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| Caring - a matter of convenience ? No, rather one soul's commitment to another. And do you know how much I care for you? One would think not when you make it so very hard. Sometimes it's not enough; not enough to have you in my life ony sometimes. There are times when I need more ... more of you than you give ... more attention, more understanding, more of your time more of your thoughts, more of your feelings I sense this invisible, unspoken barrier and how I want to fight against it.. Yet where is it I'm to begin? I want to reach out to you, tear down those walls of yours stone by stone I'm not sure I can ... and what if only emptiness lies behind? This piece is a few years old - but reading it, it's almost like it was written now about me from someone else's perspective |
| Last nite was wonderful and last nite was awful, last nite the true meaning of love hit me square between the eyes I wish I could have hated your new girlfriend, then it would be a pleasure to wrest you away, but she seems very sweet and I think she'll be very good to you I think you'll make the perfect couple, get married, get a dog .... I think our "Great Love Affair That Never Happened" will be the better for it - for we can hang onto the ideal, that it would have been perfect if only fate and timing had been kinder I hate seeing the culminations of all my dreams in you - the humour, the sincerity, the strength and the sensuality, the intelligence and the wonderful friend- and just giving it all away ... But at least I think I'm letting it go into the right hands. No, we can't recross that line though because I can't bear to see the happiness that could have been mine.. Written for Brian Young in 1996 - and he did end up marrying her .... I don't know about the dog, but they now have a few kids! |
| If we're a an end, let's just end Please let me get over you Don't feel you need to call to say hello, Don't feel you have to see how I'm doing Because I'm doing better when I don't think of you What I need is time Time to get over, time to get on And your voice only sends me back It sends me spinning back If we're never going to make love again I don't want to hear your voice in the dark If I'm never going to feel your body on mine again Let's just say goodbye and let that be that. 2001 |
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