Dor function - 10/18/2003
good to have the ex 6168 dor function.........
6168....is so familiar to me....
all is well, all is well, i hope
i hope all can be well
more courage should i have to maintain this wish
odd.............. - 10/18/2003
at last..........i found that this place is not for me. i've been trying to suit myself into this group
As a result, i've lost my character. i've lost the glamour i once had in my good old days, i've lost my piano. i've become an odd man where even himself doesn't know which way he can go.... leaving one by one... i want to leave, too... being treated as an inferior for 2.5 years had made me sick and lost my energy... isn't it ironic that a man who wanted to change this group was forced to siut himself into the group (being defeated) and, at last, lost his way?
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same here Skin
little po... - 10/18/2003
i am a small boat floating in the middle of the sea.i can see ships around but they dont see mei've put too much in my mouth...i want to speak but i have no mouth;i can do nothing though i have hands;i have a room but i can find no place to live;i'm afraid but i dont know what i am afraid of...
i have legs but i dont have the map...
little secret - 10/18/2003
things i've been longing to say but cannot be said
you! I really sont understand why u can survive here. i dont know by what u can speak in such manner. i dont know why u deserve such grace by the others. dont u realise that all you claim to be is NOT what you are?! aren't u disgust about that?! I AM! really! i dont know why i have to accept your blame, i really dont know why i have to please you! oh shit!!!!!
if i have the chance, i will just say, " you are just a 100% AXXHOLE!!"
im so...