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Machina ex Deus
2000 - 2001

This year of my life is often overlooked, as there were no epic events undergone in this time period. But some of my fondest memories belong to this year, though my memory tries to associate them with the years before and after, where they seem to fit better. I suppose I'd calmed down a fair bit this year, and spent the whole of it trying out different mind-frames towards life, trying to adjust my outlook, trying to adjust my way of thinking, trying to adjust how I live. In order to give all these philosophies trial runs, it was required that I do a lot of living that year. I did have a minor distress later in this year, when I felt I was beginning to lose myself amidst all the constant tweaking of myself, and I at times loathed how much grip I'd gained on my emotions. Still, at this time, I religiously followed my "Contentness Theory," a paper I'd written explaining why we should be happy ever and always regardless of circumstance. But, honestly, unless I have my journals from this time period before me, I can never recall a single thing that occurred during it. So, as of now, I've little more to say. But undoubtedly, when I finally move to enhance this section, as always, I will be awe struck with how many essential points in my life took place in this year. The title mocks how much I strove to contrive me own life.

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