| So this journal isn't totally defunct, yet. |
| I feel compelled to fill you in on the inbetween details. The "why we haven't written for so long" and all that rot. But you know what? It's boring. Listening to depression stories isn't my cup of tea, so I'm not telling any today. |
| Oh yeah, it's Mallory here. I don't plan to change the format here much except to make the text bigger... I can't read the other stuff without squinting. |
| A lot of things are happening to me right now. I've felt a calling to be here, up front, and I'm beginning to understand why. I'm beginning to feel the gifts my twin gave to me through blending, and choosing to incorporate those gifts into the fabric that is Mallory is bewildering. I don't have words for it yet. Or rather I have some words, but I'm scared to say them just yet. |
| What I will share here is something I wrote this morning. That's as close as I can come to addressing this right now. |
| Lysergia is also up front now. She's feeling a lot better than the last time she wrote. The antidepressants and the downers are doing their job, and she's beginning to cope again. We're all relieved. Nikki's taking a little longer to bounce back, but she'll be okay. |
| R's mother passed away this weekend. We all (yes, even me) feel a deep sadness in our hearts. He's doing quite well under the circumstances. But we wish we could make it all better for him. We wish he didn't have to lose his mother. It's not fair. |
| So we're going to try to do this again. We want to do this again. I met someone recently who is making talking seem worthwhile, so I guess it's time to put the balls I was born with to good use and learn to open my mouth (for other reasons than to argue). |
| Talk to you soon. |
| Quote of the day: |
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"I had a fairly funny idea. Someday all we neuters would come out of our closets and form a parade. I even decided what banner our front rank should carry, as wide as Fifth Avenue. A single word would be printed on it in letters four feet high: EGREGIOUS. Most people think that word means terrible or unheard of or unforgivable. It has a much more interesting story than that to tell. It means "outside the herd". Imagine that- thousands of people, outside the herd." - Kurt Vonnegut, Deadeye Dick |
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