live on my own because I need someone to tell me that I'm special because I have low self confidence. I think inside I'm lazy and that I prefer to have other people do things for me rather than standing on my own two feet. I like to know that there's someone to fall back on when I'm depressed and feeling low.
At the moment my school work isn't too good, I get ill all the time and having so much to copy up and homework that's due in at the same time is really hard to do. Even though I do want to do well, I don't let work rule my life, if I have homework set, I'll do it. But the night before and put in the least possible work that I can get away with. I want to do well but sometimes it's hard to get what you want when you don't have enough energy to do it. Also, I have private education in an all girls school which makes it even worse. Everyone is clever and if you don't get A* you're rubbish. My head teacher seems to think that I just skip school for the sake of it and that I can't be bothered but that's not true. The reason I took the exam to get into a good school was so that I could achieve my best, not because I wanted to fail. If I wanted that I would have gone to normal comprehensive. At the moment though, I'm thinking that maybe it'd be best if I had home-school. Everyone says it's very lonely but I know that my friends would stick by me. If I had home-school it'd mean less strain and I really feel that I'd achieve more, however, I don't think my mum wants that!
When I'm older I'd like to have a job to do with something in the media. I'd like to either be a journalist/review journalist/magazine editor/magazine researcher, or something of that kind. I think that what I write I'd like to be read by teenage girls so I'd probably like to write for a magazine like Bliss, J17 or Sugar. I'm not sure why I want to do this but I really do have my heart set on it. I've always wanted to be famous, but in a different way to Victoria Beckham or JLO, I'd like to be famous where people don't actually know who you are but you're known anyway. I've also always wanted to write books since I don't know when. The thought of seeing my book on a shelf in a bookshop just makes me smile so much, that would mean so much to me.
I've always loved to read and I think that's why I want to write; so that other people can be as into what I write as I am into other peoples writing. I'd like my writing to effect people, although I know that right now I can't do that, I'd like to think that someday I'll be able to.
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