me.. not her
im not sure if you know or not
but i really do love you a lot
you still hold a special place in my heart
and you did right from the start

but when she came along and took your breath away
i was devastated and didn't know what to say
i spend my nights crying, time after time
i spend my days lying, saying im fine
little did you know, my heart was crushed inside
and on that day, a little of me died
but with her, you look so in love
cause you�re an angel, from above

i now have to teach my heart to move on
for you are forever gone
but about one thing i am unsure:
Why can't it be me, and not her?

when you left
when i first heard that you left
i felt the emptyness inside me
breaking my heart..
the pain inside me just hurted
me so much that i fainted
with my love for you all gone..
why`d you have to leave?

i saw all my sorrows
of pain breaking apart
seeing the saddness of my
broken heart that you've broke
even though we didn't know
each other as much
i felt incomplete without you...

how could i tell you how i
feel inside?
should i tell you i love you?
but why tell you that if you don't
feel the same way as i do
for you..?

i'll just have to get over
the fact dat we weren't meant
to be..
so my last few words to you
if we ever meet again is:
goodbye and i'm sorry that
it didn't work out between us.

dreams
I live for dreams
deep in my heart
they stay
little sparks of golden fire that
warm my soul.
Everytime you pour
water on my sparks,
your creul attempt
does only the opposite.
My dreams grow lighter,
they glow brigher.
You have only rekindled them.
You gave them food,
and now they are growing stronger.
I will not give in
you have only helped me win.
Don't you know?
My dreams are gifts
that can never be taken away.
boys
A heart is not a play thing,
a heart is not a toy,
but if you want it broken,
Just give it to a boy.
Boys they like to play with things
To see what makes them run,
But when it comes to kissing,
They do it just for fun.
Boys never give their hearts away
They play us girls for fools,
They wait until we give our hearts
And then they play it cool.
You will wonder where he is at night
You will wonder if he�s true,
One moment you will be happy,
One moment you will be blue.
If you get a chance to see him
Your heart begins to dance
Your life revolves around him,
There�s nothing like romance.
And then it starts to happen,
You worry day and night
You see, my friend, you're losing him
It never turns out right.
Boys are great, though immature
The price you pay is high,
He may seem sweet and gorgeous
But remember, he�s a guy.
Don't fall in love with just a boy
That takes a lot of nerve.
You see, my friend, you need a man
To get what you deserve.
So when you think that you're in love,
Be careful if you can
Before you give your heart away
Make sure that he�s a man.
forget him
Forget his name and face,
forget his kiss and warm embrace.
Forget the things he used to say,
remember now he's gone away.
Forget the times that went so fast,
forget his love which now has past.
Forget the things he used to do,
remember now he loves her too.
Forget the love that you once shared,
forget the fact that he once cared.
Forget the way he said your name,
remember now things are not the same.
Forget the talks that you once had,
forget the thought; it makes you sad.
Forget that you said you would wait,
remember now his love is hate.
Forget him when they play your song,
forget you cried the whole night long.
Forget he said he'll leave you never,
remember now he's gone forever.
friendship or love
The nights are long.
The days so sad.
Not knowing what we lost,
Not knowing what I had.
I think of you for hours.
Your lips I just can't kiss.
You're the one I want.
You're the one I'd miss.
Although we talk of friendship,
I always think of love.
Hoping we could have more,
Not just a friendly shove.
You tell me of your problems.
I listen with open ears.
I'd like to tell you mine,
But I'll always have fears.
player
He'll meet you and sweep you off of your feet
He's nice and he's funny, so cute and so sweet
Surprisingly, he likes the same things as you
He does all the things that you love to do
He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams
You belong together, or so it seems
He looks in your eyes, and plays with your hair
He tells you that, he'll always be there
His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight,
His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right
You ditch all your friends for your new obsession
You don't realize your future is full of depression
You think that you love him, you give him your heart
Little do you know that he'll tear it apart
You do what he wants, you know it's not good
You told him slow down, and you think he understood
You let it slide by, he's just having fun
You'll learn to like it as time goes on
He's taken your heart, and locked it away
And you see him with a different girl the next day
You cry and you grieve, but then you forgive,
He won't do it again for as long as he lives
At this point you've fallen into his trap
He has all control when you're in his lap
You believe he's sorry, you're together again
You give him a chance, he's your only friend
You�re right where he wants you, he molds you like clay,
And you see him with girl number 3 the next day
He got what he wanted, accomplished his goal
He still has your heart, which he evilly stole.
He's taken your purity, you still can't believe
You feel hurt and cheap and extremely naive.
If only your hair was blond and straight
If only you looked like you lost some weight
If only your clothes were a little bit tighter
If only your teeth were a little bit whiter
You know he's an ass, but you still want him back
And you grieve about all of those qualities you lack
All you wanted was to have some fun
Now you wish this whole thing had never begun
You wish that one day you'll see him cry
That one day he'll know how he killed you inside
But you know that he won't, 'cause he's numb to pain
He'll be with some girl while you cry and complain
Beware of the players, they'll steal your heart
And they'll give it back once its all torn apart
Don't let them suck you into their game
Because once you lose, you�re never the same.
yesterday
When boys meant "yuck"
and friends were new,
dreams were unshattered,
and worries few.
When recess was too short
and life too long,
decisions came easy
without need to belong.
When storks delivered babies
and passions weren't so strong,
friendships were unbroken,
right was right, wrong was wrong.
When bad things didn't happen,
when only skinned knees brought tears,
and the night light in its socket
quieted all our fears.
When farewell meant just for summer
and real friends didn't part,
the fun went on forever
and never left a broken heart.
believing a lie
Sometimes I can�t even go to bed
Because when I close my eyes
All I can see is you in my head

I don�t think one day has gone by
That you haven�t crossed my mind
Every time I remember, I cry

How can you have meant so much to me
And I have meant nothing to you I was so blind there was so much I didn�t see

It�s like I was lost
And didn�t know what to say
Whenever you held me close
I just wish I would never had come to realize
The whole time I thought u cared
I had been believing a lie

a hurting letter
Tears are falling from my eyes,
as I sit and cry at night.
blood is dripping from my heart,
as I try to write.

I have so much pain,
I'm hurting a lot,
I can't explain all this,
I'm just falling apart.

no one understands,
I don't know where to start
and I don't know where to end.

love hurts so much,
like a thousand stabbing knives,
especially when you have all this pain,
that you wish you could deny.

I'm so sore right now,
my heart is racing fast,
I wish I could forget all this,
and leave it in the past.

but there will always be a memory,
a memory of us both,
how we both loved each other,
and in my heart I'll hold.

I will always hold this memory
even though you won't care,
and the scar you left in my heart will always be there.

don't ask me
Don't ask me to cross the ocean,
Or swim the deepest sea.
Don't ask me to reach for the highest star,
Or fly like a bird for thee.
Don't ask me to say what's inside my heart,
For I shall never see the lights of tomorrow.
Don't ask to give precious memories,
For my life shall be filled with sorrow.
Don't ask me to wish upon my star,
To carry our love for eternity.
Or ask me me to cry or plea,
Whenever you turn to leave me.
Don't ask me after a year of kisses and embrace,
To take my innocence.
Or ask for my heart and hand,
Knowing the world for us to possess.
Don't ever ask me to say, "I love you"
Because before I do,
You have to find the key to my heart.
And prove your love for me is true.
So don't ask me anything before you do.....
kissing is a habit
Kissing is a Habit
F*cking is a game
Guys get all the pleasure
Girls get all the pain
The guy says "I Love you"
You believe it's true
But when your tummy starts to swell
He says "The Hell with you!"
10 minutes of pleasure
9 months in pain
3 days in the hospital
A baby without a name
The baby is a bastard
The mother is a whore
This never would've happened
If the rubber hadn't torn
my letter to you
I'm writing you this letter,
telling you how I feel,
I am very hurt right now,
I wish it weren't for real.

I just can't help myself
I'm going through a lot,
I have so much pain
I feel like i'm falling apart.

but why did it happen?
especially to me,
why was I heartbroken
from all them you can see?

love hurts so much,
it causes lots of pain
especially when you're heart broken
all you wanna do is complain.

I feel really sick right now
sick of all the lies,
tellin' me you loved me,
when there was someone else by.

I can barely write this letter
while I sit and cry at night.
I wish it was something better,
that I had to write.

I just wanted to tell you
that no matter where you'll be,
I'll always love you...
you'll always be my baby.

so one day I may lie,
with no watery eyes, a
nd guess what baby?
you'll be the one standing by.

I loved you so deeply,
I loved you with all my heart.
but the way you hurt me,
you broke me all apart.

well baby,
these are my final words,
I just wanted to say goodbye.
I hope you're happy now,
that I'm out of your life.

ust remember baby,
I'll always love you,
I just wish you could have loved me too...

believing all you've ever said
Believing all you�ve ever said
Never thinking it was a lie
Sadly I was so misled
At night I always cry

Yearning for all our memories
To become my life today
For you I�ll always try to please
In my life I wish you�d stay

Are there any words for this?
For the love, the pain & tears
Is it you I�ll always miss
Will you bring back all my fears?

The fear of being alone again
Doesn�t feel right at all
No longer will I pretend
I will be willing to take the fall

I�ve proved it�s not a joke to me
My future with you in it, is real
Why is it I can�t make you see?
Or get a straight answer on how you truly feel

Why do I always think of you?
Night or day, you�re never off my mind
Do you feel the same way too?
Or is there nothing there for you to find

You have to stop coming and going
As often as you do
I can�t live life not knowing
If my dreams are misleading me too

So I hope you soon come to see
My heart will forever be aching
If you shrug and laugh at me
It�s my heart you will be breaking

breaking up
You Told me You Loved Me,
I Thought It was True,
But Now I'm Sitting Here Crying,
All Because Of You

You Said I Was The Perfect Girl,
So I Gave You My Heart,
And All You Did To It,
Was Tear It Apart

Eight Months Of Nothing,
How Could This Be,
We Were Meant For Each Other,
But I Guess That You Could Not See



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