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| Clever Girl... >> Myself >> Pearls of Wisdom >> Part 5 09 May 2001: Is this how the book ends? It's funny how things surrounding that whole issue have turned out. I guess it just proves that, in the end, people go back to the people they were with in the beginning. 24 May 2001: Reread, rewrite, redo, undo But... I guess what I'm saying is, we're still in the mindset that one must hide their crushes at all costs. We giggle with our friends over 'cute' guys, we live in fear of people finding out who we like. But why? And when are we finally going to grow up and realise that romance and sex are a part of ordinary, everyday experience, not something to oo and ahhh over? 25 May 2001: Sex sex sex! Just because I can critique society does not mean I am not an object of its creation. 29 May 2001: You look okay, in every way... When I don't see **** sometimes I forget just how incredibly attractive he is. Today, when he walked in, I was almost bowled over by how goodlooking he is. His features may not be quite as flawless as ECB's... but... yeah, there's just something about him. |
| 13 June 2001: The greatest thing you'll ever learn... And it was then that I realised one of the main reasons I loved **** so much. Aside from the obvious things - his achievements, his innate goodness - one thing **** had which no one else has ever had was... well, he saw something in me that no one had ever seen before, or, if they had, something that no one had ever articulated properly. He saw something in me that *I* didn't even realise was there, something beyond the archetypal 'clever girl', beyond 'pretty and feminine'. And the fact that he could, he DID see, this visionary, inspiring person in me has inspired me to try to become that person, to work on that part of myself. 13 June 2001: It's the laughter we will remember... "Wanna come to the Mardi Gras with us, YOU HOMOPHOBIC FUCK?!?" previous next back |