Can you recall the feeling of nervousness when you first confront someone you like? Someone who you want to be special to you. And you want to be special to this someone also. It is a rare nervouness. It comes with not knowing exactly how to say what you wish. It comes with Risk. Risking to show your emotions to another being. It is a risk because this being may do whatever he or she pleases, and you are at your most vulnerable. You have opened yourself up. That nervousness is exciting. That is the nervousness that makes my stomach turn and my throught swell.
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