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Come the night
I still yearn for your embrace
Come the night
Must you again invade my dreams
Come the night
Hauntingly, everywhere I see your face
Come the night
For I'm still waiting for you it seems
arms entangled, hips to hips, shoulder to shoulder, knees to
knees,
ribs to ribs, cheek to cheek... come over here... and dance with me
heart to heart and sould to soul, I'll kiss your lips, and make you whole
laugh to lips, and hand to hand, I'll let you in , to understand
here in your arms, I'll make you see... come over here... and dance with me
Falling asleep in your arms no safer have I ever felt
Feeling your arms surrounding me as I wake feeling my heart begin to melt
Dare to open my eyes it wasn't a dream
I'm here lying with you life could be no better it seems
Nowhere would I rather be feeling emotions so deep
Nowhere would I rather be than here watching you sleep
I come upon you standing there of my presence unaware
softly I walk upon the grass till by you I do pass
turn to gaze into your eyes all fear and hesitation dies
place my lips upon your own oh how my feelings for you have grown
so very warm and soft and sweet standing here in the fading heat
knowing the sun will fade soon standing under the twilight moon
I want to be held by you
and to hug you back too
to feel your warm lips against my skin
and let the night begin
feeling your breath against my cheek
close my eyes, my knees go weak
wrapped up in your arms so tight
acticipating the coming night
feeling your heart beat with mine
knowing I've waited too long of a time
arms entangled, breaths mingling
warm bodies pressing tightly
hands roaming over soft skin
letting emotions from our hearts win
feels so perfect to be here with you
hoping that you feed the same as I do
the touch of your lips the caress of you hands
takes my breath away wherever they land
A Lovers' Conversation
angels hail upon me, to be touched by your grace,
I become swept away buy your words, I long for your taste
breathless anticipation awaiting your kiss
longing for your tender touch to bring us eternal bliss
slip into your dreams, I hope I do, bring much anticipation, much heat, much
lore,
I want your touch, I want your escence, so much more...
dreams can never do justice to how I will feel in your arms
knowing I could never be happier and will never come to harm
a tornado surrounds me in this world,
but in my arms, I'll baby you more than gold
more precious than diamonds, more shiny than glass,
in my arms there is nothing more special I could hold
seeing you smile and feeling your breath
laying beside you as your body rests
looking so peaceful, dreaming so deep
I'm where I belong, watching you sleep
sleeping against you so warm and so content,
shielded against the harshness of the world,
dreams become bliss and I shut out all cold,
hug you tight as I dream, I'll fade off to a wonderful land
lay kisses upon your eyes and one upon your lips
move gently closer against you feel your hand resting upon my hip
wondering what you're dreaming behind your eyes you're seeing
knowing you'll be awake soon, there's no where else worth being
wakes from a dream to another, finds himself in a situation of bliss,
more than he can take, he holds off for as long as he can
to release what he can create, to taste another kiss
but finds what awakes him cannot wait
eyes flutter open, a smile on my lips
brush them against yours in a soft kiss
feel your warmth around me feel the warmth inside
kissing you deeper with passion I cannot hide
smile up at you as I tease you, though you can't see my lips,
even though I am deep into you as I look up at you,
feel you tense, know I'm doing it right,
all the while anticipating the rest of the night
close my eyes no need to see
only to feel your hands roam free
lips part to let escape a sigh
my heart starts to pound as emotions fly
lay my hands upon you and let them wander free
travelling over your body... mmm... what I tease I can be
Blissful misery
sitting here thinking of you
Remembering happy days
when love ran true
I think of you often
laying in my room at night
your laughter, your smile
now so far from sight
After all this time
I still think of your smile,
still imagine your soft lips...
after all this while.
I picture you there
sitting on my bed,
grinning innocently at me,
winking and cocking your head.
Always knew what you were thinking,
what you wanted me to do.
Without you speaking a word
I somehow always knew.
Until the day had come
when you told me to go away.
Never had I seen that coming.
Never imagined that day.
Now it's been over two years
I still think of your touch,
the feel of you against my skin.
How I miss it so much.
I know I will never get back
to where I used to be.
I just wish to be back in your arms
- I wish you still loved me.
I imagine your warm smile
sitting there thinking of you
I glance at your pictures
as I often do
I remember your touch
so gentle at times
I remember your heart
that once was mine
I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm so sorry I lied
sorry I lost your trust
and that a part of you died
my heart dies as well
for you own it still
I think you always have
I know you always will
I never want to lose you
so as your friend I will stay
always here for you
each and every day
you are brilliantly funny
and so irresistibly cute
smarted than most I know
and damn sexy to boot
I'll love you always
this I know is true
until my heart stops beating
it will always belong to you
there is a keyhole
that fits a key
to open a word
full of my dreams
pixies and starlight
dragons in flight
full moons shine bright
peaceful serene nights
three is a keyhole
that fits a key
to open a world
full of my wishes and hopes
an endless beauty
an eternal love
unfathomed knowledge
secure from all harm
there is a keyhole
that fits a key
to open a world
full of my desires
I kneel here for hours
silently watching
looking through the keyhole
unable to find the key
each night I fall asleep
there is a secret I do keep
a secret wish I will never tell
that tortures my soul in hell
here in my room alone I wait
laying on my bed in my life I so hate
where I want to be, I cannot go
to the man I love, I worship him to
he haunts my dreams, he visits my nights
even though so very far from my sight
I awake in the morn, thoughts always of him
tears in my eyes, lips tight and grim
he wants me not, that much is known
still I think always of the life I was shown
the glimpses of heaven, so happy, so bright
unlike my life now - an eternal night
I lay awake at night and dream of days gone by
I remember angry words, still feel the sting of their whips
but I remember too better days
making you laugh, tasting your soft lips
no better day will I ever find
even if I search deep
than waking in the morning before you
just to watch you sleep
To lie in a bed of unconsciousness
Yet be wide awake
To know now what I've done
Yet quote every mistake
To openly say I love
When that's a word I hate
To dream of a life with happiness
When I know that's not my fate
To hold in high regard
A life I cannot stand
To slash my wrists with blades
And know not why blood runs on my hand
To lay awake at night
And know the life I lead
To stare into the shadows
And just let myself bleed...
Where you once stood
dark flowers grow in your shadow
Where you once slept
emptiness has now claimed
Where you once laughed
not even a smile can now be seen
Where you one loved
only pain rages on
Tribute to a Fallen Friend
To Cory
~*~
I gave you my life
Put it in your hands
Granted your every wish
Bowed to your every demand
Now I sit here alone
An empty bottle at my side
Jack Daniels my silent companion
In my mind I try to hide
You warped my perception
But now I see my path
I glance at the gun before me
And remember how you'd laughed
Laughed at the gun in my hand
Until you'd looked into my eyes
No longer a little girl
But a woman sick of lies
As I raised the gun
Memories flooded back
Of the first night you'd touched me
How I'd cried from the attack
You'd then help me in your arms
Told me that was love
Said you'd be with me forever
Your eyes hovering above
I was only seven then
But now I'm older and grown
Not naive as I once was
In the world I had not known
For now my heart is lost
By you it was slain
Nightmares destroyed my mind
My life is filled with pain
I know about life now
The things that shouldn't be done
You did them all to me
Your twisted sense of fun
As you stopped laughing
You tried to plead with me
I smiled and pulled the trigger
Telling you "Goodnight Daddy"
Now I throw the empty bottle
To where you body lays
And hear the sirens coming
Prepared to take me away
"They won't get the chance"
I say and lift my hand slowly
The gun fires another round
As men in blue surround me
They don't believe what they see
As my lifeless body is flipped -
The gun's still gripped tight in my hand
And a smile plays upon my lips