This is what I want to say
Can you hear me?
I love you
Right here where I lay
Can you see me?
Through your indifference
I've given all my best
-and the rest?
Just moments of insanity
Your love "tests"
Roller Coaster rides
To the dark side
I don't know what I was thinking
There's a sinking
Feeling
Right here- see?
Where you were
In my heart
Gaping hole
Leaves me flat on my back
Right here where I lay
Can you see me?
Whirling lights
Scary ride
Then your instructions
Do not resuscitate
You didn't even hesitate
And all I wanted
To say
I love you
Before the flat line
5/08
MyGirlThrill
Sleeping
I'm dreaming
Free fall flight
Frightened
Emotions spilling out
Tonight
Lock broken
Door flung open
Love, Hate, Lust
Wasted
Painful; twisted, afflicted
Bookmarks the moment
I broke
5/08
MyGirlThrill
I can feel a stirring where numbness set in
Years ago
You were there then gone. Dreaming?
Comfortable, easy
This loveless life keeps me busy
Still
You were there and now; screaming
Your name
Into the wind stings my face
Hurts the numbness
Upsets the easy
Pokes at what was buried
Where've you been?
Like that a smile creeps in
You were there numbness thawing
5/08
MyGirlThrill