May 28, 2003

Sometimes I feel like the world just sucks...
Then I have days like today...... It started off with typical Vancouver weather...RAIN. Then it became the nicest day. Sunny and Hot. We are having the weirdest transition from Spring to Summer. Got back on the blades tonight and enjoyed the open air with good friends. Things happen and we always wish we were somewhere else... in my case.... Japan. All these thing build up inside and you wish that you can just get up and go...go for something new and exciting. You want to start off fresh. I find myself getting this feeling all to often. Just wanting to get up and blow another small fortune on another vacation. It's the turmoils that make us enjoy these vacations so much. I sometimes forget that the reason I have not already moved away is that there is more in the city you call home than the crap that we go through. Days like today, where we get to just hang out, good weather to just chill, and the carefree nature of a bunch of kids, reminds me of why I love to live here. I just wish that we had more days like this. More chance to see every in such relaxed nature. It just seem that these day are too rare and so far apart. They almost remind me of the peacefulness you get on vacation.... well, back to reality and to work and the crap...
Look for me to be complaining
tomorrow. Today has to end sometime......