mood ~ better, but fazed
music ~ TMR - Key to Seventh Heaven
April 9, 2004
Went to the doctor yesterday because I've been having recurrent pains in my wrist, and now I'm stuck on taking a pill every 6 hours or so for a week... and I'm not supposed to be typing... but...my exterior life has deteriorated so much in the last year or so that there's nothing else to do but be on the comp. - -;;;
...oh well. that's not a bad thing.
I hate the way teachers try to save your grades on the last day before exporting grades for report cards by giving you tests...most of the time it just makes things worse. I'm sort of worried about my algebra grade...it's a D and we just had a test over factoring that he just didn't go into detail enough. if I don't get at least a 65 on that thing I have to say goodbye to going to corpus x___x can you imagine the stress? it's horrible...I studied for that test too... ;_;
at least easter holiday's here for a bit. 5 days of the good type of boredom and being with the family, as well as spending >D wheeeee-- errr...ow ow ow ow...>_< *rubs wrist* evil pain.
mood ~ quite dizzy. evil pills
music ~ Evanesence - Fields of Innocence
April 2, 2004
=_= life without the moth nagging me to get off the computer and actually attending my second full 5-day week of school since december has really made life boring. over the course of the past three weeks or slow, life's been grinding to a halt...not much goes on anymore besides the typical cycle of wake up, live through the crap that is school, come home, sleep. and since my memory is nonexistent I don't really remember much...not even of what happened yesterday...or the day before...or anything for that matter...
one of the few things I remember is braddy telling me that she's going into that "I hate everything" phase again, omi going PMS-y on me(sorry but it seemed that way), mom telling me there's no b-day party because I have to go to SF over family matters in June, almost failing algebra and having a really strong urge to push pennington off a cliff. =_= and the fact that no one signed the room assignments list for corpus today, throwing the band a bit off schedule. mainly because our guest director from cinco ranch had us play west highlands about a minute before the bell. - -;;;
na da...that's all I can pull from the kenken mental archives at the moment...damn me and my poor memory...
mood ~ tiiiiiiiiiiired.
music ~ the voices in me head...
March 25, 2004
Was ranting on to braddy earlier on how I wanted to make a replica of Tatsu's earring just to be different...xD I think it'd be spiffy. it would rally stares, but oh well...it's worth it not to be a clone. which reminds me of the time I found a semi-exact replica of Ran's earring...I dunno, I have this weird obsession of finding a replica of that earring. *shrug* if not, I can always go visit Nicaragua again and get an exact rep. made for really cheap...
errr...anyway. week started off a little on the bad side since I slept three hours Sunday night x_x;;; it's my cat's fault. since the moth left, she's been quite aloof and sleeping on my bed...in which I end up pushing her off with an old pillow...(she has this weird thing about pillows. *shrug* she hates the crap out of them) I haven't seen her since last night, I think, and I have no idea where she is now...*ish going to look later*
then yesterday my body decided to piss me off by sleeping in an hour. >_< woke up just as my bus was driving by, and got scolded by my mom since she had driven me to school the day before. ^^; (mom: next time you miss the bus, you're walking to school. xP) then today went by a little bumpy, but otherwise average...minus sixth period, which went by well. xD still can't get that soap on a rope thing out of my head. ish quite disturbing...
Well, bbr has now gone evil. you have to be a mamber to download? ;_; I dun wanna be ANOTHER forum member...not when I'm ub3r close to getting my own domain...oi @_@ Omi, mind being set as a moderator? xD I need mods.
OMI SANKYUU FOR THE KIRIBAN *glomp*
...well...*goes off to think up more shirt ideas for cafepress since jopam wants one* that concludes my rant session...again. *eats fundraiser candy*
mood ~ unimpressed
music ~ plastic tree - harusaki sentimental
March 19, 2004
What a waste of a good spring break. did nothing all week except waste away on my comp, slaving over layouts and waiting for Saturday to come. and finally, Saturday is just around the corner...x333 mothra's going poof for a month and a half!! YEY
xD honestly, it's going to be quite boring without him. but why am I complaining? I have a better comp, two rooms and a higher chance of getting stuff I want with him away. xDDD *glomps mothra* spankies...
Earlier today, I had this big urge to take pictures with the moth's cam...I started working on the layout for my mp3 rotation and I had no idea what to make the layout of, so I snuck into mothra's luggage and took pictures of some sheet music I have, and I'll see how I can work with it. time for some kenken originality. so, for now, I have this odd obsession with digital photography...
*sighs* it'll wear off. you'll see. -__- there's nothing interesting around here to take pictures of.
on Omi's 2500...I got it! xDDDD Suzu got mad at me again but I promise I'll let her get the 3000. xDDDD unless I feel like nabbing that too...*shrug* so far, I've seen a primary sketch. I LIKE IT SO FAR!! *glomps Omi* x3333
^^ sugar in system = yey *ricochets off walls*
mood ~ *has headache from overdose of sugar*
music ~ Gravitation - Predilection
March 17, 2004
It's St. Patrick's day and so far everyone's been blinding me with green... even my monitor fizzed into a darker shade of green. x_x I really need a new monitor. an LCD one, preferably. for now, I'll have to live with this early 90's model my mom brought from work...*sighs* ah well. small sacrifice for a color monitor. xD It's good she brought one, since mothra's taking my laptop and I would have been left without Photoshop and stuff for a month and a half. ^x;;;
boredboredbored. I'm sure I bored you. =_= *goes poof*
mood ~ =___=
music ~ Plastic Tree - nihon wa seiten nari
March 14, 2004
boredboredbored. so far the beginning of spring break has been boring. 5 days till mothra leaves...I can't wait T_T
Omi was going on how she and her siblings and father went out and saw the infamous BANANAS - 9 CENTS/LB. signs outside of our local HEBs. xDDD I went to HEB today as well with my mom and saw them. I think they're lying or the staff is stupid, because upon entering, there was another 10 foot sign hanging from the cieling exclaiming SUPER SALE! BANANAS 10 CENTS/LB.! -___- scammers.
Not much else...it sucks how sometimes someone expects vacations so much and in the middle of it nothing happens...*sighs*
mood ~ bored out of my mind
music ~ L'arc~en~ciel - Hitomi no Juunin
March 11, 2004
^^ today went by quite rapidly, for a change. It's like you walk into a class and 10 minutes later the bell rings without anyone expecting it. it was kind of scary because everyone I knew felt the same way...it couldbe because the teachersmade it feel like Friday yesterday. ^^; evil teachers.
oO Omi spazzed on me yesterday afternoon. it scared me (sort of) because she went psycho and back to normal and psycho again without warning. o__o Omi, don't do that again. oo;;;
ONE DAY TO SPRING BREAK and 8 DAYS TILL MOTHRA LEAVES and I have 2 essays and 5 typed poems to turn in the following monday x_____x damn english class...
mood ~ too lazy to do anything
music ~ Gackt - Kimi ga Matteiru Kara
March 8, 2004
boring boring day...wrapped up in an english assignment at the moment and I'm out of ideas. *sighs*
Visited omittchi yesterday and had phun ^^ watched music vids and laughed at that weird six flags commercial...I've also gotten off my lazy butt and started working on chapter one of Sanctuary. btw, how's the cover coming along, omi? ^^;; I likeys that pic lots...
*counts cans* 3...4...yah, I'm high off caffiene. 5 cans of cokes sitting on my desk. x_@ *goes back to engrish poem*
mood ~ wheeeeeee
music ~ dut-dut-dut-dut-dut dun dun...
March 4, 2004
Hmm. Lance gets invited to your house and tells me, and I bring up the bit with your father, and he all of a sudden doesn't want to go...-_- and then he starts saying that I'M being overprotective of you!! what the hell is up with that? -___- He rambled on for an hour or so on how I was disapproving of you two (again...) and that I was making your decisions for you...I HATE it when people think things that aren't true! he doesn't know the history behind us and he immediately makes assumptions...*growls*
...^^;; anyway...made this out of sheer boredom...^^;;;
I'll go away now...damn these weird problems...
mood ~ irritated/anxious
music ~ Utada Hikaru - Sakura Drops
March 3, 2004
I supposedly had a dentist appointment today...I dunno where that went to...*shrug* oh well. stayed home and worked on a layout all day. sectionals starts in 10 minutes and I'm skipping it ^^;;;
poo sectionals...yesterday's seemed so LONG... our director invited his college teacher to clinic us on our music. it helped greatly, but that guy's unpredictable oo;;; he started jumping up and down all of a sudden near the end and just about the whole band woke up ^^;;; yeesh. it was very kowaii desu...
oo mom burned food...uhh...*goes off to help*
mood ~ bored/lazy
music ~ T.M. Revolution - Albireo
February 28, 2004
Looks like the week long ordeal is going to conclude soon. thank god we're almost home-free... ^^ *glomps omi* me go over later today, na no da. expect a call...
not much happened the rest of this week...the TAKS test was considerably harder than the original TAAS test. What took me 30 minutes to finish now took me 2 hours...and most of that time was spent on open ended questions. x_x the little blocks the answers could be written in were too small for two of my essays. tinytiny writing gave me a cramp x_x
wednesday...don't really remember what happened x_x thursday, the usual. yesterday...everyone had to report to advisory...that was the shortest lunch I've had all year. it felt like 10 minutes or something to that extent...came home and then I noticed I was sick. right now I have a headache, I'm cold, my throat is sore, my nose is backed up and @-@ just feel like crap. *koffkoff* I hope I don't pass this on to omi...
*glomps Lance* ^^ you needed a hug...
mood ~ sick...
music ~ gackt-lust for blood
February 23, 2004
TAKS(Texas Assessment of Knowledge and Skills) test ish tomorrow...x__X as if I needed more stress put on me right now. *sighs* to put it simply: no pass, you fail. x________x those open ended questions are going to kill me...but I think I have a good chance of passing, anyway. frshmen have to make at least a 54 to pass. ^^
Lunch was dull today, oddly o__o it seemed to be take things seriously day or something. I just flipped into angsty, antisocial kenken mode and wanted to kill something...literally...
I think kenken ish going psycho.
later
*reads BOA newsletter thingie she got in the mail*
later again
kenken ish bored...boredboredBORED
...
Suzumi-chaaaaaan don't be sad! things will work out, na no da...if they don't, lets just say a few of us are gonna turn into psycho sadists and get you out of there...(psycho-sadists? ...don't ask...I guess) ^^
mood ~ happy/sad o__o
music ~ gackt-oasis
February 20, 2004
well yay. it's...8:05am... at school ^^ finished tmds thingie for algebra and I flunked it...yay. a 56. *cheers* I knew I was going to flunk it anyway...
omi? your siblings are dying of worry, na no da. they keep calling me about you, the poor things...call me or something! plz...
*pats lancey-boy's head* sorry about that...but, that's what she told me to tell you Wednesday, but I didn't, since you seemed to be having a good day...-_- you pushed it this morning, though. NO MORE POKING OR DIE.
someone join omi's fanlisting, will yas?
mood ~ blehhhhhh
music ~ band song...west highlands sojourn...sad *shakes head*
February 18, 2004
MAINTENANCE!! xPP I'm sowwy!! it was LATE and I was SLEEPY!! *bonks omi* nehhh...
*to study hall teacher* and WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T TORTURE PAMELA AT LUNCH TODAY?!?!!? ><
*sips coke* see why caffiene is bad for you? *falls over & spazzes*
laterness
I just had one of the shocks of my life a little over 1/2 an hour ago...OMI CAME TO VISIT!! *glomp* x3333333 I was so shocked I didn't know what to do but glomp her!! T___T *cries tears of joy* (literally) HOPE TA SEE YOU SOON AGAIN!! and i have your stuff!! remember?! ^^ nice to have you back~ now...I might be pushing it, but...what school are you gonna go to now? *plz be us plz be us* ^^ *ish too hyper to think anymore*
btw, nikkie chan, I'll TRY TO GO WITH YA OKIE?! I really wanna go tooooo but mommy made me go shopping with her! T_T and she wants ta see the school too. ^^ so...ish later this week good? not saturday, because i have pam's b-day. and...nehhh...
how surprising life can be sometimes, ne? it's kind of scary.
mood ~ eheheheheheeeeeeee
music ~ school comp fan: woowoowoowoowoowoo...
February 17, 2004
eheheh...^^; I died again. busy with life and laziness, na no da.
looks like omi and lancey-boy are splitting. -_- and I KNOW I bet someone that it wouldn't last for more than two weeks...WHO WAS IT?! (j/k. I said that for phun) well...-_-
weekend was uneventful, as usual.nothing much happened besides getting yelled at for staying up to 7 am on friday/saturday. and I'm still sorry omi!! I fell asleep on yas!! x___x
and I guess it's official. I'm getting a domain! yay! maybe next month, maybe later, but I left my dad thinking about it >D (^^ out of sheer boredom I've started its layout too...) so far omi & braddy are the only ones I'm hosting. any friends I'm missing...? *shrugs*
evil pennington must...I dunno...suffer an excruciatingly horrible, painful death?(the spiffily evil lawn gnomes who warned me before third period of a bad omen say this) because she's not like other nice teachers. -_- I'm a high maintainance person when it comes to certain classes (engrish, algebra) and I can NOT work with people who are not willing to pay a shitload of attention to me for a little while and be CLEAR about what s/he wants us ta do. because of lack of clarity in her teaching and no help, I'm flunking her class, and there's barely any way i can hope to pass...*sighs* damn evil teachers. I'm just hoping it's not this bad later on o___o
enuff of my sad, sad evil lawn gnome ridden life...*lawn gnome cackles*
mood ~ lots of shit on mind. headache. dead...again
music ~ -rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*breath*rrrrrr...etc.
February 13, 2004
if mothra would stop whining about me being in his room after 11, I'd actually be able to have a good talk with yas. but, of course, since the damn bug has the modem in his room, I can't do anything except comply. and try to move it into my room to no avail. -_-
and what was the imporantness now? you WERE going to call me (I guess...>>) and nothing came up so...I went to sleep. ^^;;; the whip thing was a joke, but...^^ if you see a long wrapped thingy at your wedding party you know what it is xDDDD
and Lance, I dunno if I can order it for you still. I woke up this morning and completely forgot...now I have to wait till mom comes home...
Friday the 13th is actually one of my good luck days...I dunno. good things happen in the 13ths of each month. like getting $$ (got $25 today oo) and it getting cold...(it's 35 DEGREES!! *shivers* how do you people live through this?!? *points at eskimos* eskimos:...*shrug*) ^^; it's just a dumb superstition to me, but you never know...>.>
*sips coke* nehhhhh.
mood ~ ^_____^ on caffiene
music ~ *deep breath* whirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
February 11, 2004
Oo what is this about Lance and you hooking up, now? Oo poor pam-spray's having a coronary over this. ...O___o *watches little lanceys eat the food in the fridge and the fridge itself*
nehhhhhhh bored. pam-spray I'll probably be able to go to your party, kay? still haven't asked ^^;;; most likely I'll be able to though. and SELL STUFF!! and...need present. hmmm...*considers giving away a chibi lance complete with bow on his head* nyeheheheh...
btw, evil fundraiser started yesterday. I've sold over 6 things already xD of course, I have help...and I got to some teachers before others did. really need to sell stuff because I can't rake up $115 at the moment. ...actually, I never can...*shrug*
OIIIII was there sectionals today?! I came home without thinkinggggg
later...
nehhh. you know, if omi was given a different life from the start, we probably would've not met... or perhaps, we would have, but under different circumstances. she's sort of the leadership type and if one little detail had changed (i.e. mom being sane) she most likely wouldn't be the anime nerd she is today...of course, I'm stating my own opinions. but if she wasn't that social outcast in 6th grade the four otaku would actually not exist.
...just wondering what another life would be like. *glomps omi* see how weird things would be without you? I might even be a...*gulps* prep...o_____o
mood ~ hungry. and confused.
music ~ the computer's fan. whirrrrrrrr
February 7, 2004
ehhh...S&E went fine...sort of. second page of the woodwind ensemble music sucked ass. my solo was delayed 1/2 hour due to
a missing piano player....and once I did get up to play, I messed up a lot. but I did manage to nail a phrase I practiced for
an hour this morning ^^ I don't care about my rating anymore since the best thing that happened to me today was that I got
my clarinet repaired for free x3333 spanx Mr. Dodd~! (btw, if I had repaired it somewhere else, it would've been $240 right out of my pocket. x___x poor little kenken doesn't have that money at all.)
well, it was phun. but the stress did kill my stomach a bit. Ani-chan, I love your clarinet~~ x3 I'm really grateful for you
going through all the trouble of letting me borrow your clarinets ^^;; and everyone else for their support. *glomp*
new glasses evil. got them today right after S&E...my eyes keep focusing and unfocusing and my left eye hurts really badly.
perhaps the prescription is a little bit too strong...? or maybe my eyes just have to get used to it. all I know is that it hurts and everything's so sharp and clear it's almost blurry. x___x
Omi, wanted to let you know that I was planning on making X layouts for the OP.
do you mind? *shrug* or do you want another theme? it's just that I found really nice X pics and I was thinking of making a few layouts with them. IM me tomorrow or whenever I'm on...
AYAN WAKEY WAKEY
Braddy, will you ever get on? or call me? or SOMETHING? plz? ;_;
Jou-chan, quit playing FFXI (which I ALMOST could buy today) and get on toooo~
long time no speaky eitherrrrrrr
domain soon...you'll see. I'll somehow persuade my parents to get it early too. *really wants one*
I don't know but I feel like shit at the moment AGHHHHHhhhhhhhh *runs to bathroom*
mood ~ kind of sick. *turns green*
music ~ silence is my friend recently.
February 6, 2004
solo & ensemble is tomorrow...stayed up at school until 7 yesterday practicing. my thumb is killing me because I practiced
nonstop from 2:15 to 6:00...played with the piano player and sucked horribly. it could be because I'm not using
my clarinet, who decided to try and commit suicide by falling off a four foot stand Tuesday afternoon. I asked my friend
if I could use one of her clarinets but the one she gave me is PLASTIC!! no air control and very difficult to play on...
I'm screwed. unless I manage to swap her R13 for my clarinet before I play.
Omi, how are you? 3 days no speaky. well, it's mainly because I have had
no time to myself lately...making up schoolwork, sectionals, and solo/ensemble cramming have eaten up my time this past week.
-________- so TIRED. Sunday I'm gonna crash in front of the comp all day. I have to werk on stuff.
*falls over* I'm dying...*thumb falls off* good luck to me tomorrow...I want at least a two...
(grading. 5-worst. 1-best.)
mood ~ dead. and kind of nervous. again.
music ~ silence. *sighs*
February 3, 2004
Looks like my vision has deteriorated further once again. I have 20/50 vision... *shrugs* at least I'm not as bad as mothra.
20/175...>.> wonder what that looks like...
missed school today due to an error at my opometrist's office...the appointment was supposed to be at 9 am but when my mother
and I got there the receptionist said it was at three...someone's a bad secretary. or has hearing problems or something. -_-
instead, we went to our local friendly wal-mart and got my vision checked there. xDDD at least they're nicer than other opometrists...
Solo and Ensemble is this Saturday....go me. I hope I get a one, but my chances are slim. I still suck at my solo and it's WEDNESDAY!! *goes off to practice*
and OMI PLEASE QUIT NAPPING WHENEVER I WANT TO TALK TO YOUUUUUUUUU
mood ~ anxious
music ~ Klaha - Sayonara
mini-quote ~ should I quit randomizing these little footnotes?
as i look across this
world i wonder...
what have i gotten
myself into?
listening to that
song in my mind
reminds me of
what I never had
of others...only
memories remain
the best I can do
is to keep going...
the reason for all this
lies somewhere within me