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6.30.02

3:03PM

painted my nails today, and got my vegas pictures back. Saw Minority Report last night, and It was amazing. It was really good. kate isn't doing too well, men problems, which sucks. I hope that she gets her Z3 so we can drive up to vegas in it!! yes sounds like tons of fun. Had a relaxing day with her yesterday... kind of. But test driving BMWs is LOADS of fun, especially when faced with the fact that we might actually get to purchase one.. hehehe

6.29.02

11:41AM

It's been busy, lots of seminars, lots of staff bonding, very little sleep, and when you do go to sleep, it's an exhausted state because you are going all day and into the evening. It's been heaven. I love doing all this stuff with great people. I love mys taff, they're great. Lots of reading to do, but that's ok, and also a schedule to plan, workshops to put together and of course, lots of love to spread. hehehe. i just hope that i have the time for my friends, Mel is leaving in like, three weeks, and that's kind of scary, we need to hang out before she leaves for sure.

6.26.02

5:40PM

work all day and night, there is no end to MSI training. :-( Not doing too well personally, trying to get myself pass some stuff that has been bothering me. But the great thing is that i'm meeting great ppl at MSI, and it's a good group that we have going. Unfortunately my extrovert personality is starting to show itself (a result of RA training) and sometimes I have to remind myself to chill out.

6.24.02

5:10PM

yay, moved back onto campus and now have computer access and INTERNET. I don't know how anyone can live without the world wide web. Well, had a great month off, did everything from go to San Diego, to celebrating my 21st birthday at BJs to going to vegas.
Vegas was AWESOME!! Mainly, we did nothing but drink and hang out at the Carnaval bar. Lots of drinking, including the warp core breach at Quark's bar in the Star Trek Hilton. At the Carnaval, we met Flippy the trcik bartender who worked there, who not only gave Kate his number, but also called her at 4am (after we hung out with him for two hours) to ask her to come over to his place!!! How CRAZY is that?!! Anyways, it was an amazing weekend with tons of pictures, including Kate puking in the Rio bathroom. Ah.. I miss Vegas, I want to go back PRONTO. hehehe. Now am back to work for MSI, and we had a great hike in Eaton Canyon. My staff is looking GREAT, and I'm very excited about it.

5.13.02

11:29PM

Almost done. Finished a horrible paper for Tobin today, it was REALLY bad, but I ended up having a lot harder time with it than I thought I would. I worked on my other paper for about the same amount of time and had less problems and it was longer. Only have to finish up my independent study and I will be done. That will be done tomorrow and Wednesday, which is good. Now to relax, watch training day, and then go to bed.

5.11.02

11:15AM

I am starting to hate today.

3:11AM

Just finished Romeo Must Die.. good movie, lots of action. But am annoyed

5.10.02

10:55AM

heheheh... Mel is talking about getting a tatto before she leaves for Duke. She asked me to go with her for support, which I immediately said yes, and then I started thinking about gettting a tattoo, but I don't think I could ever do something that permanent to my body. ear piercing is one thing, tattoos are something else. (of course, we washed our cars together and now it looks like it might rain again!!) But we did have a lovely time, she made tortilla soup and we ate and watched TV, something I haven't done in a LONG time.

The end is almost here, and I can't believe it. I need to wash laundry and finish my two papers, but at least I am almost done, and then I can go home and really relax.... I think.

5.9.02

10:35AM

One final down, two papers to go. The final exam for kinesiology was ok, there were definitely a few that I didn't know, but the majority I felt pretty sure of. We'll see how that turns out. More than likely not that good though :-(. Now I just have to write a 10-15 page research paper, and then finish up a draft for my independent study.. augh. Not enough time and definitely not enough motivation.

I am SO EXCITED about Episode II coming out this thursday. I ws looking at the star wars site, and I am esctatic, it's going to be crazy! There is going to be a lot more going on in Episode II than Episode I, I hope and it seems like that already, what with the divergent plots, going on. And the costumes look good, as do the light saber duels. All a fanatic could ask for!

5.8.02

4:34PM

I know, my adoring fans have been missing out on my life recently. It's been finals and I've had a ton of work to do. Now I only have two papers and a final left, which is good as opposed to all the other crap i still had left to do two weeks ago. But never fear, another fun quiz to take.

I'm a Fire Spirit

And let's not foget what kind of goddess I am

Cute huh... what would i do without friends who find cool quizes. You should also check out HiMonkey it's hilarious. Courtesy of Andrew. Finally, i would have to thank Mel for all the great quizes and of course, introducing me to Trader Joe's non fat yogurt.. it's great!!

5.4.02

12:24AM

I apologize for my absence, there were things to be taken care of, like a 13 and half page paper that I wrote in two days on top of going to class and meetings and work. i finished it though, no i only have four papers left. Jeez. Working things out.. figuring things out... looking forward to SUMMER!

Spiderman was amazing! I think I love Tobey Maguire, it's time to add him to my man wall ;-).

"I Do" by Lisa Loeb

When I'm done with thinking, then I'm done with you.
When I'm done with crying, then I'm done with you.
When I feel so tired, then I'm done with you
Everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way-

And I do.
You can't hear it, but I do.
You can't hear it, but I do.

You're trying to convince me that what I've done's not right.
I get so frustrated, I stay up every night.
You ask me for an answer, and I'm so tired and I'm up in the air.
Everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way

And I do.
You can't hear it, but I do.
You can't hear it, but I'm feeling this way just because you say

I will be ignored.
I will be denied.
I could be erased.
I could be brushed aside.
I will get scared, and I will get shoved down,
but I feel like I do because you push me around.

I'm starting to ignore you, I've doubted you so long.
I'm tired of overthinking, I know you don't belong.
Now I'm asking questions - no one pushes me around.
Everybody feels this way sometimes, everybody feels this way-

And I do.
You can't hear it, but I do.
You don't seem angry, but I do.
I do.

5.1.02

3:48AM

I wish I was a mind reader.

First sad, then relieved and now unsure how to proceed. We all get hurt, but we don't learn anything unless we fall down or apart. That is how life teaches us to be wiser, smarter and more sensitive to those around us.

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