STILL no internet. -__- i need internet...*spazzes*
Braddy, mommy getting mad at you. >.> I dunno why...She's just going to have to live with it. xP
omittchi you're leaving again? ;_; well...life's more important than blogs, I guess. *shrugs* oh well. let's just hope whatever happened just fades away...*nodnod*-__-
not much else to say...academically, though, I have a bit. 1) you know teachers suck when they don't tell you what the fuck is going on and expect you to ace a test over something you don't know shit over. 2) you know the school sucks when this happens in more than one class. xP
now, I'm gonna go werk on a layout...*glomps omi* feel better soon, ne?
mood // confused. pissed. take your pick.
1/27/04
Omi, I wrote you a note...check comments. BTW, that can be like this entry. sooo...go check as well. XP
mood // procrastinating...
1/25/03
I woke up this morning to the sound of my doorbell and someone rapping at my window only to find that it was
Braddy... I glance at the clock and it's 6:53 FRIGGIN AM...never do that again...and don't come to me if you have run-ins with the cops too...
on that subject, she crashed here from friday afternoon to saturday night..we were bored, obviously. Got her hooked on Malice Mizer vids and all she says now is "I WANNA BE KLAHA'S PONY!! SO THEN HE CAN RIDE ME ANYWHERE!! ...OO;; that came out wrong." and about going to hollywood and becoming famous as a person in a crappy horse costume...-_-;; I guess we were drunk or something. o__o *looks in coke cup*
nehhhh. got bored and made a
deviantART account... mainly because
Omi asked me to. But I like the place anyway. ^___^ Wallpaper I linked to a few days ago is up on there. And because my inspiration has decided to abandon me, there's nothing new...*sighs*
BTW, Omi, where's the fanart?? ;__; I wish I could draw...
on that subject as well, I was looking through my 4 year old sketchbook and I found a
good unfinished drawing Oo;; I don't know when I drew it, but I guess it was at some point where the art fairy decided to take pity on me and let me draw...I'll scan later. too lazy...
skoolwise...*monotonously* noooo school tomorrow. -_- *end monotonus tone* there was a test in new english class over latin root words...I had no idea we were going to take one...I made a 37 x_____X luckily she took it as a daily grade since I was new -____-;; other than that...I HATE that class. it's so...boring...o___@
no inspiration...need to make layouts...@___x *faint sound as brain goes spl0ot*
mood // d34d
1/22/04
This is starting to become a ramble page rather than a blog...Oo
Started writing Sanctuary for...the fifth time this week...well, at least I'm getting somewhere. not much to say...need to koff up some wallpapers/layouts...said I was going to werk on a layout but ended up editing Hijiri's wallpaper ^^;; the joys of procrastination...
Hijiri:-_-
Ken: nani?
Hijiri: ...that. *points to Hijiri shrine in Ken's closet*
Ken: oo;; ...uhhh...boredom?
brain cells are dead again! and no, I don't have a Hijiri shrine. I'd like to, though. complete with a lifesized cutout...err...yah. me go be bored in fourth now. jaaa
mood // relaxed/feet hurt *is standing in front of a comp in the library*/blehhhh.
1/21/04
yey
you got your scanner!! ^___^ *glomp* and see?? your art doesn't suck...lookit all your pageviews Oo go you~
wait a sec...we still have those scans we had for otaku project...want me to send you those for your deviant account? ^^;;
yes, here are my favorite pairs of words!!: I'm bored. I'm tired. mrow bleh.
must koff up layouts...and wallpapers...LOOKY
clicky me
wallpaper using omi's fanart for our currently nonexistent fic, Sanctuary...making two character ones at the moment...only Kai's exists...^^;
YAY I'M GETTING A DOMAINNFDOIFHGJASBFL ...need money. GIVE ME MY BIRTHDAY MONEYYY
...kenken's on sugar...
mood // hyper/genki Oo
1/1718/04
THANK GOD the evil aunt and cousins are LEAVING!! I can finally not worry about my parents' financial problems!! FINALLY~ No more cutting back on manga and clothes and I GET TWO ROOMS W00T!!!
okay, I know what I'm saying is mean, but they're a bunch of lazy bums who don't help around the house...and if they do, they do it rarely...Well I can finally have my own personal library XDDD I'm gonna chop out that window and put skylights or something...*rants on about room remodeling*
took quiz...blehhh
Which Gackt are you most like?
quiz by 
mcvarmazi
Mom's b-day is ...today...it's past 12 already...*changes date on header* mrow. Mom is 42 at 4AM...PIZZA *chomp*
Solo and Ensemble is close...I still haven't learned the second movement to Divertimento. I have to play in front of my director soon so I REALLY need to practice. *yawns* but now, me sleep...12:35 am...
mood // @.@ slightly drunk/sleepy/nauseated
1/16/04
No word whether I'll get my internet back or not...GT class is eeeeevil. I have to catch up on what I supposedly missed this week. -_- she's difficult to work with but I can work around it...unless something happens during the course of this semester...bleh.
Omi sorry about abandoning you the other day and for yesterday when I wasn't home when you called...try and call me today, if possible...reminding me, must call Braddy. ^^;; keep forgetting.
mind has gone empty...nothing else to rant on about...*pokes Lance with evil cardboard tube*
many hours later
nope, no internet still. it's raining...yey.
What happened at lunch today was pretty amusing... I believe Joyce and Chris on the verge of breaking up...well, woohoo. But I want to ask - why am I THE ONE PICKED TO BE IN THE MIDDLE?! Joyce is mad at Chris because he's supposedly looking at other girls too much...I was sitting across from her so Chris asked me to move over, and she said not to, (goes into rant mode) and he offered me $5 and she said she won't be my friend if I accept his offer and then he bumped it up to $10 with his choco chip kookiis...bleh. I didn't budge and he left the table...I jacked a kookii and munched on it when he snuck up behind Joyce and kissed her. after one loud EWWW, the torturing of poor innocent kookiis and I stealing a few more, she took his iced tea and asked around if anyone could drink it and/or shove it in their backpacks...eventually she shoved it in my face and told me ta open it...I hesitated but I opened it anyway and drak it. ^__^ He said he didn't care what she did to his food so I took his chicken and split em with Anika XD nothing like free food...jopam gave me her chicken strips...wolf-boy got mad at me for taking sides...-_- *whaps him with cardboard tube*
enough ranting! Oo this got loooong...ja ne...
mood // tgif and BORED =_=
1/14/04
My internet was cut so I've somehow lived through two days of no internet. And I believe I've made it worse by cleaning my room and doing laundry. o__o mom's gonna keep the internet away from me now...maybe...
-_- my chair test was suposed to be today, but Ms. Gonzalez has gone missing again so they cancelled it...THANK GOD ;_; I HATE chair tests. too much stress over the holidays just to end up getting it canceled. well...it might end up being next week...or whenever we have sectionals again...*shrug*
OMIIIII I MISS YOUUU I HOPE ALL THIS FIXES SOOOOONNN~~
OI I HAVE TO GET OFF JAAA NEEE
mood // =_=
1/12/03
YEY my diatonics test got pushed over two days ;_; someone up there loves me...or pities me for knowing only the first line xD
mood // sleepy
1/11/04
It feels nice to know someone depends on you for something. Opposed to what I live through everyday - the typical milling about like a lifeless puppet - it gives life a purpose, in a way. it makes everything a little more bearable...
it's about time something like this came up. I'm getting sick of the same shit everyday...
mood // semi-happy/reserved
music // DNAngel - Yasashii Gogo[ending]
1/10/04 - end of week rambleness
Must go shopping~ dad lent me his credit card to splurge on~ x333 must buy manga...
Things ta do this week...
1) stoody for evil chair test.
2) learn solo for Solo & Ensemble~
3) learn music for wind ensemble~
4) find something for mom's b-day.
5) space for rent
evil school. haven't gotten my AD class changed so I have to bug my counselor monday. why must weekends be short...?
Omi, go see a doc about that sleeping disorder...
ran out of rambling gas...ja ne...*falls over and sleeps*
mood // full/shitty/sleepy/lazy as hell/-_-zzzz
music // gackt - rain
1/07/04
-_- How mean. I forgot that I hadn't turned in my business book, and when I did yesterday, they're fining me $10...now, a poor little freshman like me can't scrape up $10. pathetic, ne? I didn't want to ask my mom because I feel that I'm mooching off her and my dad too much...but I have no choice...now, if a certain someone hadn't taken my $10 without permission...-_- argh. Just remembered I have a geo test tomorrow, haven't transferred my algebra hw to a new sheet of paper, and a chair test I haven't bothered to study for...-_- I hate school sooo much...thank god these are my last few years.
Pam did you have Mrs(or ms...whatever) Pennington? I heard she's evil sometimes...and she's the engrish GT teacher...x_x man...Just when Ayan moved to Pavlock's class...no fair. -_- Omi, is school still a bitch? and what are you gonna do...? After missing so many days I don't think it's even worth it to continue finishing 9th...summer skool...re-enrolling for 9th next year...*sigh* what a waste....it sux that yer teachers don't give a crap (least most don't.) They should try and help you...oh well. I can't help for shit so I guess all I'm useful for is emotional help...wish I could do more though. But I'm just an absentminded 9th grader so I can't. x_x
life sux~ and there's crap I can do about it~
well...fuck.
mood // crampy/tired STILL/cranky
1/02/04
Happy belated Christmas, New Years, Omi, Suzumi & FNC's b-days and any other stuff I might have missed. But finally, after two weeks of torture, I am back from the mosquito-ridden third world country. How'd it go, you ask? uhhh... Not exactly my cup of tea...it was ill fated from the start...
summary! because i don't want to type up a friggin essay.
20 faults in any order
1: mom and dad pissed off at beginning of trip because of some random trip preparation PMS or something.
2: we get home. me=sleepy. kenken cranky. kenken go to sleep. people loud. kenken gets no sleep.
3: me lookin for clothes. mom left ALL MY FRICKIN SHIRTS AT HOME
4: damn car rental place won't let us rent a car cuz my brother's credit card is debit instead of credit and because he's underage. mom and dad don't have credit cards with them. car=denied.
5: we find out we left luggage at the airport. thank god we found it.
6: antisocial kenken leads to bad things! such as: mothra taking advantage of all his crap music knowledge and becoming instant friends with my cousins. what happens? antisocial kenken gets kicked out of all conversations for over a week due to no common grounds.
7: I had to play at a church against my will. -_- oh well...
8: christmas turns to hell when I get no presents and antisocial kenken is still somewhat cranky.
9: trip to a wannabe mall gets annoying when mothra decides to be a stuck up bitch, people are rubbin up against me and my grandma & aunts try to take me shopping for clothes. -_-
10: beach trip is hell for 1/2 a day. then, oddly, it becomes one of the few situations to recover.
11: most of my time was spent loitering or taking up space.
12: new years...actually fine...killed over 40 balloons with 4 trusty safety pins and almost poked my cousin to death. was bored again.
13: new years day: went to movie theater with 15 cousins and watched scary movie 3 (again). waffed ass off. then spilled pepsi on my shirt. not really my fault; cousin knocked it over...
14: new years day: went to aunt's house 4 hours later to have a makeshift party. was bored and antisocial yet again. ARGH
15: never got to go to a cyber cafe.
16: I have over 15 mosquito bites.
17: mom wasted all my money. DEMMIT
18: we come home. one piece of luggage is missing AGAIN
19: camera is missing!! I LOST MY PICTURES DEMMIT
20: headache.
good things
1: new experiences, but quite subtle.
2: memories. a few whom I'd like to recall frequently, others I'd like to forget.
3: the great tasting food...*drools* nothing like home made food...
4: ice cream has no competition. it ish GOOD.
5: INTERNATIONAL ANIME FANS WITH LOTS OF SCANSLATIONS OF CLAMP'S NEW MANGA AND SHTUFF YEY
6: ANIME MARATHONS ON CHANNEL 79 YEY
7: got to know my cousins better by the second week. it also happens to be that even though I was antisocial, I stuck to em. ^_^
enuff vacationness...Omi, how've you been? I'm sorry about the whole two week absence bit, but family calls, ya know. I actually had fun in some places, when the mosquito bites I recieved on our 2 day hike to the beach were absent, and when I actually had common subjects with my cousins. chee... well...must return to the same old crap now...and I have to go start translating my pages into spaneesh...ja ne...*runs away from omi w/ a steak knife*
5:36 (1 hour later)
oi...turns out I have a GT class next semester...x_x nooooooooo
mood // tired/headache/back pain/dun wanna go to school~~~
12/17/03
Just finished business exam...like...5 minutes ago? ^^;; it was really easy...I thought it would be hard. Oh well...'cept the fact that the baka next ta me copied most of my answers... *grabs spiky boken* DIE AGAIN CRAPHEAD~~
Woke up late again this morning, rushed, and got to school just when the tardy bell rang...-_- I hope I don't have a tardy; I can't afford another one...
something really odd happened to me yesterday on AIM...
Omi made me meet her stalker...and it was very kowaii desu!! She's my CLONE o___o almost to the very last detail too. (HI CLONE! ^___^) Just not as genki and stoopid as me. ^ ^;; oh well...*grabs safely pin and deflates Omi* XD
Laaance you know I wuv you...but bashing you ith sledgehappers is PHUN! *grabs sledgehammer and bashes him into ground* MOOHAHAHAHA *hack-koff* -__-
I hate being forced to go on trips...-_- I hate the fact that my two worst exams are on the day I hafta leave...damn you, algebra class!! >< what's woerse...we DO have a band exam...wasn't told till yesterday...all the friggin scales and COUNTING!?!? NO ONE'S GOOD AT COUNTING!! AGHHHHHHH *spazzes*
Lessons of the day...(I liek bugging omi with this)
you fall down seven times, get up eight.
never mix vanilla pepsi/coke with three bananas. x_x
If someone looks constipated, they most likely are.
sometimes success is harbored from faliure.
whatever you friggin do, don't deny the moth. chances are he'll sic rabid parents on you. o__o
56k connections suck.
...but then again, psycho moms suck even worse...lots worse...
- THAT IS ALL THE WERDS OF WISDUM FER TODEEY -
mood // starving/lazy as phuck/sleepy
12/13/03
Got a new layout up for
my collective and am working on that wallpaper site I've been ignoring for a while...-_-
mom dragged me out shopping again. It's hard shopping with her because she get's frustrated when I don't like something she likes, especially with clothes x_x I actually don't care what I wear as long as I like it...
Ayan, I got you a random present ^^;; if it's something you find odd, don't complain about it to me...I was gonna get ya something else but mom didn't like it x_x
exams next week aghhhhhhhhhhh~
mood // hungry/suffocating from heavy perfumes/braindead
12/09/03 - beware of RNDM...
-_- Run to fourth next time...*pokes Jou* OHMIGODYERALIVE *glomp* ^___^
nyeheheh.
Omi, IM me and remind me to type up the version I wrote out for Sanctuary...I kept it the same way j00 wrote it, but modified some parts to fit the current storyline...
Braddy edited it pretty heavily (Oo you should see the paper...) and I added her changes. But I wrote my part on a whim so it's REALLY crappy. x_x must werk on that 4th period/this afternoon...
^^;; Stage fright struck everyone again. we sucked at the clarinet quintet in Invercargill and messed up a little in some transitions...*shrugs* oh well. It doesn't really matter since honor band made up for it. ^__^ *bonks James* *sighs* the moth recorded ya playing...it was pretty good ^__^ *mumbles* that's the only thing yer useful for though...*bonks again*
...I told ya, beware of the random...*poke*
one hour later
heh...I'm still in second...there was a fire in one of the boys' bathrooms downstairs(I'm on the second floor) and we stood outside for about 1/2 hour...>D yey. no class. the fire department came too...*sighs* most likely some random guy was skipping class and smoking something or playing with fire or whatever...
baiiiiiiiiiii bell ranggg...nvm. it's about 20 mins later and ayan's next ta me in the library ^__^ chee. *pokes ayan*
nvm. apparently there was a "malfunction" somewhere in the history hall...made lots o smoke and smellyness x_x
chee...</end rant>
mood // tired/dying/WANNA GO HOME T____T
12/08/03
must remember not to come to library to read
Omi's posts. I'm gonna get murdered one day if I start laffing out loud. -_-
It's nice to know we patched things up. ^__^ *glomps omi* spanx for being forgiving...*hands over pile of yaoiness* =D (BTW...I started writing a little on the fic...I'll send it sometime soon)
-_- band concert today. for once I'm not ttoo hyped up about something like this. *sighs* maybe because I've grown too used to it. stupid concerts...*shrug* but they roll in the christmas holiday. x3 *looks under tree* DEMMIT!! *tumbleweed crosses by tree* T__T
went shopping! x3 Came back with $43 less and Gravi 1, Demon Diary 1, X 10 and FAKE 2...and I'm being attacked by people who want to read FAKE...T__T must fend them off...*pulls out cardboard tube* DIEEEE
ayan where were you I waited in the library where did you gooooooooooooo
mood // bored/little nervous/hungry x_x
12/07/03
heh...
you needing anger management? you should've seen me yesterday. now, I'M the one that needs it, not you. XP
you're not stupid...quit calling yourself that. want to see a stupid person or a stampede of em? look at all the people that surround you at school. perfect examples. -_- stupid lazy-ass bastutters >< DIEEEEE
eheh...SUGARYEY today's a national holiday in Nicaragua so I got a literal shitload of candy coarsing through my system at the moment...*laffs like a heero/iori/english naraku mix* Oo candy is weird. *feeds it to evil cousins*
...NOOO SCHOOL TOMORROW AGHHHH
mood // cold/hyper/somewhat bored still
12/06/03 - stupid arguments/cold weather
-_- life is evil sometimes. I dunno, my liife isn't that much of a hell at the moment, but ugh x_x *sighs* stressed out yet again...omi's gone into another fit over my criticism...I mean, I can say what I think, right? I am quite straightforward...I say what's on my mind and that's it. -_- and no, there's no way I can change that (obviously) so if you can't take it, don't dish it out yourself...and truthfully, I am in no position to say such things as well, because I sometimes can't take things; but I live with it instead of letting my fuse burn out of control...I even twist it to my advantage. to think this started because of a stupid meaningless comment over a drawing...
*smiles* I don't appreciate being told to fuck off. but, if you want it that way, fine. at the moment I don't feel that I should be the one to apologize for something that I feel I said was right. maybe I did go overboard a little, but I DID warn you...*shrug* I'll just "fuck off" for now...until I feel things are right...which is most likely not for the rest of this year...
now, onto another subject, so I can quit ranting on about stupid personal issues. IT'S TOO FUCKING COLD DEMMIT *trembles* it's somewhere in the 30's and my ass is freezing off...and this is supposedly the warmest room in the house. x_x owie...neck pain...well, I HAVE been craning over the comp for the past 11 hours...makes sense...*bonks head on desk* skgeakgjr gbed.g/ag; srfgvbsajeg rghaiklbwe.j ahjbmn
I will go away now. fate hates me at the moment.
mood // calm/stressed/cold/pissed/confused
12/05/03
Sorry about being quite dead on Wednesday, Ayan. I was out of it. x_x plus, I was sleepy as hell...Happy B-day again. ^_^ no go buy manga with da green I gave j00. XD
A very sad, sad thing happened to me yesterday...not sad as in cry sad, but sad being stupid -_- My old combo lock on my band locker is one very crappy, stubborn thing, and it revolted against me yesterday. To start off, the symphonic band director got miffed that we were never ready a minute after the bell...he made us pack our instruments and walk out the door to "practice" our timing. -_- He made us lock our lockers, and my intuition told me not to; instead I should've stuffed my instrument in the locker beside mine that had an ill-placed lock...but nooo, I ignored it. -_- result: me standing in front of my locker for a good 20 minutes looking like an ass while everyone else was practicing...-_- life sux. and so do combination locks. now I have a
working one...
-_- you can laff now, Omi.
about Omi & I - we are starting a fic featuring two of our muses. ^_^;; Don't look at me; she came up with it...and now she has such an obsession with it she passed it down to me. -_- I love the fic idea - really angsty with some yaoi x3 - but now I can't even focus in class x_x algebra grade suffering, but I dun give a crap. fic is much more important. XD
Finally managed to finish Memoirs of a Geisha today...really good book. it's extremely hard to put down once you start reading it. at first, though, people were weirded out when they found out I was past the halfway marker of the book on Thursday (I checked it out Wednesday) that they thought I was a little too obsessed with it...oh well. Chiyo was a very well developed character and it ceases to stop amusing me. ^__^
Now, must return to werking on Solace(wallpaper site) and Sanctuary(fic)...
mood // annoyed, yet happy. odd...
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