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When did it happen that it all became noise. Noise that just blends into your life. Noise that you no longer noticed. Imagine yourself as a kid. You life was your life. Imagine yourself... carefree, young, relaxed, you own the will do to anything and pursue dreams that were only detoured by other interests. You had your life and that was all you needed... that was happiness... determination to the unknown. Control of your own life....everything else was just background noise. So one day the reality of the real world hits you and you get immersed into this life that you fall into which has no understanding. It's your map that leads to no treasure. You fall into your job and work and work and work. This is all you know now. This life of yours has become a routine. This life has changed your thought process. This life had taken you. Everything else has become background noise.

I don't know when this transition happened. One day I am interested in everything in this world where purpose had no reason. The background noise in my life was just that.... un-interesting, useless noise. When did it happen that things changed and my career engulfed me where that is all I focus on. The important things that I have in my life have become the background noise now. It has taken a step back. I failed to see it happen. I miss things. I miss things that were. I miss things that were important in my life. I miss days that never ended and nights that lasted forever. I miss unplanned meetings with strangers, now friends. I miss getting off the phone after a long talk and just smiling. I miss feeling too young. I missed when noise was all I missed...