12/27, Fri
You know that saying "Sex is the quickest way to ruin a friendship." ? I tooottaaallly agree... And that includes sex-related shit. I know I take my time way too much and that I'm selfish, but it's the only way I know. These feelings that I feel somehow don't feel right. I wouldn't want to feel pleasure without returning the favor. It makes me feel bad. Plus, the thought of a *tooot* just makes me sick. (Figure out what *tooot* is.) Ugh. Change topic--
My brother sent us a webcam and we've been tripping on it, taking pictures and making videos. Click on my pic (yuuucckk..hehe) to view my new pix:
To the person who went to my house last night,
you know who you are,
you left your bracelet...hehe
My whole day was really boring. So during the evening, we kept moving from place to place, not caring about the money we spent on taxis. (I think we rode, like, 5 taxis or something). At around 10pm, Nicole arrived at our house. So medyo lang hindi lang kami dalawa ni Tracy kundi tatlo na kami nabato sa bahay. We decided to meet up with our cousins, who were at the night market in Eastwood. Before leaving the house, we couldn't help tripping once more on the webcam.
Kulit, noh?
When we arrived at Eastwood, paalis na rin yung cousins namin. I played with my niece Taylor for a while and then they left already. We walked around, trying not to be bored. Then, we saw Lex at Mama Rosa. (Lex is one of Tracy's best friends). She was already drunk. And since she was a funny person, she became twice as funny. Basta ang kulit, grabe. Tawa lang ako ng tawa. We all ate our late dinner at Mcdo and then we brought Lex back to Mama Rosa.
Later on, we met up with Jayce and Joseph at the night market. They ate at Country Waffles and we just accompanied them. Medyo lang kakain lang namin...hehe. For a short time, Jayce and I talked about what's been happening in our lives. But me being me, I didn't tell her everything. Basta yun na yun.
After that, we went separate ways so I was left with Tracy and Nicole once more. We decided to just go home and forget how boring the night turned out. But when we arrived home, wala pa yatang 30mins, umalis na naman kami. We ended up going to Shell at Marcos Highway. Mali pa nga yung una naming pinuntahan, eh. The reason why we went there was because Rap invited us. Tapos, siya yung wala doon, ang labo. But the three of us understood why. He was drunk and had just broken up with his gf. So, maybe he did things he didn't know about or said things he wasn't serious about. So what happened was we bought beer for him and then we took a taxi (again!) going to his house. When we got there, he was already drunk. Duh.
We stayed in their guestroom and nagkwentuhan lang kami. And of course, uminom. But I only drank one bottle of San Mig Light. I really don't like beer. Lasang sabon talaga. Sayang nga walang gin pom but then again I didn't want to get drunk cause I was already sleepy to begin with. I woke up really early today--9am, I think. Eh medyo lang, 4am na nun. We got home at around 6am or something. Basta may araw na.
Takot nga ko kasi sabi ni Mom 4am sila aalis ng Los Banos. Buti wala pa sila ni Candice when we arrived. Sigh..
I still had the energy to freshen up. You know, brush my teeth and wash my face. But after that, I totally collapsed on my bed. What a night.
12/26, Thu
Post-Christmas Day...
I just got home from the province today. Tracy and I took the bus. I had a really crappy Christmas Eve. It didn't feel like Christmas at all. Sometimes I wonder why Christmas gets sadder each year. Is it just me or can everyone else feel it? Oh well, anyway, the rest of my stay in Los Banos was pretty much okay. Last Thursday, me & Lizza took the bus going there after cruising around Greenhills. I was really tired that day but it was okay because we got to unwind after. It's true what Lizza said that if you have a g in Los Banos on a Thursday night you get to see a lot of people who are also from Manila. I saw a lot of cuties. Hehe.
Contrary to what we told Lizza's parents, we had a drinking session instead of watching the Parokya concert in Baker Hall. We stayed in this place called Isis. Ang kapal nga ng mukha namin, eh. We used their umbrella table but we didn't buy anything there. We bought our own drinks in a nearby sari-sari store: two bottles of Island Punch, pomelo and pineapple, plus, a separate gin with a lime mixer. Traydor talaga. I got drunk and was trying not to show it. Although the way I walked pretty much gave me away.
Lizza's friends are kinda old but they're alright. After drinking, we played billiards at this other place called Kisses. Weird, noh? Anyway, I played okay but for some reason, I didn't win a single game. I shot most of my balls but the 8-ball often goes in or it scratches whenever I try to shoot it. Malas lang talaga. Tapos, may buwisit pa kami na kasama dun. Basta, bad trip talaga ako sa mukha nya and sa ugali. Arghhhhh....
We got home at around 3:30am. We got locked out for awhile and then Tita Connie woke up. We told her that the concert finished at around 3 and surprisingly, she bought it. Hehe.
What happened for the rest of the days is kind of hard to remember. Basically, we just hung out at Vega to smoke or we played with Ate Anne's kids, Taylor and Dakota. Really cute little girls. Oh, and we also drank IP last night with other cousins. Got drunk again and mom noticed. She didn't mind--I guess she was already used to it. She even asked for a puff when she saw me smoking. I didn't let her. Hehe.
I hope I don't get bored tonight. I need something (or someone) to hype me up because I feel really drained and out of it.
12/18, Wed
I was really tired from all that fixing and cleaning yesterday. I had to tidy up a little bit because my niece Taylor and my cousin Lizza were both coming over (but not together). By 11pm, I was already in bed. My eyelids were all heavy already when suddenly, thoughts of that movie "Ring" came to me. My eyes flew open and I was forced to sit up. I tried thinking of happy thoughts, like the dreams I had for the past two days. (Believe me, I was smiling when I woke up...hehe). I smoked one stick and drank a glass of water. Finally, I resorted to sleeping with the light on.
It was a PG-13 movie and yet thinking about it at night scares the shit out of me. Even if I wasn't screaming much while watching the movie itself last Sunday. (Well, maybe once or twice). Am I being a baby or is the movie really that good?
12/16, Mon
I've been sleeping a lot the past two days. Must be the medicines I've been taking. Last week my throat got so sore that even my ears hurt everytime I swallowed. But I'm feeling much better now.
When I took my nap today, I had a dream. There was this boy. He went to our house and wanted to spend time with me. I liked him instantly but the truth was, I didn't even know him. We did everything together, as though we were in a relationship but he was total stranger. I didn't know his name and right now, I can't even remember his face. I have dreams like this every now and then and I wonder why. Anyway, back to reality...
My weekend was okay but Saturday night really sucked. It was Jaycette's party and I didn't make it. You see, I was coming from the province that night and I had no idea that the traffic was really bad. Usually, the trip from Los Banos to Manila took only an hour or so, so I left 2 hours before the party (6pm) so I can arrive "fashionably late". So much for that crap. I should have been a freakin "early bird" instead. Why? Well, simply because it was sooooooo traffic in Calamba we got stuck there for 5 hours! What a drag. Halos maloka na ko dun sa car. By the time we got out of the traffic it was already 12mn and I arrived at Manila an hour after. I called Jayce to see if I could still spend a few minutes at her party but she told me that they were already getting ready to go home. Haaayyy nako. Oh well, I learned my lesson.
But I guess it's okay. My last hours in Los Banos was fun. Tracy, Lizza, Jay and I played billiards at this place. No one was there so we basically clowned around. And even if I haven't play for a long time, I could say that my shots were okay. The last game was the best. Chamba lang yung shot pero pumasok. It was positioned in a way that the cue ball and the 8-ball were parallel to each other and were in the middle of two corner pockets. Figure it out. Hehe. And the only way to shoot it was to make the cue ball bounce to the wall with an angle that would hit the 8-ball. Kaya nga tuwang tuwa ako when I managed to shoot it. Hehe. Babaw, nohh..
12/08, Sun
Once more, I had a great weekend. Probably not as unforgettable as last week but still a lot of fun. I got to spend time with people I love and people who make me laugh (my favorite people). Friday night, Jayce and I bought some drinks--ladies' drinks such as Vodka Cruiser and Cruiser Ice. She only finished half a bottle. I finished 2 and a half. Grabe, iba talaga tama ng vodka to me. Parang I often have heartburn cause of it. Pero masarap siya kaya it's still my fave. Not just any vodka--Kristov Vodka, I mean.
We fell asleep at around 2am and woke up at around 10. Jayce said I talked in my sleep. Actually I can remember a bit cause I was only half asleep. Her phone was ringing and her ringtone was my old one so I thought it was mine. When the ringing stopped, I suddenly said "Hello?". I swear, talking in my sleep is one of my least favorite habits. Especially when it happens when I sleep over at someone else's house. Anyway, Jayce made me gago even more by calling my lola. So my lola called me and thought I wanted to make pasundo already. Damn. I was still mega sleepy. Oh well, Jaycette will always be Jaycette, I figured, so I just got up and fixed my stuff.
I arrived at my cousins' house feeling very groggy. I also ate a lot there. I have a very strong feeling that I've gained weight, considering that I also engaged in food trips last week. Anyway, Roz and Zela were required to watch this basketball game at Marikina Riverbanks. I went with them cause I didn't want to be left there. It was so hot when we arrived, my head was probably bad-smelling by the time we got home.
I was supposed to sleep over at their house when Tracy called me and asked me to go to Vyjay's dorm. I wanted to but I didn't want to take a taxi alone. So they passed by and picked me up. We didn't stay at the dorm. Instead, we went to Rap's house (again...hehe). Instant replay of last week except that we didn't stay at Rap's for long. We went directly to JJ's. In truth, I could still feel the alcohol inside my body but I still drank some gin pom. Except at some times when Justin used his finger to stir the gin pom (ewwwwww). And besides, the way he mixed the stuff came on too strong. Kulay pa lang ang pangit na eh. By the way, Justin is their friend. He's from Kostka before and he's really funny. But I can't quite figure out why his jokes are mostly about himself. But who cares anyway, we were laughing our asses off. Btw, aside from Justin, some other people were there...Rey-an, this guy named JC, I think, Cocoy, Carlo...not really sure of the names. Tracy, Nicole and I were the only girls there.
We went home earlier than usual. 2:30 am I think. But it's better that way. I was still tired from Friday night. I lacked sleep. When we got home, I was supposed to use the net after Tracy but I lost the strength and patience to wait. I dozed off immediately upon lying down.
12/02, Mon
What a weekend.
It all started Friday night. So let's backtrack...
Our cousin Lizza decided to hang out with us, despite what her mom said about going out late at night. I'm telling you--her mother is impossible. (More on that later) Anyway, we took the MRT going to Mega Mall, because that's where we wanted to stay while waiting for a g. Absent-mindedly, we rode the wrong train. So we had to go back, of course. Somehow, amidst the skeptical guards and the snobbish ticket attendant, we got to our destination.
At the mall, there was really nothing to do. It got to a point wherein we were starting to get irritated at each other because no one was suggesting anything. We finally resorted to visiting my other cousins, Roz and Zela, at our old house. But first we had to pick up Nicole, Tracy's friend. On the way there, Tracy suddenly decided that we go somewhere else after fetching Nicole. Her other friend, Rap, invited us to come over. Inuman daw. Lizza and I were, like, "Game!" Finally. Something fun to do.
The driver in the taxi we rode going to Rap's was friendly. Lizza even talked to him about her problems! Haha.. So anyway, when we finally got to Rap's, we hung out at his Kuya Rey-an's room. It was filled with Ja-Rule, Tupac, Eminem posters and the like. When Rap finally finished taking his shower, we transferred outside. We drank gin pom and had corned beef and balot for our pulutan. The gin was Ginebra, the strong kind that kanto boys drink. Before, I had promised myself never to drink that again because it always made me queasy. But that night, tungga naman ako ng tungga. Siguro lumalakas na yung tolerance ko. Hehe.
Later on, I got tipsy. But the show must go on. For everyone, of course. We transferred to JJ's house. (JJ is Rap's neighbor) On the way there, we were all talkative and pagewang-gewang na yung mga lakad. When we got there we stayed in JJ's room. Rey-an and JJ bought more drinks so the rest of us just waited there, smoking and dancing. Yes, dancing. Grabe para kaming mga tanga, pero masaya. Tapos, si Lizza nakakatawa--parang naka-E! Hehe... Later on, our drinks finally arrived. Island Punch naman. Alright. That's so much better. Easier to drink. And maybe that's why I drank a little too much. Traydor talaga ang gin. But I can still remember some stuff. Like the time they were punching the gin bottles saying, "Mga demonyo! Itumba ang demonyo!" or something. Basta ang kukulit namin. Then, they were also shouting, "God is good?!" Tapos may sasagot, "All the time!" ... hehehe... I remember when mom called at around 2am, they were shouting that and singing that stupid "Alive, Alive" song (whatever the title may be). Mom got pissed and said, "Bye na nga!" I just laughed it off.
Later on, they bought some more drinks. Ayaw talaga namin tumigil kahit lasing na kami.
Some of us had new nicknames. Nicole is "isaw girl" because she was so kulit about getting some isaw at that time of the night. Or morning. Lizza is "nurse". La lang...because of her course in college, maybe. But she was asleep most of the time. First time niya yata malasing ng ganoon. Hehe... They called me p.t. (as in, physical therapist) because that's supposedly my future job. But ironically, I kept stepping at Rap and Rey-an's feet. I even hurt myself because right now, I have this painful bump on my forehead. They said it was because I kept "hiding" inside the closet. Weird, huh? Oh, by the way Tracy's nickname is "pillow". Cause she's soft and fat! Haha... Ang lalabo namin that night.
Someone turned off the lights. So some of us kept collapsing on the floor. Si Nicole, nadaganan nila Rey-an at JJ. Pero sa kama. Si Rap napahiga sa floor, eh. He had cheese balls all over his back. Then he kept complaining that his back hurt. We looked at his back.Gasgas lang naman. He probably got it from "escaping". Rey-an dragged him back to the room because he was trying to crawl out. Of course, we were worried because he was super drunk. He said it himself. Despite me being drunk as well, I managed to catch Rap by the stairs cause he almost fell down. Tracy and I guided him back inside and we put ice on his back.
We must have lost track of time because we left there at around 4am already. Only a few of us were talking in the car. Everyone was n.r. already. We were tired. And I also didn't want to talk because my throat was sore and my voice was raspy. When we finally got home, we ate. Tracy made herself some instant noodles, while Lizza and I made sauce for the leftover pasta. Dun na nawala yung amats ko. But I was still sleepy. We rested for a while but then we remembered that Lizza had to go home. So sleepless as we were, we still managed to leave the house. We also had another problem. Pinalayas si Nicole ng mom niya. We decided to bring her with us.
We rode a taxi going to the bus station. I slept in the taxi and slept some more in the bus. After an hour, we arrived in Los Banos, all bangag and shit. On the way to Lizza's house, we were thinking of an explanation regarding Nicole's excess baggage. We figured that maybe Tita Connie was already asleep. We were wrong. Ang tagal namin nakatayo dun. Sermon inabot namin. Bad trip. I can't remember everything she said because I didn't want to listen to her annoying speech anyway. Tapos, di daw namin sinasagot cellphones namin. Well, sorry, noh! None of us wanted to talk to her. Tapos sabi niya di na daw kami mukhang sariwang babae. Tangna, ang labo. She said that Lizza shouldn't sleep in the same room with us because all we'd do was talk. Hello?! La pa nga kaming tulog, tapos magk-kwentuhan pa kami. Hay nako, ang sarap sipain. I'd even feel guilty if she was a nice person. But, no. Everytime I stay there, I don't feel like a guest. She always tells us to clean the house, wash the dishes, etc. Argh! I hate her! During her sermon, I secretly prayed that her tongue would fall off.
My body was tired but my mind didn't want to go to sleep, as usual. I fell asleep 2 hours after our arrival. We woke up at around 12nn. I took a shower and we were all set to show Nicole around when Tita Connie called us again. This time, she wanted us to go to Lizza. That's because Lizza didn't want to talk to her so she locked herself up inside her room. Haha. Who would want to listen to her? So anyway, we decided to wake up Lizza. She didn't look too good. Her eyes were all puffy. When we went down, Tita Connie was talking to her pero deadma lang siya. We went out after that. We stayed in this place called Isis. We just talked and smoked there.
Grabe, feeling ko, 27 na waistline ko. I couldn't help it. None of us could. The food there was delicious so we kept going on endless food trips. Sunday night we stopped eating. We also slept at Vyjay's house because we were all leaving for Manila earlier today. Kulang na naman kaming lahat sa tulog. I slept at around 2am and we left for Manila around 5am.
There's no place like home. Earlier today, I ate breakfast, freshened up and just collapsed on my bed to catch some Zzzzs.
