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I often wonder ��..
Did I miss the point in what all you were trying to say to me.
Is it the pain I finally will feel from admitting to the truth that
will set me free ?
Or was it you just leaving me here behind?
Some say a Judgment day is coming; I say , I suppose.
But what if I fail?
I am not sure I know all the reasons of your absence.
I Just know you have been gone for quite a while .
Mama died the day you left. She had no idea her leaving would
affect you so greatly. I guess you figure you�re even with her now
for the first time she left you, you as well had died.
Someone brought you back to life for a while there are markings of where you half heartedly tried.
Some say you even cried the day you admitted someone tried to steal your soul. You say the pain is gone but you are no where near around
You have been dead for over 20 years.
The screams and the cries are something just inside your head.
No one hears. Are you ever going to set yourself free?
Are you just whistling in the dark pretending not to be scared ?
Are you ready to be made whole?
I often wonder was it the pain that made you die or the fear you might have to live?
BY JDMANNY December 28th,2002 1:30 am