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JOURNALS
For various reasons, I'll most likely continue to post all modern blogs on MySpace. However, here you'll find a section of the site where I slowly transcribe the majority of my old journal entries from before I used a blog, from 1999 to 2003. They'll be somewhat edited, for the sake of people that might be mentioned, but, I'll struggle to create as accurate a picture as I can of the process by which I became the person I am today. The journal is split into phases of my life, each with it's own entries, commentary, and playlist. That's the state I hope for this section of the site to eventually reach, at any rate.
| Life Phase |
Time Period |
Summary |
| Through A Window |
Pre-journal |
Summary of life and writings in youth. |
| Man's True Form |
1998 - 1999 |
9th Grade, and immature angst art. |
| Coalescence |
1999 - 2000 |
10th Grade, begin a journal and begin self-loathing. |
| Machina Ex Deus |
2000 - 2001 |
11th Grade, and constant efforts to improve myself. |
| Compiling |
Aug. '01 - May. '02 |
12th Grade, and I'm consumed with loneliness. |
| Contentness |
Jun. '02 - Aug. '02 |
Absent-minded summer working at a ladder factory. |
| End Phase |
Aug. '02 - Mar. '03 |
Hell House and start at college. |
| Chrysalis |
Mar. '03 - Jul. '03 |
Drop out of college, and a close friend moves. |
| Omniauto |
Jul. '03 - Jan. '04 |
I'm an angsty, introverted factory worker. |
| NoituLove |
Feb. '04 - Mar. '04 |
I finally love in love. |
| Unfolding |
May. '04 - Jul. '04 |
The relationship goes to hell. |
| Discomfort |
Jul. '04 - Oct. '04 |
On/off relationship as I start back to college. |
| Methadone |
Nov. '04 - Dec. '04 |
Mind replace heart, move on to productivity and pedantry. |
| Silence |
Apr. '05 - Oct. '05 |
Finally resume self-improvement, and look for new philosophies. |
| Clandestiny |
Oct. '05 - Aug. '06 |
Complete self-improvement efforts, and get a degree. |
| Life On Pause |
Aug. '06 - Jun. '07 |
Join the military, and spend this period in BCT and AIT. |
| Intracure |
Jul. '07 - Dec. '07 |
Semi-forced anchorite phase of socialess arts and studies. |
| Untitled |
Dec. '07 - now |
Deployed in Iraq. |
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