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| 06.13.03 |
whoaness! its FRIDAY THE 13TH *freaky music plays.. thunder crackles.. lightning strikes.. window shutters bang.. frankenstein comes alive..* ok.. maybe im getting a bit too carried away? LMAOx! anyway.. i watched Finding Nemo today! Holy shit balls! That movie is OFF THE HOOK!! Frills!! I have two new fave characters now.. thanks to that movie: Dory (the blue fish) and Crush (the surfer seaturtle)! LoL! Am I not turtle enough for the turtle club? turtle turtle! Oh whoops.. diff movie.. LoL! Anyway.. I saw my homeboy James upp there. Oh.. and I saw Nancy's mommy w0rkin at the nail shop! LoL! I would've said hey to her.. but she was too busy doin nails.
+ time - 8:41 P.M.
+ what iM doing - watching the "Even Steven's Movie" LoL!
+ what iM wearin - my blue cheerleading shorts (yes.. I was a cheerleader.. but let's not dwell on that.. LoL!) and wifebeater.. grl version! *ow ow*
+ hair - in a ponytail kept under a whyte bandana with chinese writing on it
+ eating/drinking - nada..
+ listening to - "Can We Talk About it" By CoCo Lee.. but it's almost over
+ Talkin to Online - lots of ppl..
+ who iM with - no body..
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| 06.12.03 |
Damn! I haven't updated this shit in like.. wha? MONTHS? LoL! Ah well.. I decided to update it because I had nothing to do. Maybe boredom isn't so bad afterall? *shrugs* Well.. let's see.. its summer now.. and so far.. I haven't done SHIZNETS! Man.. I swear.. this summer is such a total bore! Man.. I'm hella dark now though! Cause I'm always goin to the pool and beach with some friends and now shit.. I look like a burnt pnai! LoL! Ok.. maybe I'm exaggerating a little bit.. I'm not THAT dark.. but compared to my tan line.. my original skin color looks WHITE compared to my tanned skin! LMAOx! Is that bad? OMG.. there is like so much drama happenin right now. This guy that I'm talkin to is bein a complete jerk right now. I feel so crummy right now because of him. Ok.. he asked me for my HONEST opinion of what I think of his current g/f ya know? Cause we always do that.. we always ask each other for each other's opinion on things. Well.. I know his g/f pretty damn well.. and I told him that she can be sweet when she wants to.. but she just has a little trouble commiting to just ONE guy. I know this because she used to date one of my homeboys.. but while she was dating him.. she was going out with some other dude. And I was just being honest with them because he asked me to be honest with him. But when I told him that.. he got all pissd.. at ME! Can you believe that?! This happened like a week ago.. and he STILL won't talk to me. That fukin hurts yah know? Cause like.. he asked me what I honestly thought of her.. and he's just going to ignore me like that! Sometimes I don't know if I wanna strangle the shit out of him or say I'm sorry. When I told my homegrl Nancy that, she was just like "But you don't have nothing to be sorry for.. so you shouldn't". And I fukin CRIED over that shit. And trust me when I say this.. I don't usually cry over stupid shit like that. I dunno.. I'm just not going to let it get to me.. but it's sorta hard not to. I tried calling him before.. but he was just like "what do you want?" yah know how you get the feeling like someone doesn't wanna talk to you because of their tone of voice? Well.. yeh.. I got that feeling. And when he said that to me.. I dunno.. I was tryin so hard not to yell and cry at the same time. LoL.. I just said "i just wanna know whats up? cause I know that yur mad at me.. but i dunno what I did wrong". And he just goes "Don't worry about it ok? gtg.. bye" and just hung up. And that's when I cried. Man.. I swear.. crying over something like that is embarasssing for me. Gr.. I don't know.. I just feel hella BLAH right now. And recently.. I've been feeling more BLAH because his homeboy called me up apologizing FOR him. I know that his homeboy meant well.. he just wanted me to feel better.. but it just made me feel even worse because I was just thinking "man.. he has to get his homeboy to apologize FOR him? why can't he do it himself?" BLAH! Bump it..
+ time - 9:30 P.M.
+ what iM doing - feeling sorry for myself? LoL
+ what iM wearin - shorts and a babi blue shirt
+ hair - in a ponytail
+ eating/drinking - nada..
+ listening to - "I Never Thought" By Asia 4 & Trish Thuy Trang
+ Talkin to Online - no one.. I don't feel like talkin to anybody right now.. so I have my away message up..
+ who iM with - no body..
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| 03.01.03 |
I don't knoe why.. but i jusz felt like i HAD to update dis journal even iF it wush gonna kill mee.. LoLs! i haven't updated it in a while now. But yeh.. lately I've been confused lately. Some people knoe what I'm talkin about.. for those of you who don't.. don't even much worry about it. Mang.. I made this poem today. It doesn't rhyme.. i knoe.. but hoo said poems had to rhyme rite? I wrote it basing on ma personal experiences.. and iD jusz like tuh knoe whut yall think about it.
Meet a girl that was scared of commitment..
Scared of falling for someone..
In regret that she might get hurt.
Meet a girl who wants to let her man slip away..
To avoid the drama and pain..
To avoid being the one hurt in the end.
Meet a girl who's confused and needs guidance..
Advice that no one has been able to give her to ease her worries..
Advice that she desperately needs.
Meet the girl that is afraid to go deeper into the rabbit hole..
Afraid that she might just do what she always tried to avoid..
To be commited to someone she'll never have.
So let me introduce myself. Hello.. for I'm that girl.
So what you think? Like it? Hate it? Ah wells.. i like it. But yeh.. let's see. Today was uneventful. It rained mostly.. bout it.. which is why i didn't get a chance to go out. Mang.. when iT wush like.. 4:00.. iT looked like it wush already 7 outside! i swear.. today wush sho depressing. i watched "Cradle 2 da Grave" last nite at 9:15 wit shum fwens. iT wush a tyte movie.. but ma head wush hurting while i wush watchin iT sho i wushn't reallie payin too much attention to da movie. i also went shoppin wit ma homeguh.. bout mee dis reallie cute tyte shirt.. dese tannish boots.. and dese brown tinted sunglasses dat ive been lookin foe. spent like.. wha? 50 dollas. Sall good tho. But yeh.. iM done chattin.. too tired ob typin rite now. Till next time..
+ time - 9:43 P.M.
+ what iM doing - sipping some Yoo-Hoo baby! Daym.. dis shii ish good!
+ what iM wearin - dark bloo pants wit brown fade designs on it.. a brown stylish shirt.. and a blaq hoodie!
+ hair - straight
+ eating/drinking - drinking a Yoo-Hoo
+ listening to - jusz listening to the finishing credits to "Brown Suger". iT wush an okae movie.. i thought iT wush a bit weak tho..
+ Talkin to Online - no body.. i set maself on away khuz i dun feel like talkin at da moment..
+ who iM with - no whun.. *sigh* gr.. dis day sucked..
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| 01.11.03 |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCY!! *ow ow* You're ass is finally sweet sixteen?! How do you feel heffa? LoLs! Anyways.. today was sorta kinda uneventful. Magen and Justin came over and we went to the park to shoot some hoops.. or rather.. I was the one who was playing bball. Justin and Magen went off somewhere to go make lovey dovey with their eyes and "whisper" shiet to their lips. LoLs! I felt like a fuckin 3rd wheel.. so I felt sorta uncomfortable. But then afterwards I called James up to ask him if we could crash his crib for a while and just chill there. We couldn't though cause his mom was off somewhere playing Majong with her friends and stuff. So then my mom, Magen, and me played Majong. LoLs.. It was pretty fun.. I learned something new at least. Magen can't count worth shit! LoLs! She SUCKS at Majong! That weeturd! LoLs! And then I wanted to play Pisoy or however you spell that damn word. LoLs.. I love that card game now. I'm fuckin addicted to that game. I gotta call Lucy's ass up in a couple of minutes to wish her a happy birthday. Now I need to go to the store and get her something. That reminds me that I need to get Nancy something for her upcoming birthday too. She best tell me what she wants or she's going to be getting used socks with the brown shit still on it from me! LoLs! She knows what I'm talking about.. Also.. Magen and Justin spent the night. It was cool and shit.. but I still felt like the 3rd wheel.. LoLs! Sall good.. I think they "ENJOYED" themselves! LoLs! iight.. much mahals.. -:- wHuN -:-
+ time - 6:24 P.M.
+ what iM doing - typing?
+ what iM wearin - sweatpants and a big yellow shirt..
+ hair - in a bun
+ eating/drinking - does smackin on my gum count? LoLs..
+ listening to - nothing..
+ Talkin to Online - no one.. I'm not even signed on to that AIM mug..
+ who iM with - no body.. Magen and Justin fuckin deserted me! Them heffas! LoLs..
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| 01.10.03 |
Today was hella hectic. I missed the damn bus! LoLs! And no.. I didn't mean to miss it on purpose! But sall good.. cause all of my friends were skippin school that day too so I just had Jessie pick me up and we all chilled at her boy's house. There was like a shitload of us and we all then went to chill at Sara's house cause she had a pool table. So all we did was just shoot pool all day and chill at her house. Scott was being gay ass hell that day cause he was trying to start some shit with Paul (Jessie's boy). I wasn't about to stop him though. Shit.. I was fuckin instigating that shit! LoLs! I was all like "Hell yeah! Paul.. kick his ass! If you don't.. then I will!" LoLs! Everyone was just laughing their asses off. Scott didn't do anything though and he left early. Ashley was fuckin pissed at him though cause he was her ride. Hahaha! I couldn't stop laughing afterwards. Ashley was all cussin in viet and shit.. I was like.. "Damn girl.. Chill.." Her mom then called her cell and she was being stupid and she ANSWERED that mug! LoLs! So then she had to go home and since no one would take her home.. I just took Paul's keys and drove her home using his car. When I came back.. only Jessie and Paul was there. Everyone else had gone to blockbuster to rent some movies.. So we all drove to the blockbuster on 103rd and met them up over there. We ended up renting Signs.. It was the only movie that was good enough to rent. Then we went across the street and ordered some Chinese Takeout. LoLs! We went back to Sara's house and played pool. Afterwards, it was getting a bit boring so we all cooked some popcorn and watched Signs. I had already seen it and so did everyone else except for Mia and Haeeun. So we were spoiling it for them.. telling them what was going to happen next. They were gettin pissed so they started throwing popcorn at us.. and before we knew it.. we all just started throwin popcorn everywhere. I went straight to the pool table afterwards.. cause I wasn't about to clean that shit up! LoLs! Everyone else had thought the same thing cause everyone else just started to follow me to the dining room.. and poor Sara was left to clean it up. LoLs! Then I had Paul drop me off like around 3:00 at my house.. so that my mom wouldn't suspect that I didn't go to school. I had a fuckin quiz that day in World History too! But ah wells.. Then Tony called and we talked for awhile.. After we hung up.. Jessie called.. and she asked if she could just pick me up then cause everyone was going down to the Southside now. So we were at the Southside at some boy's house (I forgot his name). And we chilled there all day. I was supposed to call Tony back up.. but I had forgotten his number and I wasn't at home.. so I didn't get a chance to call him. Aight... this is it for now. Peace and much mahals!
+ time - 8:19 P.M.
+ what iM doing - Goin crazy with the webcam..
+ what iM wearin - capris and a red shirt
+ hair - in a ponytail
+ eating/drinking - nothin
+ listening to - nada.. I'm bout to put that new Tupac cd in though..
+ Talkin to Online - Lots of peepos..
+ who iM with - Sara and Jessie..
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| 01.09.03 |
Mang.. today was fun as hell. Me, Tony, Patrick, and Miguel all skipped to Tony Austin's house. LoLs. We left like before the 3rd bell rang in the morning and we walked out of that school like we did it all the time. Mang.. its so easy to skip yo! LoLs! We saw Miguel on his way to the school, and we just pulled him with us sayin that we were going to chill at his house. He didn't tell us that his mom was going to STAY home though until we got into Patrick's car. LoLs.. So we just ended up chillen at Tony Austin's house. We woke him up mang. LoLs. I felt so bad. But we just chilled there all day.. playing cards, computer games, counter strike, video games, and ish. We then went to MickeyD's to get lunch. It was hella crazy cause when Patrick went to this gas station place to get some ports, the lady that was running the place kept asking if we were on our lunch break. Patrick lied to her sayin that we were all out of school. LoLs! That was one stupid ass lady.. but ah wells. Tony and Patrick then left to go and get Pat's girl. I didn't really want to go cause I didn't feel like getting up and going anywhere. Yes.. I'm lazy. Get over it! LoLs! Then I went home.. My mom was bitchin about needing me back home before 5:30 cause she had to go somewhere. Afterwards.. I talked to Lucy on the phone. I hope things work out for her and Donald.. cause I wouldn't want them to get into a huge argument over anything. They needed to TALK to each other and try to works things out between them! *glares at Donald and Lucy* LoLs.. And oh.. hope things work out wit you know who, Lucy. You know who I mean. *cough* LoLs! Brian called me again today. But I lied to him saying that I had to go. LoLs! Mang.. I don't wanna talk to that foo! And if he's reading this right now.. now you know! LoLs! Gosh.. I'm so mean. Lemme stop. Hm.. Don't have anything else to say. I hate updating this crap! LoLs! iights.. I heart all you guys! *muwahs* Peace..
+ time - 8:19 P.M.
+ what iM doing - Sending NaNsHi PaNsHi our "LaSt DaY oF ScHooL" pictures..
+ what iM wearin - shorts and a shirt
+ hair - down.. (just took a shower)
+ eating/drinking - nothin..
+ listening to - Some techno music
+ Talkin to Online - Lots of peepos..
+ who iM with - my imaginary friends again..
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| 01.08.03 |
I almost missed the bus this morning! O_o! I was so tempted to just call up one of my homeboys and ask them to give me a ride to school cause I didn't feel like riding the bus. But yeah.. I'm finally out of my first period class! Now I have earth space science with James. Yup yup! Today was pretty uneventful. Lunch was fun though. Uhm.. let's see.. I had an interesting conversation with NaNsHi. She knows what I'm talking about! LoLs.. I'm also glad to find out that things are OKAE with NaNsHi and Lucy now. They must've talked and shtuff about the whole "Donald and Miguel thing". That's a good thing though.. cause we don't need anymore drama going on in school! Damn.. that's all this year has been about. Drama this and drama that. Julienne is leavin me! *sniffles* K.I.T girl.. iight? Oh.. and Brian called me. O_o. It was a bit.. "awkward" though. He was all talking about how he still had feelings for me and how he found out by JESSIE (daym.. that girl talks too much! LoLs.. i still HEART you though girl!) that I was already seeing someone. I don't know. He confuses me sometimes! But.. ah wells.. I don't have feelings for him anymore. Or at least I don't think so. Nahs.. I don't have feelings for him anymore. Tony Austin came over. We both just chilled and watched a couple of movies. Clay came to pick him up. But.. gr.. I'm already getting tired of writin in this journal. LoLs! Much mahals to all of yah! *muwahs*
+ time - 5:35 P.M.
+ what iM doing - Just got off of the phone with Brian...
+ what iM wearin - pants and a black shirt.. top it off with a comforter.. and that's what I'm wearing! LoLs.. I'm cold.. what yah expect?!
+ hair - in a high ponytail
+ eating/drinking - drinking me some "Planet Smoothies" roadrunner thanks! YuM YuM! Big props to my girl, Kathy V. for bringing it over! I love you girl! LoLs! This stuff is good! LoLs!
+ listening to - Kelly Rowland - Stole
+ Talkin to Online - NaNsHi and JeSSiE.. ignoring everyone else.. haha!
+ who iM with - no body
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| 01.07.03 |
Damn.. school was boring as shit! But of course, we all know that. I didn't arrive at school till like the 3rd bell, so me and Magen had to run to our first period. LoLs. We saw Patrick walking in the hallway but we didn't see Tony and them. They must've went to class already. But anyways, I SO want to switch out of my first period! First off, Mr. Echea can't teach to save his ass.. and second of all.. that class is boring as hell! Welps.. luckily I didn't have to stay in that class for long cause then most of the sophomores got called up to go to the auditorium to take some sort of test or whatever it was! We had to write about what we thought about "courage". LoLs! Talk about a lame ass essay topic! I saw Valerie there, James, Patrick, Steve, Randy, and some other peepos there. But otherwise.. no one else from my click! Gr.. most of them had Mr. Martin's class, so he made them take the essay thing in there. So I was left all alone.. *sniffles* LoLs.. nahs.. But after that.. I saw Dai in my 2nd period class. That boy is so f'in aggravatin! LoLs! He's foreva turnin around in his seat and asking me questions and shit about what we're supposed to be doing. I thought it was MY job to annoy him.. not the other way around?! LoLs! Welps.. afterwards I had World History. LoLs.. NaNsHi wrote all ova the "SIDES" of the table. *cough* So how are you and Mr. Alvin? *cough* haha! Lunch was a bore.. Patrick looked bored as fuk too! LoLs! So I tried striking a conversation wit him. Man.. Dai, Tony, and them all have 4th lunch! They suck ass yo! LoLs! They need to change to 3rd lunch! Cause I said so! Mang.. after school was hella messed up. I walked with Tony to the buses right? And guess who we see along the way? Donald. He was standing with a couple of his friends. I told Tony not to do anything stupid.. and so he just walked up to him and confronted Donald and shit. I later found out by Miguel that Donald called him and called off the whole "fight". I don't know. It's all so confusing. Tony and his boy came over my house earlier on today. We just talked for a couple minutes and then he had to leave to some bball game. Man.. I haven't played bball in so long! Also.. I talked to Roo Roo for like.. 3 hours straight. I haven't seen Nancy in a while!! She needs to get one of my classes!! Or at least.. my LUNCH! Anything?! Nancy sucks big butt! Lucy wasn't at school today. Aight.. I don't have anything else to say. And even if I did.. I don't feel like typing anymore. So peace and much mahals! *muwahs!*
+ time - 9:43 P.M.
+ what iM doing - talking to peepos on aim
+ what iM wearin - sweatpants and a huge white shirt
+ hair - in a bun
+ eating/drinking - drinking H20!
+ listening to - old song.. Peaches n Cream by 112 feat. Jayz and LiL KiM
+ Talkin to Online - Magen, Jessie, Sara, Hung, ToMMiE, Scott, Miguel, Mikey, Linh, and Tasha
+ who iM with - my LiTTo BrO
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| 01.06.03 |
| Gr! First day of school.. joy?? It's official to say that I am now sweet SIX-teen! *whoop whoop* Actually, I was 16 like 8 days ago.. but same difference right? Anyways, my schedule is seriously fuked up!
1st period : Spanish II - Echea - 2nd Floor
2nd period : Chemistry Honors - Ancayan - 3rd Floor
3rd period : World History Honors - Daniel - 1st Floor (3rd lunch)
4th period : Spanish I - Griner - 2nd Floor
You see? I have Spanish TWO 1st period and Spanish ONE 4th period. Shouldn't it be the other way around? I mean, I'm sitting there in class with Magen in first period, just looking at the book and the teacher clueless.. cause I have NO IDEA WHATSOEVER what he's even talking about! I didn't even take.. much less FINISH.. Spanish I yet! So I gotta go and get my schedule changed. Gr.. stupid office peepos can't even do their job right! Welps.. first period is a bore.. the only reason why it's aight is cause I have it with Magen. Other than that, it sucks big monk-e balls! LoLs.. Second period I KNOW I'm going to fail.. cause about everyone I asked who had already taken Chemistry said that it was hard as hell! And it doesn't help to add to the fact that I have chemistry HONORS! I sit behind Dai in that class. Imma make it my goal to annoy the shiet out of him! *evil grin* LoLs! But today I didn't get a chance cause the substitute teacher already flooded us with a shitload of classwork. And since I have long ass nails, I gotta go and get them clipped cause my nails were digging into my skin whenever I wrote! My palm has fukin "nail marks" on them now! O_o! Third, I'd have to say is the bestest class! Why? Cause I have it with the whole group! Well.. sorta. Nancy's stank ass doesn't have that class with me! Gosh.. I hardly see Nancy anymore!! *cries* I need to somehow get a class with her. But the peepos in my third period are: Lucy, Magen, James, Roo Roo, Pisey, and dem otha peepos dat I dun reallie care to list at the moment. Fourth.. ergh.. I have it with Brittiany. Bout it.. everyone else in there I'm ACQUAINTED with.. but I don't really hang around them. Yeah.. sorry to bore you with my schedule. LoLs! But that's pretty much my whole day! Oh.. we had to go back to our homeroom to get our report cards. I made decent grades. I got 3 A's and a B in Geometry. Sall good.. cause I seriously thought I was gonna flunk that class! LoLs! More than likely, Tony failed that class! haha! Just playin.. It'd be funny if he did though. ^_^ Mang.. lunch was hella funny! Lucy brought her digital camera to school.. so of course me and her were being DORKS during lunch. Pisey, with her usual "free lunch self" had gotten corn dogs for lunch, and obviously she didn't feel like eating it so we decided to play around with it. I think it was James who stuck the stick of the corndog into my pepsi..and he also used some scaps of my breadsticks as the corndog's "balls". I was eating breadsticks with that white sauce thingy.. so of course we decided to use that as the corndog's "manly juice". HAHAHA! James then took a picture of the corndog in front of Lucy, so that if she opened her mouth, it would look like she was actually about to stick it into her mouth. We were laughin so hard that her face was turning red, so when James snapped the pic, it looked like Lucy was in pain. HAHAHA! I couldn't stop laughin. Man.. I swear. My ass couldn't BREATHE! LoLs! Magen and Justin were just off in their little world talking and what have yah. Roo Roo couldn't go to lunch cause of a whole drama class thing with his teacher, Ms. Issacs. Welps.. afterwards.. I went home.. blah blah blah. Went straight to the internet.. (*gasp* what a shocker huh? LoLs!) Alex was ACTUALLY on! Daym.. that boy is so totally not an internet fuweak. Too bad Jose wasn't on though. I wanted to talk to his ass! LoLs! He is so missed! I also took a peek at Lucy's site! *gasps* I had NO idea I was the girl of the week! haha! *ow ow* Go me?! Her site is the shiznet.. go take a peek at.. monk-e It's so cool! And also, it's a great place to find "recycled sn's". What's that you ask? Go check it out and you'll see for yourself! I was chatting to a shitload of peepos on aim.. but I was mostly just talking to Magen, Alex, Jessie, and Miguel. The other peepos were just boring to talk to! I kept insisting that Miguel call Lucy up! haha! He has a new nickname from me now: Stubborn FiLo! Yes.. Miguel.. you are one stubborn FiLo! LoLs! I was waiting for a phone call from Roo Roo's stank ass.. cause he wanted to talk to me about some stuff that's be going on. But his ass didn't call! Or maybe he did.. but my phone was busy as usual? Iono.. but imma call him in a couple of minutes. iight.. this is enough. I'm tired of typing now! TiLL next time.. *muwahs!* wHuBs YaH!
+ time - 7:13 P.M.
+ what iM doing - just listenin to music and watchin tv (how i manage to be able to do both at the same time.. is beyond me.. LoLs!), talkin to peepos on aim and msn, updatin this crappy ass page, scannin some pictures...and eatin a popsicle. wowsers! I kick big yellow bananas! LoLs
+ what iM wearin - short black shorts and a wifebeater! Not to mention them cute litto toe socks! LoLs
+ hair - in a high ponytail
+ eating/drinking - nada...
+ listening to - Aaliyah "More Than A Woman"
+ Talkin to Online - Lots and lots of peepos! *waves to her peeps*
+ who iM with - my imaginary friends?! Oh look.. they're playing tag! LoLs!!
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