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Page Three of 2000... Who knew one person could ever feel so much? At this point I just love writing poems because it is such a good release for me and I love re-reading them and saying, "Yeah I wrote that." I love it when one of my own poems gives me goose-bumbs, it's the coolest feeling. |
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9-17 There's a woman who is so beautiful inside. This woman peope see, she holds herself with pride. Everything in her world is wonderful at a glance. But everything underneath is torn apart, no second chance. You see, she smiles to the crowd, reassures them they're okay, but her heart is silently wishing someone will care for her someday. If only one person would forever hold her tight, then maybe her inner beauty would be seen in every light. |
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9-5 Watch me lovingly with Your sweet and sparkling eyes Tell me i'm beautiful It's me you want by your side Understand that opening up Isn't easy for me to do I have only one confident In which I know she's true Show me you're the one Help me through the aching times Tell me you're the one to Reach my heart inside Take me in your arms Hear my silent words Know how much I need you and How without you I hurt I know that someday, you'll Realize you need me, too Someday i'll feel beautiful, Someday when i'm with you |
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10-12 Pull me into your arms Wrap them around me tight Make me feel secure and Worryless throughout the night Protect me from the darkness Show me you care Understand that to hurt inside I can no longer bear Stroke my hair softly Wipe away my tears Let me know I can trust you When you're holding me near Make me feel wanted And beautiful inside Help me to see that with you I no longer have to hide. |
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9-15 I thought that maybe someday Someone would love me true I've hoped that maybe someday That someone would be you I've just counted on the fact That mama said there's love for me, "He's just hiding himself now, he'll come out in time, you'll see." So far I see nothing but Cold and lonely nights ahead So far my heart is empty No sweet, true words have been said I feel as though I've searched and the world has let me down Although so far the world Is this selfish little town I feel a warmth running down my face, tracing over My lashes then cheek My tears have started to form The emptiness grows larger in me. |
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10-23 I need you here by my trembling side To help stable my emotions, you're the reason I cry So you've sailed away into your own hectic world Nothing will ever be the same You've forgotten your little girl All I wanted was a father All you wanted was a drink All I need is to be held All you need is time to think Make up your mind It's about time you grow up I can't hurt over you anymore My heart has lost all hope But, I guess it's not so bad I'll never want you back Cause you've stolen my heart And you'll never be a true dad. |
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12-24 I'm wanting you now, needing you inside. My heart won't rest until I feel the calmness of your hands upon my face. Soft, gentle touch; Feeling an embrace full of love that lightens my heart as I fall to my knees, begging you to stay. I'm so frightened you'll leave me crying at the trace of your footsteps, leading to the door of emptiness. Afraid you won't see me standing before you, silently confessing my love for you. I fall to my knees, praying, please stay. Make me your own as I take you in and care for you, feel for you, make you my own. If only you could see the need in me that will only be satisfied when you fill the hole in my life, wipe the tears from my eyes, and love me-- always. I'm begging you to stay; to make me whole. |
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12-30 Look at her heart How she hurts inside Look at her lips Unleashing silent cries The curve of her face Trembles with fear Her eyebrows tensify As she holds in tears She cries to the moon "Help me find my soul. Where am I in this image? Help me console." She gets no reply The world is a blur She cries to herself There is no one for her This face she sees Right here and now Is shattered by Herself somehow She just wants to be loved God, Just to be held If only she could love herself She wouldn't feel so alone |
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