2000...I have one feeling that controls the destiny of my happiness, when will I fall in love, who is going to hold me?
4-13
Tell me where to go, show me what to do
Help me understand, what i'm going through
Is this supposed to be real,all these feelings inside?
How do I know what's right,why do I have to hide?
Please, hold me, grab me by the heart
Keep me together I hate falling apart
Let me cry to you, please just let me cry
Love me always just stay by my side
I really need to be held so long and tight
Don't want anymore struggles
For the rest of the night
Let me dream in your arms
Of that peaceful land
Let everything be right in the
Life I can't understand
2-23
I'm wanting you now
More than ever before
I'm waiting for the day
You'll walk through my door
Telling me you're here
To love and care for me
Telling me it's okay now
You're never going to leave
You'd capture my heart
With the rhythm of your hands
By holding and protecting me
Telling me you understand
You'd make me laugh
And kiss away my tears
And make me feel needed
Throughout the years
I would confide in you
All that's been trapped inside
I'd feel satisfaction knowing
I no longer have to hide
I'd feel all these things so
Wonderful and new
I'd bathe myself in the beauty of the dream
Never to come true.
3-6
I love your smile
I wish you were mine
I want to hold you
Be with you all the time
Do you see me needing you?
Do you see me crying to you?
Please, understand,
I'm scared of that place
It's a mystery to me
I've never felt such embrace
Keep holding me
Reassure me you're here
Hold me tight
I no longer want to fear
The fear of being alone
Lurks in my heart
My pain is tattoed in my mind
And I can't tear it apart
Can't you hear my crys
Needing you now?
Please, understand, how much
I love your smile.
4-25
Feel my heart throbbing in pain
It's your words driving me insane
Feel my loss deep inside
Understand the reasons I hide
I don't know you, I don't know me
But you seem to know all...
So set me free
4-18
Knowing from experience
That what I feel inside
Will get lost in my heart
And the thoughts will subside
I will no longer think of you
As the sweet guy you could be
I'll know you're hard to find
So I won't let you hurt me
You'll walk right by my soul
And trample on my heart
But this time i'm not giving in
I'll set myself apart
I want the confusion
Of your glares and smiles
To be meaningless and gone
From my life for awhile
Maybe i'll let you back in
And the chances are actually strong, but you've confused
My emotions for way too long.
4-27
I stopped to catch my breath
To take a look into my life
I reached out for that hand
That i've offered so many times
No one seemed to be there
They all have run away
And now i've come to realize
All i've needed to say
I've never hesitated to listen
Dropped all my needs
I've tried to understand goals
You were trying to seize
I've lost myself inside
Everything I've ever felt
Was slowly taken away
When you covered me in guilt
To Mom
5-12
For all the nights you saved me
From my terrifying dreams
For making my days brighter
When the sunshine hides its gleam
For telling me you love me
Even thought I make you mad
For showing me life's beauty
And holding me when i'm sad
For being the one who believes
Pushing me in the right direction
For never letting me down
Or failing to show affection
You've carried me through life
With a steady grasp upon my hand and through
The hard times you've
Helped me to understand
For never being hesitant about
Dropping all your needs
No matter what the problem
You're always here for me
When I scrapped my knees
Or got that bad grade, or
When I just start crying cause
I've had one of those days
You're here for me and I
Don't know how much I can stress that without
You in my life my
World would be a mess
A successful woman
Mom, daughter and wife
A heroic image in
Loved ones minds
Never forget How much I
Appreciate all that you do
You're my favorite mom
And i'll always need you.
7-2
To feel this way is so unreal
Having you next to me I never thought i'd feel
Gentle hands that know how to touch, exploring my body
I'm wanting you so much
I had lost myself, I was no longer alive, then you took me in your arms and I felt so revived
I trusted you to show me what to do
I'd hoped you'd understand, my first
Experience was with you
I wanted more, but now i've
unleashed my secret
I can't believe myself
You said you don't regret it
I want to be with you
if only for a night
to be the one in your arms
and hold you tight
7-22
Ive never had those manly arms
To protect me when i'm scared
I've never had those strong hands
To show me how much they care
I've always felt alone in the sense
That you didn't care for me
Always thought things would get Better, you'd be a real father to me
You've always been the one to
Hide behind my shadows
Never planning to come out to
Regain your lost glow
Never once said the words
Daughter needs to hear
I've never heard "You're beautiful"My life with you is so unclear
Although i've had the gentle hands
To carry me through life
I need those strong manly hands
To take me out of this strife
8-7
Just looking at you makes me want you so much
Then I taste your sweet kiss and feel your soft touch
You drive me crazy inside with all the wonderful things you say
Did I hear you say i'm beautiful?  No one's ever made me feel this way
The way you pull me to you, the way you never let me go
Gives me the safety feeling I never thought i'd know
I want to be with you every moment of the day
I wish we had this before cause soon you'll go away
Keep on holding, keep whispering in my ear
Keep kissing me and for the moment, stay near
God, you are so charming, it seems so unreal yet right
That for a short time, this beautiful man, wanted me in his life.
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