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| Clever Girl... >> Myself >> Pearls of Wisdom >> Part 6 02 July 2001: You tell me you're in love with me... Rachel says: I'm just like Britney Spears in Sometimes! Kate says: You so are! 05 July 2001: But Audrina doesn't like it in the outside world... But, predictably, when you actually decide to go through with something, it doesn't happen. 19 July 2001: I know I meant to say 'no'... After all, no one likes a bitch, but everyone likes a tease... for a while, at any rate. 29 August 2001: He says he loves me so, but how would I ever know? Codependence is a bitch while it lasts, but it's even more of a bitch when it ends. 03 September 2001: Laughing, daring, never caring... that you hurt me like you do... Of course, I was mad. And the more I thought about it, the more mad I became. It was just such an insult on so many levels. I mean, forget the fact that he didn't tell me about it for |
| 10 months, he only did that to save my feelings, a noble enough cause, I suppose. It was just that... well, to begin with, it was that he didn't care enough about my feelings to forgo a little penile pleasure in order to keep me from being hurt. I'd do that for anyone - he wouldn't even do that for me. 04 September 2001: The PR Campaign The fulfillment of this goal will allow Person B, our client, to enjoy a happy Christmas, NYE, Valentines Day, and 20th birthday, free from shackles of singleton status. 09 September 2001: Was I ever loved by you? In much the same way we all believe Dawson and Joey are soulmates only because we've been told 100 million times, it occured to me only within the past couple of days that perhaps **** and I weren't as good as friends as I thought we were. 29 September 2001: I'm not a yo-yo, I don't come back when I'm thrown... The end of the day - if I'm hanging off a cliff with *list of names*... I lose, I'm dead. And that last sentence nearly made me cry. 04 October 2001: And isn't it sad that I still have to ask if you care? Why people are so adamant about destroying those sweet boys is beyond me. If ****, despite his good looks and intelligence, still is a relative innocent, is not that something that should be cherished and forstered rather than something he needs to be set free from with a whole string of illicit affairs? Once you lose your innocence, your idealism, your romanticism... it's gone forever, you can't just claim it back. previous next back |