5.20.01

9:55PM

So weekends are interesting things as always.  Went to see The Mummy Returns again this time with mom, Sharon and Hector of all people.  Now I don't know what I found so attractive about him.  I don't understand.  He's very superficial and all about appearances.  Not very serious and trying to be cute and cool way too hard.  And family, why do we have to put up with them?  Sometimes I really just can't stand them.  Yuck.  On the plus side, Oxy class 2001 graduated today.  I watched only about half of it, it was pretty hot and kind of boring.   

5.17.01

9:49AM

 Yeah, so I spent yesterday with Kate checking out beds and looking at her kick ass apartment.  Awesome.  It's going to be an awesome summer this year.  Definitely don't want to be working too much this year, won't have any time for fun things.  Miss my sister, but there's the weekends hopefully.  Just thought of how unchallenging high school was for me, since I managed to play water polo, keep a weekend job and get decent grades all at the same time.  I mean, now I only get to have the job and go to school, I couldn't imagine what it would be like to play a sport on top of all this stuff.

Don't know what's going on now.  Jerri my therapist called yesterday for the appointment next week.  On one hand, I don't think I need it, but on the other I feel like I do need to talk to someone about what's been going on in my life besides my mom and my friends.  Some things you just can't tell anyone, and for someone like me, who hates secrets and hates keeping them, the only thing you can do is thank god that you're friends and family aren't able to be there to bother you or know what you've been up to.

5.16.01

9:53AM

So Monday night was quite interesting I must say.  First of all, I went to Senior Smack.  That was interesting.  I got to say goodbye to my senior friends, who I will be seeing hopefully before graduation.  I went with Maly and a couple of her friends.  Maly was quite drunk, and she ended up kissing quite a few guys, including Danny, my masseuse partner.  Quite a bit of tongue action going on there.  However, the big event of the night was following Erin, a friend that I met through Mel, making sure that she didn't hurt herself because she was drunk out of her mind.  I don't know who came with her, but they left her out there and she was hanging on all these guys and trying to find the guys she liked all year so she could kiss them.  

After the party broke up Erin and I ended up going down to the white house with Danny, who was also quite drunk, and Jose, his roommate.  Danny actually ended up making out with her so she would stop complaining how she didn't get to smack anyone.  Then he kissed me.  He is a good kisser.  Better yet, Erin did make out with her crush, but me thinks he was a little embarrassed about the situation. 

I didn't get to bed until about 3AM, which sucked because I had to get up at 7AM to finish packing and get ready for Ron to come and get me.  Which didn't happen, Luke, my other cousin ended up getting me and my stuff.  I have A LOT of stuff, I didn't realize how much until I finished packing.  

Inventory: two big boxes, three rubbermaid tubs,  a tv, a printer, a laptop, a turtle tank (and all the turtle stuff), a turtle, a duffle bag full of clothes, stereo, cds and some odds and ends.  Let's just say we filled up his truck and my civic.  Luckily we didn't need to worry about going for a second trip, because by the time we got outta the dorm it was 9:30am and we had to be out by 10am.  

So I moved my stuff in, it's quite a tight fit, but on the plus side, I have my own room, with no cat.  Went to dinner with my Aunt Dore and my mom last night and today I'm supposed to meet up with Kate so we can check out her apartment and look for a bed for her.  

5.14.01

4:31PM

DONE!! I'M DONE WITH FINALS!!..On a sad note, I think I failed my final in bio anthro, but I don't really care anymore.  Now I just have to pack up my junk and head outta here tomorrow morning.  Oh, and return a book.  What am I going to eat for dinner?  The year felt really final this time around, between packing up my stuff and having to say goodbye to my dorm mates.   I'm going to miss them all this summer.  I hope that I will be able to hook myself up this summer to the web or else this may be my last post.  Feeling better today.  Talked to Kate and she helped me put it in perspective.  I'm finding it hard to find places for those odds and ends that just sat on my desk all year and didn't really have a place.  Do you ever feel like you don't have a place in life?  It's like that song by Nelly Furtado "I'm like a bird". 

Feeling better, finals and not being done with the year was really getting me down.  All that packing.  I'm going to miss all the seniors next year.  It won't be the same without Esther Cho or Dawningstar.  I'm going to miss them very much.  Let's not forget Mel, but she's going to be around next year working.  

Kate got an apartment!!  She's so jazzed.  800 a month, utilities paid for and also she's right next to old town Pasadena.  Fun times this summer, fun times.  Oh, and her boyfriend Tom told her that he loved her.  Scary in an exciting way.  Our lives have completely done 180's on us this week.  

5.13.01

10:55PM

I hate myself and all that I have become.  I just don't know how I'm going to deal with this...that's all.  I'll get over it soon, it will all be fine soon....

3:19PM 

Ok, so I have four pages of my paper done now...one more to go...then I just have to study for that stupid test, pack up and then I'm outta here!!  Yes!!  Ok, I still have to go to senior smack and smack somebody.  hehehehe.  Who will Christal smack?  hmmmm?  I wonder....why do we always do things without thinking about them first?

10:40AM

Nothing got done yesterday, now I have to write a paper, fix a webpage and of course study for that shitty bio anthro exam.  Crazy nights and cable tv, that's the only explanation for me.

5.12.01

11:47AM

So I just realized that it would have been easier to keep my web page on geocities to update this summer, since I don't really have a modem connection or anything.  Damn.  OH well.  Life sucks like that.  I guess I'll just have to blog over the summer without posting it and just post it later when I get back online next year.  AS the year comes to a close, I realize how much I'm going to miss everyone....Garrett left without saying goodbye, he's that eager to get back to his girlfriend and all.  Jen is basically moved out all that's left is the animals.  Evaney leaves today, and a whole bunch of other people.  Am I the only one who's staying 'til the end?  I don't think I'll have a whole lot of stuff to do Monday night.  Senior Smack is going to suck with no people on campus.  HMMMM..... 

5.11.01

10:13AM

Yeah!!  I love the lazy way to blog.  Granted, it is important to know how to frustrate yourself over html, but this is sooooo much more easier.  I highly recommend you do it Mel, it's fun.  Two more days 'til the last day of finals.  Geez, where has all the time flown?  I'm going to miss all my friends, but they're close, I'm gonna be only half an hour away, and I'm going to be dancing with them all.  So I was really bummed out about this Mike thing, and then I realized, when am I going to have time to actually spend on a boyfriend anyways??  Next year is going to be busy, and I definitely should not be distracted by a boyfriend....well only if it doesn't get in the way, which it most likely will.  

5.10.01

9:51 PM

So I met this new guy named Mike, unfortunately he set his eyes on BONNIE, and he's a republican....sigh...life is so not fair.  He seemed really nice, and he'd be perfect for Bonnie, except that she has a boyfriend.  oh well.  

11:40AM

So, I've got a new program to play with!! Going to redesign soon. Yeah!! But I'm wondering if I should keep this page the same or not???

5.08.01


10:57PM

weird...exactly 24 hours later. Check out this cool personality test that you and your friends can sign up and find out who is compatible to who. Funny, I'm a counselor. After you take the test, you put in the email addresses of your friends...remember I'm signed up under [email protected]. Anyways I also took the bitch test. 32% bitch, higher than snowflake, but I'm not surprised, but I wonder about Jen......