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mauJasao maora doSa mat CInaao

ek vao idna ik jaOsao–tOsao inapTayaa jaata javaaba , , ,mau_o nahIM imalato , , ,@yaa ilaKa jaayaoÆ jaOsao jabad-stI bajaanao ko ilae galao maoM pD,a kao[- Z,aola hao.

ifr ek yao idna ik mau_o barsanao lagao AaOr jagah kma pD,nao lagaI , , ,lagaa ik samaud` kI AnaMt lahraoM kI trh¸ ek imaTI nahIM ik dUsarI ifr haijar. iktnaa BaI ilaKao¸ khnao ko ilae bahut kuC bacaa hI rh jaata.

maamaUlaI iSaYTacaar vaSa Sau$ ikyaa gayaa p~acaar QaIro–QaIro Kasa banata huAa.

mahja AaOpcaairkta vahna ka maksad Aba ek AaMtirk tlaba maoM $paMtirt.

p~ baaolanao lagao , , ,kanaaoM maoM rsa Gaaolanao lagao , , ,)dya kao ek prmaanaMd donao lagao. laMbao sao laMbaa p~ BaI CaoTa laganao lagaa. p~ ka baokrarI sao [Mtjaar rhnao lagaa. p~ Aata tao jaOsao KuiSayaaoM ka ipTara Kula jaata. ek iKlaa huAa mauskrata caohra , , ,dp–dpatI dao Aasa> AaMKoM¸ KuSabaUdar pMKuD,I–saI Ait snaoihla dao baahoM AaOr dao iva*vala–Aatur AQar , , ,p~ sao inaklakr saamanao p`kT hao jaato AaOr [nako jaadu[- spSa- sao ijasma ko paor–paor maanaao rivaSaMkr ko isatar ko tar kI trh laya maoM JanaJanaa ]zto , , ,iqark ]zto.

phlaI maulaakat yaa phlaa pircaya kTk ko ek laoKk–sammaolana maoM. imatBaaYaI¸ AMtrmauKI AaOr Alaga–qalaga rhnaovaalao pavasa kao pta nahIM iksa Antp`o-rNaa nao ]ksaayaa ik Qvaina kao ]sanao namaskar krto hue Apnaa naama bata idyaa. ]sao yah KuSafhmaI qaI ik maaohtrmaa ja$r ]sao jaanatI haoMgaI. phcaananao kI kaoiSaSa krtI hu[- ]sanao kha¸"lagata hO Aapka naama saunaa hO , , ,Saayad Aapko pazkIya p~ Capto hOM pi~kaAaoM maoM." jaOsao AaOMQao maMuh igara pavasa , , ,pccaIsa vaYaao-M sao p~–pi~kaAaoM maoM ilaKnao–Cpnao vaalao saat–Aaz pustkaoM ko laoKk kI @yaa yahI AaOkat ik ]sao vah tk nahIM jaanatI jaao Kud kao laoiKka khtI hO. [sao @yaa kha jaayao , , ,pavasa ko laoKna kI inarqa-kta¸ saaih%ya kI dyanaIyata yaa ifr kiqat laoiKka kI kUpmaMDUktaÑ

Qvaina Wara hu–ba–hU eosaa hI Aip`ya dRSya ka p`vat-na sammaolana ko Agalao idna BaI. ek laoKk ]sao iJaD,kto hue kh rha qaa¸ "Aba tk maOM tIna baar Aapkao Apnaa naama bata cauka hMU AaOr Aaja Aap caaOqaI baar ifr pUC rhI hOM." kla sao Kud kI kMuza ko kzGaro maoM baMd pavasa [sao saunakr jaOsao mau> hao gayaa. ]sanao [sa maaOko kao lapk ilayaa¸ "yah maODma Apnao isavaa Saayad iksaI kao nahIM phcaanatIM. mahja caar–paMca khanaI ilaK laonao ko baad yao SaaOikyaa AaOr fOSanaobala laoiKkayaoM pUrI duinayaa kao Apnao kd sao CaoTa samaJanao lagatI hOM. [sa svanaamaQanya AaOr Aa%mamaugQa dovaI nao kla mauJao BaI phcaananaa ApnaI Saana ko iKlaaf samaJaa."

Aasapasa ko saBaI laoKk saaqaI tajjauba maoM. Cpnao ko maamalao maoM pavasa nao ApnaI inarMtrta barkrar rKI qaI , , ,[sa dRiYT sao inaScaya hI ]saka naama Anajaanaa nahIM qaa. ]phasa BarI najaraoM ko baaNa AaOr cauBanaovaalaI naukIlaI Kusaur–fusaur ko CIToM igarnao lagao Qvaina pr. Qvaina ekdma Aaht , , ,AsaMyat , , ,Aisqar , , ,caohra laala. pavasa kI kcaaoT qaaoD,I–saI kma haotI hu[-.

Qvaina [sa trh nava-sa ik ApnaI caala pr BaI kabaU nahIM. kaya-Ëma–sqala kI trf jaato hue icaknao fSa- pr ifsala gayaI. ]sao doKto hI gaMUja gayaI ek samavaot hMsaI vyaMgya kI. vah JaoMpkr kRi~ma hMsaI idKanao lagaI. ek ifkra saunaa[- pD,a¸ "maODma¸ @yaaoM igartI hao [sa trh , , ,Aavaaja dao¸ hma haqa baZ,akr qaamanao ko ilae tOyaar hOM." Qvaina icaZ,kr Aaga babaUlaa. pavasa kao lagaa ik Aba jyaada hao gayaa , , ,]sako BaItr kuC psaIjata huAa. sabasao AaMKoM bacaakr Kod p`kT kr Dalaa¸ "Qvaina¸ maOMnao eosaa nahIM caaha qaa ik tumhoM [sa trh GasaITa jaayao. PlaIja , , ,mauJao galat mat samaJanaa."
Qvaina nao jabaD,o caZ,a ilayao AaOr tovar kao AaOr sa#t banaa ilayaa¸ "tumhoM na phcaananao ka mauJao Aba kao[- Afsaaosa nahIM hO¸ tuma vaak[- [sa laayak nahIM hao ik tumhoM phcaanaa jaayao."

pavasa kao ifr sao ibanaa ksaUr ek jaaordar pTkinayaaM. vah caarao Kanao icat. maMuh sao Aah BaI inakalanao ka kao[- maaOka nahIM. phlaI maulaakat ka yah ~asad pTaxaop.

kao[- dao mahInao baad Ap`%yaiSat $p sao ek p~ Qvaina ka. iksaI pi~ka maoM pavasa kI ek khanaI CpI. Qvaina nao pZ, laI AaOr ilaKa¸ "tumharI khanaI nao bahut p`Baaivat ikyaa. puranaI pi~kaAaoM maoM ZMUZ,kr tumharI kuC AaOr khainayaaM BaI pZ,nao kao baotaba hao ]zI. tuma ek AcCo laoKk hao , , ,tumhoM phcaana na sakI¸ Aba vaak[- [saka mauJao pScaatap hO. maorI smaRit kao jaIvana ko inama-ma hadsaaoM nao saabaut nahIM rhnao idyaa hO¸ yah maorI ek ~asadI hO , , ,ijaMdgaI nao maoro saaqa eosao p`hsana rcaoM hOM ik Agar maOMnao saaih%ya kao saMbala na banaa ilayaa haota tao Aaja Apnaa naama BaI BaUla gayaI haotI , , ,mauJao xamaa kr donaa ik tumharo saaqa maOMnao AaSaanaukUla bata-va nahIM ikyaa. p~ao%tr daogao tao tsallaI haogaI."

pavasa nao ilaKa¸ "QvainaÑ haM¸ yah saca hO ik kTk ko AaGaat kI pID,a ivasmaRt nahIM kr payaa hMU¸ pr eosao hadsao tao A@sar haoto hI rhto hOM. maoro FlaOTvaalao AaOr Aasa–pD,aosa ko laaoga BaI nahIM jaanato ik maOM laoKk hMU. rat maoM phra donaovaalaa idla bahadur mauJasao jyaada laaokip`ya hO ka^laaonaI maoM. maorI p%naI maoro laoKk haonao kao sabasao GaiTyaa kama maanatI hO. tumhoM BaUla jaanao kI Aadt hO , , ,mauJao tao lagata hO ik yah ek AvagauNa nahIM gauNa hO. )dya kI ek mau>avasqaa hO. maOM Apnao AtIt ko bahut saaro ja#ma¸ fjaIht¸ AaMsaU¸ Apmaana AaOr hadsao BaUla jaanaa caahta hMU¸ laoikna ek pla ko ilae BaI ]nhoM BaUla nahIM pata."

Qvaina kao AcCa lagaa yah p~. nakara%mak pxa kao BaI sakara%mak Baava maoM badla donao ka caatuya-Ñ p~aoM ka isalaisalaa yahaM sao cala inaklaa. ek p~ maoM Qvaina nao ilaKa – "Apnao baaro maoM @yaa ilaKMU pavasaÆ jaIvana kI p`at:baolaa maoM hI ek baulaDaojar calaa AaOr ]sanao raOMd idyaa saaro sapnaaoM kao. pit ko $p maoM iksmat nao mauJao ek AatMk saaOMp idyaa jaao trh–trh kI yaatnaayaoM dokr mauJa pr khr Zanao kao hI Pyaar krnaa samaJata qaa. p%naI ]sako ilae ivakRt sao@sa AaOr jaailama A%yaacaar ka ek ]pkrNa maa~ qaI. dao saala SaarIirk AaOr maanaisak p`taD,naaAaoM kao k[-–k[- AMga–BaMga AaOr AnaimaTo icanhaoM ko iGanaaOnao taohfo ko $p maoM sah laonao ko baad maOMnao AMtt: ]sao CaoD, idyaa. pnd`h vaYa- hao gayao. ek baoTa hO ijasaka BaivaYya saMvaarnao kI ivaiBanna caunaaOityaaoM sao jaUJatI rhtI hMU. tIna Aa%maIya Baa[- hOM¸ maaM hO¸ [nhIM ko saaqa saMyau> pirvaar maoM rh rhI hMU. laoKna kI trf ijatnaa kuC baZ, payaI hMU¸ Apnao [nhIM tInaaoM Baa[yaaoM ko calato. Aaja ijasa p`kar tumhoM ilaK laotI hMU¸ phlao eosaa nahIM kr patI qaI. kao[- @yaa saaocaogaa , , ,xaNa–xaNa yah saMkaoca AaOr pairvaairk ilahaja mauJao iSaiqala kr doto qao. Aba jaakr inaBaI-k hao gayaI hMU , , ,caMUik bahut AcCa banakr BaI jaInao ka hEa doK ilayaa. Aba tuma ApnaI bataAao¸ tuma kOsao hao , , ,ijatnaa samaJa payaI hMU ]sasao lagata hO ik ga`hNa khIM tumharo jaIvana pr BaI hO."

pavasa nao ilaKa – "tumanao zIk hI Anaumaana lagaayaa hO Qvaina. maoro saaqa BaI p`aya: eosaa hI hO ik p`itkUlata maoM hI jyaadatr basar krnaa maora nasaIba rha. baahr tao mauJao k[- tilKyaaoM sao gaujarnaa pD,a hI¸ Gar nao BaI mauJao nahIM ba#Saa. yah saamaanya QaarNaa hO ik AiQakaMSa saflata ko pICo ek AaOrt kI p`orNaa inaiht haotI hO. maoro saMdBa- maoM BaI yah raya laagaU haotI hO¸ laoikna ]saka naama p`orNaa nahIM yaM~Naa hO. yaM~Naa hI naama idyaa jaa sakta hO [sa p`vaRi%t ka ijasako tht kdma–kdma pr Asahyaaoga hao¸ kD,vao vacana hao¸ AivaSvaasa hao¸ laaMCna hao¸ iQa@kar hao AaOr ihMs~ vyavahar hao. ek AaOrt kI Aaor sao eosao A%yaacaar bahut banaavaTI AaOr AjaIba laga sakto hOM , , ,k[- baar tao mauJao ApnaI hI ivaDMbanaa ka yakIna nahIM haota. maOM [sao sah rha hMU yah samaJakr ik Saayad yah maoro laoKkIya QaOya- ka [mthana hao ik doKoM baccaU¸ [sa ikcaikca AaOr klah maoM tuma Apnaa Qyaana iktnaa koind`t kr pato hao. halaaMik k[- baar TUTa hO maora BaI QaOya- AaOr AaËamak evaM pSau bananaa pD,a hO mauJao. Saayad laoKk nahIM haota , , ,,kuC idKavaa AaOr kuC svaaBaaivakta daonaaoM hI str pr maana–sammaana¸ mayaa-da¸ laaokacaar tqaa baD,o hao rho tIna baccaaoM ko BaivaYya kI prvaah na haotI tao inaiScat $p sao ApnaI ijaMdgaI ko Kato sao p%naI naama ko [sa badrMga evaM manahUsa pnnao kao naaoMca Dalata. laoikna [sa maamalao maoM maOM [tnaa BaI$ hMU ik Apnao hI Gar maoM maOM ]sao bada-St kr rha hMU jaao mauJao Apnaa sabasao baD,a duSmana samaJatI hO."

p~aoM sao hI daonaaoM nao yah mahsaUsa kr ilayaa ik vao ek–dUsaro kI BaavanaaAaoM evaM ArmaanaaoM ko bahut inakT hao gayao hOM , , ,kao[- ek samaana tar hO jaao ]nhoM ek saU~ maoM jaaoD, rha hO , , ,daonaaoM ko hI BaItr ek ]dasa¸ inaraSa AaOr baIrana KalaIpna hO ijasao Barnao kI Avacaotna maoM ek Avya> tD,p ivaVmaana hO. daonaaoM kI hI pirisqaityaaM AaOr halat yah AaBaasa donao lagao ik vao ek–dUsaro ko manaaonaukUla hOM. ek caMubakIya bala KIMcanao lagaa ]nhoM.

Qvaina nao AnauraoQa Baojaa ik Aba ]sasao vah imalanaa caahtI hO. Apnao cala rho ek ]pnyaasa pr vah pramaSa- krnaa caahtI hO. pavasa maoM BaI imalanao kI [cCa p`bala hao rhI qaI.

dUsarI maulaakat gayaa ko ek haoTla maoM.
imaihr nao faona ikyaa¸ "QvainaÑ maOM Aa gayaa hMU tumharo Sahr."

Qvaina KuSaI sao cahk ]zI¸ yaaoM jaOsao hirp`saad jaI nao baaMsaurI maoM ek fMUk lagaa dI hao¸ "khaM hao¸ iksa haoTla maoMÆ Akolao hao naÑ"
pavasa nao haoTla ka naama AaOr pta batato hue kha¸ "Akolao nahIM hMU , , ,saaqa maoM maora ek daost hO , , ,."
"ho BagavaanaÑ maOM @yaa [tnaI DravanaI hMU ik saaqa maoM baa^DIgaaD- lao Aayao. mauJao tumasao imalanaa hO pavasa¸ isaf- tumasao. qaaoD,I dor baad mauJao faona krao ik maOM tumasao khaM imalaMU Akolao maoM."

pavasa ka saara eka]MT gaD,baD, hao gayaa. ]sanao tao jara fMUkkr kdma rKnao kI kaoiSaSa kI qaI ik pta nahIM p~aoM maoM eosaa Kulaapna AaQauinak saMskRit ka ek AMga hao , , ,Akolao jaanao ka kao[- galat matlaba na inakala ilayaa jaayao.

qaaoD,I dor baad pavasa nao ifr faona ikyaa¸ "QvainaÑ Aba maOM Akolao hMU , , ,jaao saaqa Aayaa qaa vah Apnao irStodar ko pasa calaa gayaa."
Qvaina nao kha¸ "maOM faOrna Aa rhI hMU."

caMd imanaTaoM maoM hI Qvaina haijar. lagaa ik baotar ko pasa tar ko inaimaYa maa~ maoM AanaovaalaI Qvaina kI trh hvaa maoM tOrkr Aa gayaI qaI. nagar kI hrdma jaama rhnaovaalaI T/Oifk kao ]sakI baosaba`I nao maanaao AaOkat bata dI hao.

daonaaoM ek–dUsaro kao doKto rh gayao , , ,maugQa , , ,Aplak. Sabd ko ibanaa BaI saMvaad hao rho qao , , ,AQaraoM sao , , ,nayanaaoM saoÑ daonaaoM ko hI Antsqala maoM jaOsao ibaismallaah KaM kI saurIlaI Sahnaa[- raga malhar gaakr AlaaOikk saMsaar rca rhI qaI. Qvaina Baagakr AayaI qaI ibanaa iksaI banaava–EaMRgaar ko , , ,ibanaa iksaI Kasa vas~ ko. ]saka Ait saaQaarNapna hI ek AsaaQaarNapna ka ehsaasa do rha qaa. SaIrI¸ hIr AaOr laOlaa ko A@sa Tpk rho qao ]sakI poSaanaI sao , , ,]sako huilayao sao.

pavasa nao drvaajaa Kulaa CaoD, idyaa , , ,samaJa nahIM payaa qaa ik @yaa kro , , ,kmaro maoM AkolaI laD,kIÑ Qvaina ka [sa trf Qyaana gayaa AaOr ]sanao baoiJaJak drvaajaa baMd kr idyaa , , ,isaTknaI BaI caZ,a dI. imaihr ka eka]MT ifr gaD,baD,. baOznao ko ilae khnao kI BaI sauiQa nahIM rhI. Qvaina plaMga pr palaqaI maarkr Aarama sao Kud hI baOz gayaI AaOr ]sasao kha¸ "baOzao maoro pasa , , ,maoro saamanao."
baOzto hue pUCa pavasa nao¸ "kOsaI hao tumaÆ"
"AcCI nahIM hMU , , ,tumhoM doKnao kI tlaba nao mauJao baocaOna banaa idyaa qaa.

Qvaina ko saaMvalao caohro pr ek fIkI AaOr gahrI hMsaI itr AayaI. pavasa tinak trla hao Aayaa , , ,p`tIt huAa jaOsao BaItr KuSabauAaoM ka ek JaaoMka bahnao lagaa. kuC dor tk [sa Aivarla ehsaasa kao vah Apnao BaItr mahsaUsata rha.

"iktnaa Aagao phMucaa tumhara ]pnyaasaÆ"
"mahInaaoM tk AnaaqaaEamaaoM ko ca@kr lagaanao ko baad isaf- saaz–sa%tr pnnao , , ,Aba ATk gayaI hMU , , ,ivaSvaasa nahIM hao rha ik naok AaOr punaIt kma- kI AaD, maoM [tnao baD,o–baD,o jaGanya ApraQa AaOr inakRYT pap kI KotI kI jaa rhI hO. [sa duinayaa maoM jara–saa JaaMkkr hI maOM isahr gayaI hMU , , ,magar ja$rt hO AaOr BaI gahro ]trnao kI , , ,drvaajaa nahIM imala rha¸ khaM sao p`vaoSa k$M , , ,khIM drvaajao ka AaBaasa haota BaI hO tao vahaM KMUKar AaOr sa#t phro lagao hOM. ]na sa#t phraoM kao Baodnaa hO mauJao , , ,yah Aasaana nahIM hO , , ,jaanatI hMU ik Agar [sao Baod BaI ilayaa tao jaao saIiZ,yaaM AMQaoro maoM AMDrga`a]MD ]trtI hOM¸ vahIM sao AMDrvalD- ko vahSaI AaOr baba-r karnaamao kI ku$pta sao saamanaa haonao lagata hO , , ,vahIM sao ek sao baZ,kr ek Bayaanak¸ Ktrnaak AaOr KaOfnaak rasto inaklato hOM. iksaI kao pa^koTmaar banaayaa jaata hO tao iksaI kao ]za[gaIr , , ,iksaI kao h%yaara banaayaa jaata hO tao iksaI kao AatMkvaadI , , ,iksaI kao DakU banaayaa jaata hO tao iksaI kao AphrNakta-. yahIM sao gaulaamaI¸ vaoSyaavaRi%t yaa jauma- kI doSa–ivadoSa kI maMiDyaaoM ko ilae yatIma laD,ikyaaoM kI haolasaola saaOdobaajaI haotI hO. Balaa krnao ko naama pr duinayaa kao Kraba krnao ka [tnaa iGanaaOnaa p`pMcaÑ tumharo Sahr maoM BaI tao ek AnaaqaaEama hO¸ ]saka @yaa hala hO , , ,tumhoM hO ]sako baaro maoM kao[- jaanakarIÆ"

"bahut baura hala hO , , ,kma sao kma ek hjaar ikssao tao maOM jaanata hMU ]sako baaro maoM. baccaaoM ko gaudo-¸ AaMKoM AaOr )dya tk ko saaOdo krko [nhoM maaOt ko maMuh maoM Zkolanao ka yahaM karaobaar calaayaa jaata hO."
pla Bar ko ilae Qvaina AcaimBat rh gayaI¸ "AnaaqaaEama sao irsakr naalao kI Sa@la QaarNa krnao ko ijatnao ikssao hOM tumharo pasa¸ mauJao saBaI caaihe." Apnao psa- sao ]sanao klama AaOr kagaja inakala ilayaa¸ "PlaIja ek–ek kr bataAao¸ maOM naaoT krtI calaMUgaI."
"iflmaaoM maoM tao tumanao doKo hI haoMgao¸ haqa–pOr kaTkr [nasao BaIK tk maMgavaayao jaato hOM. yah saBaI jaanato hOM pr khaM kuC haota hO. doSa ko kNa-Qaar maanao jaanaovaalao safodpaoSa laaoga hI [na QaMQaaoM kI rIZ, hOM¸ jaba rxak hI Baxak bana jaayao tao kao[- @yaa kr sakta hO. hmaaro Sahr maoM vaoSyaalaya calaanao kI [jaajat nahIM hO¸ magar yahaM Aanaovaalao baD,o vyaapairyaaoM¸ AiQakairyaaoM AaOr rajanaotaAaoM kI Saanadar maohmaananavaajaI maoM AnaaqaaEama kI laD,ikyaaM jabarna praosaI jaatI hOM , , ,@labaaoM¸ haoTlaaoM AaOr byaUTIpala-raoM maoM [naka [stomaala ikyaa jaata hO , , ,."
khIM Kao gayaI Qvaina¸ ifr jara $kkr pUCa ]sanao¸ "maanavata ko maaqao pr vaoSyaavaRi%t ka klaMk @yaa [sa duinayaa ko rhto kBaI imaT nahIM payaogaaÆ"

pavasa nao [saka kao[- javaaba nahIM idyaa.

Qvaina nao jaOsao kuC taD, ilayaa¸ "pavasa ek baat pMUCMU¸ saca–saca batanaa¸ @yaa tuma gayao hao kBaI vaoSyaalayaÆ"

pavasa ka ek eka]MT ifr gaD,baD, , , ,@yaa javaaba do vahÑ JaUz tao nahIM baaolaa jaa sakta. saMbaMQaaoM kI KD,I haonaovaalaI saMBaaivat [maart kI bauinayaad maoM hI JaUz kI saImaoMTÑ ]sanao tya ikyaa ik vah saca hI khogaa¸ caaho ]saka AMjaama icat hao yaa pT. ]sanao kha¸ "haM¸ gayaa hMU¸ dao baar."
Qvaina jaOsao ]Cla pD,I iksaI rbar kI trh¸ "tuma gayao hao dao baarÑ"
pavasa nao kha¸ "maOM jaananaa caahta qaa ik AaiKr yah vaoSyaaAaoM ka baajaar haota @yaa hOÑ"
Qvaina ]sasao jara ivastar sao AaOr Kulakr batanao ka AnauraoQa krnao lagaI. kha¸ "maOM BaI [sao jaananaa caahtI hMU."

pavasa nao Apnao vaoSyaagamana ko daonaaoM ikssao hU–ba–hU saamanao rK idyao.

Qvaina AcaMBao maoM qaI , , ,ek hI kama–vaasanaa , , ,]sakI ek hI rsaatla AaOr ]samaoM DUbakr klaMikt haonao ko iktnao–iktnao ikssao , , ,. hr kaoza Alaga , , ,hr vaoSyaa Alaga , , ,hr AadmaI Alaga. kao[- AadmaI @yaa Apnaa hI klaMk [tnaI maasaUimayat sao bayaana kr sakta hOÑ iktnaa bauwu hO yah pavasaÑ

]sakI AaMKaoM kI gahra[- maoM kuC ihlaaoroM ]znao lagaIM¸ "pavasa¸ maOM bahut gahro AsamaMjasa maoM qaI ik p~aoM sao jaao GainaYzta banaI hO¸ Aamanao–saamanao haonao ko baad khIM vah p`Baaivat na hao jaayaoÆ k[- baar p~aoM ao jaao GainaYzta banaI hO¸ Aamanao–saamanao haonao ko baad khIM vah kuC AaOr inakla AatI hOM. ApoxaaAaoM kao bahut htaSa AaOr maayaUsa haonaa pD,ta hO. mauJao hYa- hO ik tumasao imalakr eosaa nahIM huAa¸ bailk ]%saah ek saIZ,I AaOr }pr caZ, Aayaa."

pavasa @yaa kho , , ,]sako kanaaoM maoM jaOsao ikSaaorI AmaaoNakr ka Aalaap gaMUjanao lagaa. vah sainQa ko caohro kao pZ,ta rha¸ yaaoM jaOsao kailadasa ka maoGadUt pZ, rha hao.

Agalao idna Qvaina ko Gar pr Kanao ka AamaM~Na. baIca ko saaolah–A{arh GaMTo ek–dUsaro ko #vaabaaoM ko ihMDaolaaoM pr savaar ek ivaica~ trMga AaOr ]maMga maoM , , ,faona sao vao baar–baar jauD,o hue¸ Aavaaja saunanao–saunaanao ko ilae Aatur iva*vala. lagata ik faona maoM Aavaaja nahIM¸ kao[- nadI bah rhI hO klakla , , ,ClaCla. nadI maoM panaI kI jagah kivatayaoM , , ,Saor , , ,p`SaMsaayaoM , , ,p`SaistyaaM. Kanao ka samaya haoto hI Aaturta sao baulaavao pr baulaavaa Sau$ , , ,Aa^ifiSayala vyastta sao mau> haoto–haoto imaihr vahaM jaanao ko ilae vyaakula.

Kanao maoM jaaordar [Mtjaama , , ,pavasa Kakr tRPt¸ Qvaina iKlaakr tRPt. ]sanao Apnaa kmara idKayaa , , ,Apnaa baukSaolf AaOr ApnaI iktabaoM , , ,khanaI–saMga`h AaOr ]pnyaasa. ek CaoTo sao FlaOT maoM saMyau> pirvaar AaOr ]samaoM CaoTa saa ek tMga kaonaa Qvaina AaOr ]sako javaana hao rho baoTo ka , , ,jaOsao sToSana kI BaID, maoM dubaka–izzka ek eosaa yaa~I ijasako gaMtvya kI T/ona sada ko ilae r_ kr dI gayaI. Qvaina yahIM isamaTkr rcatI hO khanaI – ]pnyaasa. vah ibanaa Kud Kayao pavasa ko saaqa Aa gayaI haoTla maoM. Aaja pavasa kI vaapsaI qaI.

daonaaoM phlao sao kuC AaOr krIba.

pavasa nao pUCa¸ "Qvaina¸ tumhM Dr nahIM lagaa , , ,haoTla ko [sa baMd kmaro maoM tuma mauJasao Akolao imala rhI hao kla sao."
"p~acaar sao vyai>%va kI ek QaarNaa tao bana hI jaatI hO. tuma SaOtana AaOr duja-na hao ³vaËaoi> maoM´ [saka Anaumaana mauJao hao gayaa qaa. AaOr maana laao tuma Anaumaana sao [tr BaI inaklato tao jyaada sao jyaada @yaa kr laotoÆ jabad-stI krto tao Saaor macaanao maoM mauJao kao[- iJaJak nahIM haotI¸ caMUik maoro }pr Aba mayaa-da kI kao[- caadr nahIM hO. maOM iksaI ko p`it javaabadoh nahIM hMU. duinayaa AaOr samaaja kao maOMnao bahut doK ilayaa. tuma Kud hI klpnaa krao ik ijasa AaOrt nao pnd`h saala phlao pit kao CaoD, idyaa hao¸ ]sao iktnaa kuC saunanaa–sahnaa pD,a haogaa. Aba tao jaOsao prvaah p`uf hao gayaI hMU maOM."
"saaih%ya nao tumhoM bahut bahadur AaOr parKI banaa idyaa lagata hO."
"saaih%ya ko karNa hI maOM jaIivat rh sakI hMU , , ,nahIM tao jaIvana kI inassaarta baar–baar mauJao htaSa kr dotI qaI. rcanaa–kma- maoM rat–idna Kud kao Kpa dotI hMU tao ek saaqa-kta kI AnauBaUit sao }jaa- imala jaatI hO. BaartIya Saas~Iya saMgaIt pr AaQaairt Apnaa ipClaa ]pnyaasa pUra krto hue maOMnao eosaI gailayaaoM AaOr maaohllaaoM kI yaa~ayaoM kI hOM jaao ihmaalaya yaa~a kI trh mauiSkla qaIM. laoikna maOMnao jaaoiKma ]za ilayaa¸ caMUik mauJao kuC BaI Kaonao–gaMvaanao ka Dr nahIM qaa¸ Saayad [saIilae maOM vah ]pnyaasa pUra kr sakI."
"tumanao vaak[- kmaala ikyaa hO¸ Qvaina. pi~ka maoM jaba [sakI kuC Qaaravaaihk kiD,yaaM maOMnao pZ,I tao hzat ivaSvaasa nahIM huAa ik [sao ek maihlaa nao ilaKa hO. doKnaa yah ]pnyaasa tumhoM bahut p`itYza idlaayaogaa."
"ihndI maoM p`itYza hO hI khaM pavasa , , ,p`itYza tao imalatI hO AMga`ojaI ]pnyaasakaraoM kao. rajakmala Jaa¸ ivaËma saoz¸ A$MQatI raya¸ pMkja imaEaa¸ doKao¸ rataorat sTar AaOr maalaamaala bana gayao."
"mauJao yao naama kt[- fOisanaoT nahIM krto. maOM ilaKta hMU tao isaf- ~asaidyaaoM AaOr ivaDMbanaaAaoM ko WnWaoM ka saMQaana hI maa~ ]_oSya nahIM haota¸ ApnaI BaaYaa kI ]ma`¸ saoht AaOr ilayaakt baZ,anaa BaI hmaara laxya haota hO. ihndI hmaarI maatRBaaYaa hO¸ maOM ilaKta hMU tao [sailae ilaKta hMU ik mauJao ihndI maoM ilaKnaa hO."

Qvaina kI AaMKaoM maoM sahmait kI prCa[-M nahIM qaI. Apnao caohro pr sammaaohna ko Baava laakr ]sanao baat badla dI¸ "pavasaÑ Aaja tuma calao jaaAaogao. tumharo dao idna ko p`vaasa maoM hmanao caaOdh–pnd`h GaMTo saaqa ibatayao , , ,pnd`h vaYaao-M maoM eosaa phlaI baar huAa ik maayaUsaI khIM dubak gayaI AaOr KuSaI ka pOmaanaa Clak–Clak gayaa. mauJao yao lamhoM baar–baar yaad AayaoMgao."
"mauJao BaI QvainaÑ mauJao tao baar–baar saMSaya huAa ik maorI ijaMdgaI ka yaqaaqa- [tnaa KUbasaUrt BaI hao sakta hO. maoro ilae tumanao gayaa ka ek nayaa Aqa- do idyaa hO."

Qvaina ko caohro pr ek GaTa Aasai> kI. pavasa kI daonaaoM hqaoilayaaoM kao Apnao gaalaaoM sao lagaa ilayaa. ibajalaI–saI ek toja isahrna pavasa kI QamainayaaoM maoM p`ivaYT. Qvaina ko haozaoM sao ek svat:sfut- Aalaap jaOsaa p`sfuiTt¸ "Aa[- lava yaU pavasa , , ,Aa[- lava yaU , , ,."

pavasa kao lagaa ik ]sao dao pMK inakla Aayao AaOr vah AakaSa maoM ]D,nao lagaa. Agalao hI pla daonaaoM ek–dUsaro ko AailaMgana maoM , , ,jaOsao vao caalaIsa par ko dao AiBaSaPt AQaoD, nahIM varna yaaOvana kI dhlaIja pr KD,o dao yauvaa )dya haoM. Apnao–Apnao mauK–saraovar maoM Barkr ek–dUsaro ko AQaraoM kao ek saaqa vao caUmanao lagao. ]nhoM laga rha qaa ik pUro ba`*maaMD maoM isaf- yao caar AQar hOM AaOr kuC BaI nahIM.

pavasa nao p~ ilaKa – "vaapsa Aa gayaa hMU pr ek badlao hue $p maoM. ijasa pavasa kao maOM gayaa lao gayaa qaa ]sao Qvainamaya krko tumanao ]sakI AaVaopant kayaapalaT kr dI hO. nahIM samaJa maoM Aa rha ik Apnao $TIna kao pTrI pr kOsao laa}M. ]zto–]zto basa tuma hI tuma idKa[- dotI hao. ijasa iksaI sao imala rha hMU¸ mana krta hO tumharo baaro maoM hI baatoM krta rhMU. ek baD,I ]plaibQa imalanao kI trh Aa*laad ka kao[- paravaar nahIM hO. k[- trh ko ivacaar jaganao lagao hOM ik mana maoM ]ma` ka Kyaala hmaoM nahIM laanaa hO. jaao kuC bacaa hO vah kma nahIM hOM¸ ]nhoM saMBaalanaa hO. hma bacaI ]ma` kao pUrI iSa_t sao ijayaoMgao AaOr Apnao baIto ka malaala Qaao DalaoMgao. jaao vyaqa- calaa gayaa hma ]saka syaapa nahIM kroMgao¸ jaao hmaoM haisala huAa hma ]saka ]%sava kroMgao. ek tumharo imala jaanao sao Aba ijaMdgaI sao bahut saarI iSakayatoM¸ bahut saaro malaala¸ bahut saaro xaaoBa¸ bahut saaro rMja¸ bahut saaro AaËaoSa K%ma hao gayao hOM."
Qvaina nao ilaKa – "ek jagah pZ,a qaa ik AadmaI vah haota hO ijasako pasa jaakr CaoTo sao CaoTa AadmaI BaI svayaM kao qaaoD,a baD,a samaJanao lagata hO. tumanao ijasa p`kar mauJao maana idyaa¸ kBaI faona pr¸ kBaI p`%yaxa , , ,nahIM jaanatI iktnaa tumharo )dya sao inaklaa , , ,pr [tnaa saca hO ik tuma bahut–bahut AcCo hao¸ bahut Baaolao¸ bahut bauwu¸ bahut bauiwmaana¸ saba kuC , , ,maoro¸ isaf- maoro. Aaja Saama kao GaUmato–GaUmato ifr maMidr phMuca gayaI. Aaja sao saaolah–sa~h vaYa- pUva- BaI [saI p`kar ek naama kao )dya maoM basaakr saMvaad krnaa caaha qaa¸ vah naama ek ivanaaSakarI garla saaibat huAa , , ,Aaja ifr ek maUrt AaMKaoM maoM basa gayaI hO. kao[- maUrt AaMKaoM maoM basa jaayao tao )dya ]pasanaa–gaRh bana jaata hO. tao Aaja ek CaoTa ]pasanaa–gaRh ek baD,o ]pasanaa–gaRh maoM samaaivaYT haonao gayaa qaa , , ,yah knfosa krnao ik maOMnao tao isaf- ek naama ApnaI ijaMdgaI maoM caaha qaa , , ,Saayad vah yahI naama qaa jaao jaIvana ko AaiKrI pD,ava maoM Aayaa maoro pasa , , ,basa Aba AaOr nahIM. Aba kao[- naama kanaaoM maoM na pD,o , , ,kao[- AaOr saUrt mauJao na idKo. basa pavasa , , ,AaOr basa pavasa , , ,ApnaI pUrI gairmaa AaOr }Mcaa[yaaoM ko saaqa. ijasao doKnao ko ilae mauJao sadOva isar ]zanaa pD,o , , ,ijasao doKkr mauJao lagao ik maOM [sakI Aa^lTr [gaao hMU."
imaihr ka ek AaOr caunaa huAa p~ – "QvainaÑ Aba tumasao Anamaaola AaOr naayaaba caIja maoro ilae kuC BaI nahIM. tumhoM maOM nahIM samaJaa sakMUgaa ik maOMnao tumamaoM @yaa doKa , , ,ek idvya sammaaohna¸ dohatIt saugaMQa¸ vaNa-NaatIt toja AaOr Ainava-canaIya saaOMdya-Ñ [nhoM iksa saM&a sao puka$M¸ mauJao nahIM maalaUma. tumharo ilaKo ek–ek Sabd jaOsao maIra ko Aalaap bana gayao haoM , , ,Pyaar maoM gahro DUbaI Aa%maa sao eosaI hI saMgaItmaya Qvaina inaklatI hO. tumharI pUrI kayaa jaOsao ek isatar bana gayaI hO , , ,maOM bahut tRPt AaOr sarabaaor hao rha hMU. tumharo p`itpla hao rho saMvaad kao maOM p`itpla ga`hNa kr rha hMU. tuma kBaI mauJasao inaraSa yaa naaraja mat haonaa¸ nahIM tao AMthIna AMQaoraoM ko baIca ]gao maoro saUya- kao ga`hNa laga jaayaogaa AaOr maOM ifr ]jaalaaivahIna hao jaa}Mgaa."

Qvaina ka ]%tr – "tumharo saMsaga- nao maorI [tnaI prtaoM kao Kaolaa hO , , ,[tnaa kuC jagaayaa hO , , ,[tnaa kuC Kaojaa hO , , ,[saka mauJao phlao kt[- ehsaasa nahIM qaa. tumhoM Pyaar krnao ko baad sacamauca lagata hO jaOsao yah pRqvaI jyaada saMudr AaOr jyaada rhnao yaaogya hao gayaI hO. tumanao ilaKa hO ik kma ilaKo kao BaI jyaada samaJaao , , ,tao eosaa hO mahaSaya¸ tumharo kma ilaKo kao tao @yaa¸ AnailaKo tk kao samaJanao lagaI hMU. yah sadOva yaad rKnaa pavasa ik maoro roigastanaI jaIvana maoM p`oma AaOr EaMRgaar ko jaao BaI fUla iKlao hOM¸ vao tumharo calato , , ,varnaa ijaMdgaI maoM maOMnao doKo hI @yaa qao , , ,jaao BaI kaomala–kaomala mauJao imalaa hO vah tumasao. yaid tumhoM maOMnao Pyaar nahIM idyaa , , ,naaraja kr idyaa tao yah tumasao nahIM [-Svar ko p`it kRtGnata AaOr vaadaiKlaafI haogaI. maOM tumharo Sahr Aa rhI hMU , , ,tumharo saaqa dao idna ibata}MgaI AaOr Apnao BaItr Zor saarI saMjaIvanaI Barkr lao Aa}MgaI."

AgalaI maulaakat ramagaZ, ko paSva- maoM isqat p`It ivahar irsaaoT- maoM. p`akRitk CTaAaoM ko baIca saRijat yah irsaaoT- Anaupma , , ,Ad\Baut. isvaimaMga pula , , ,Jarnao , , ,phaD, , , ,JaUlao , , ,rMga–ibarMgao fUla , , ,fla¸ KUbasaUrtI AaOr hiryaalaI sao lado BaaMit–BaaMit ko maugQakarI poD,. jaOsao dao p`omaI–Aa%maaAaoM ko AiBasaar ko ilae hI gaZ,a gayaa hao yah sqala. ]nmau> AaOr inaW-nW Pyaar ko ilae yahaM kao[- dIvaar nahIM , , ,kao[- AvaraoQa nahIM.

Qvaina nao kha¸ "tumharo Sahr Aanao ko pICo maoro k[- maksad inaiht hOM. phlaa – tumhoM kBaI yah na lagao ik s~I haonao ka Anauicat fayada ]za}MgaI. yaid tuma gayaa jaa sakto hao tao maOM ramagaZ, @yaaoM nahIM Aa saktI. dUsara – GarvaalaaoM kao BaI maanaisak $p sao tOyaar krtI jaa}M ik Aba maOM baahr inaklaMUgaI¸ mauJao kao[- maMijala imala gayaI hO. tIsara – tumhoM yah ehsaasa hao ik maOM tuma pr bao[Mtha Baraosaa krtI hMU AaOr tumharo saaqa maOM khIM BaI jaa saktI hMU."

pavasa jaOsao inahala hao ]za¸ "Qvaina mauJao ivaSvaasa nahIM hao rha ik maora Acaanak eosaa Baagyaaodya hao gayaa hO AaOr ek parsa ko $p maoM mauJao tuma imala gayaI hao. tumharo saahcaya- sao Aba mauJao Apnao–Aap pr fK` haonao lagaa hO. saaih%ya maoM mauJao Aba tk kao[- purskar nahIM imalaa laoikna tumharo imala jaanao ko baad eosaa lagata hO ik duinayaa ka sabasao baD,a purskar mauJao imala gayaa hO. doKnaa¸ Aba tumharI p`orNaa AaOr p`ao%saahna ko ]va-rk sao maora laoKna ek nayao ixaitja kI trf AaraohNa kr sakogaa."
"tumanao ibalkula zIk kha pavasa. hmaara ek–dUsaro ko p`it samaip-t haonaa tBaI saaqa-k haogaa jaba hma ek–dUsaro ka EaoYz ]Baar sakoM. maoro ilae tao tumharI AMtrMgata filat BaI haonao lagaI hO , , ,AnaaqaaEamaaoM pr AaQaairt maora baIca maoM $ka ]pnyaasa Aba kafI Aagao baZ, calaa hO."

mauidt hao ]za pavasa¸ "Qvaina¸ yah tumanao ek bahut AcCI Kbar saunaayaI. mauJao tao Dr qaa ik khIM [Sk hmaoM inakmmaa na kr do , , ,magar tumanao [sao inama-Ula saaibat kr idyaa. baaolaao¸ [sa KuSaI maoM maOM tumhoM @yaa dMUÆ jaao caahao¸ maaMga laao."
"tumharo Pyaar sao baZ,kr Aba maoro ilae kuC BaI nahIM pavasa. basa [sao kBaI kma na krnaa."
"eosaa huAa tao samaJanaa ik maOM tumasao jyaada Apnao Aap pr Anyaaya krnao lagaa hMU."
"ek baat ka Qyaana rKnaa , , ,Gar–pirvaar ko p`it BaI kao[- Anyaaya na hao. bailk haonaa yah caaihe ik saccao p`omaI ko mana maoM sabako p`it ragaa%makta baZ, jaayao , , ,]sako Wara iksaI kI BaI ]poxaa yaa inaradr na hao. ApnaI Aaor sao maOM tumhoM phlao hI bata donaa caahtI hMU ik maOM saMyau> pirvaar maoM rhtI hMU , , ,sabako p`it maoro kuC daiya%va hOM , , ,baUZ,I maaM ko p`it , , ,baImaar BaaBaI ko p`it AaOr sabasao jyaada Apnao baoTo ko p`it. baap ko nahIM rhnao kI vajah sao baoTa bacapna sao hI [Misa@yaaoD- rha AaOr mauJa pr pUrI trh AaiEat BaI. ek naamaI skUla jaa^na eMjaolsa maoM pZ,ta hO , , ,baarhvaI kxaa maoM hOM , , ,sa~h saala ka hao gayaa magar Aaja BaI maoro saaqa hI saaota hO , , ,tar maoM k[- baar ]sao Apnao sar pr maoro spSa- kI tlaba haotI hO. pZ,nao ko samaya maOM ]sako saamanao baOzI na rhMU tao ]saka mana ekaga`icat nahIM haota. [sailae prIxaa ko samaya tao ]sako saaqa maora haonaa inataMt AavaSyak haota hO. ta%pya- yah ik Gar kI kuC eosaI ivaYama pirisqaityaaoM ko calato kBaI maOM tumhoM manaaonaukUla rospaMD na kr pa}M tao samaJa laonaa ik ja$r maorI kao[- ivavaSata hO AaOr [saka tuma baura mat maana laonaa."
"ek baat khMU Qvaina¸" mataMtr ko gahro icanh caohro pr ]Bar Aayao pr ]sao jara narma banaato hue kha pavasa nao¸ "baoTo kao [tnaa praiEat mat banaa dao , , ,]sao Alaga saaokr javaana haonao dao AaOr Apnaa vyai>%va ivakisat krnao dao. isaf- saaqa saulaa laonao sao hI bahut Pyaar nahIM hao jaata. KOr¸ maOM tuma pr ApnaI kao[- raya jabarna qaaopnaa nahIM caahta. haM¸ yah ja$r jaananaa caahta hMU ik tuma ijasa rasto pr cala pD,I hao , , ,GarvaalaaoM kI [samaoM Aapi%t hu[- tao ifr tumhara samaaQaana @yaa haogaaÑ"
"Garvaalao tao KuSa haoMgao maoro [sa nayao ivakasa pr. Anyaqaa ]nhaoMnao tao maana ilayaa qaa ik maOM saaQvaI yaa sanyaaisana hao gayaI hMU AaOr maorI iksaI ko saaqa kao[- daostI hao hI nahIM saktI , , ,mauJao kao[- jaMca hI nahIM sakta AaOr maOM iksaI ko saaqa inaBaa hI nahIM saktI. drAsala pit ko zaokr AaOr QaaoKa Kanao ko baad maora ivaSvaasa khIM jamata hI nahIM qaa AaOr mauJao lagata qaa ik yah saMsaar Pyaar ko yaaogya hO hI nahIM."

pavasa nao ]sako gaalaaoM kao qapqapa idyaa AaOr ]sakI hqaoilayaaoM kao Apnao haqaaoM maoM Bar ilayaa jaOsao Baraosaa idlaa rha hao ik Pyaar krnao vaalaaoM ko ilae [sa duinayaa sao baohtr jagah kao[- AaOr hao hI nahIM saktI.

daonaaoM ek–dUsaro kI duba-lataAaoM ko prkaoTaoM kao icainht kr laonaa caahto qao taik saaqa inaBaanao maoM ]nasao kao[- caUk na hao. pavasa nao laxya ikyaa ik pirvaar AaOr pu~ ko ilae [sako mana maoM ek Kasa trh ka maaoh hO. baatcaIt ko Ëma maoM Qvaina ka ek AaOr pxa ]jaagar huAa. ]sanao batayaa¸ "ipClao idnaaoM caica-t AMga`ojaI ]pnyaasa "id sao@SauAla iDvaa[na" ko laoKk pMkja Samaa- [MiDyana [MiglaSa naa^vaola pr ek saooimanaar maoM baaolanao ko ilae yaUinavaisa-TI Wara AamaMi~t qao. maOM ApnaI ek AMga`ojaI p`aQyaaipka daost ko saaqa ]sasao imalanao calaI gayaI. pavasa¸ mauJao ]samaoM ek BaI ivalaxaNata najar nahIM AayaI¸ magar ]sanao AMga`ojaI maoM kuC ilaK ilayaa AaOr ]sao laokr ek eosaI jagah eop`aoca banaa ilayaa jahaM ek kNa kao phaD, maoM tbdIla krnaovaalao GaaGa ]stadaoM ko mahajaala fOlao haoto hO¸ basa ]sao tIna laaK Da^lar Aiga`ma p`aPt hao gayao. maOMnao ]sasao Apnao nayao ]pnyaasa ka saar–saMxaop batayaa. vah ]Cla pD,a. kha – [samaoM naotaAaoM sao saMbaMiQat kuC AaOr masaalaa Dailayao AaOr [sao phlao AMga`ojaI maoM Cpvaa[yao , , ,kihyao tao maOM p`kaSana ka [Mtjaama kr dMU¸ doiKe ifr @yaa thlaka macata hO. mauJao tumharI baat yaad Aa gayaI , , ,tumanao kha qaa ik maOM ilaKta hMU tao [sailae ilaKta hMU ik mauJao ihndI maoM ilaKnaa hO."

pavasa nao [saka kao[- javaaba nahIM idyaa¸ halaaMik vah khnaa caahta qaa ik AMga`ojaI ]pnyaasaaoM ka koja AaOr ra^yalTI ka p`ot khIM Gausa gayaa hO tumharI KaopD,I maoM. [sailae baar–baar tumhara mana ]sa trf Baagata hO.

Qvaina nao pavasa kI BaMigamaa BaaMp laI. kha¸ "pavasa¸ kBaI–kBaI maorI baatoM tumhoM baaOD,ma jaOsaI lagatI hO naÑ doKnaa¸ maorI baovakUfI pr tuma Kfa mat hao jaanaa."
"Qvaina¸ ~uiTyaaoM AaOr kimayaaoM sao kao[- pro nahIM haota , , ,maOM BaI nahIM hMU. savaala yah hO ik hma jyaada doKnaa @yaa caahto hOM. GainaYz haonao AaOr Pyaar krnao ko ilae ek AcCa[- BaI kma nahIM haotI. tumamaoM tao k[- k[- KUibayaaM hOM."
"saca kh rho haoÆ"
"saca kh rha hMU tBaI tao tuma pr dIvaanaa hao gayaa hMU."

Qvaina nao pavasa kao baahaoM maoM Bar ilayaa.

p`omaa#yaana Sau$ haonao ko baad phlaI baar daonaaoM kI ek–ek iktaba Cpkr AayaI. Qvaina ka BaartIya Saas~Iya saMgaIt pr ilaKa ]pnyaasa 'Aalaap jaarI hO' AaOr pavasa ka ek khanaI–saMga`h 'mauJasao maora doSa mat CInaao'. daonaaoM nao ApnaI phlaI p`it Apnao p`oma kao BaoMT kI. Qvaina nao ilaKa – "phlaI p`it samaip-t maoro saaOrmaMDla ko ]sa sabasao baD,o p`kaSa kao ijasao na kovala Apnao Aasapasa varna Apnao BaItr BaI hr pla bahto mahsaUsa krtI rhtI hMU."
pavasa nao ilaKa – "]sako ilae ijasanao p`Naya AaOr p`orNaa banakr maoro jaIvana maoM nayaI bahar ka saRjana ikyaa."

]pnyaasa pZ,kr pavasa nao Apnao ivacaar Baojao – "tumanao bahut gajaba ka gaV rcaa hO , , ,bahut laajavaaba kI BaaYaa gaZ,I hO. ya~–t~ kuC pMi>yaaM tao [tnaI KUbasaUrt AaOr ica%takYa-k bana pD,I hO ik ]sao AaPt vacana kI trh k[-–k[- baar pZ,nao pr BaI mana nahIM Barta. BaaYaa pr tumharI [tnaI gahrI pkD, AaOr saaQanaa Ad\Baut hO. pZ, laonao ko baad lagaa ik kaSa yah iktaba [tnaI maaoTI haotI ik barsaaoM–barsa maOM [sao raoja hr fusa-t ko xaNa maoM pZ,ta rhta AaOr ek tRiPtdayak rsaasvaad sao iGara haota. kqaa%makta maoM tumanao [tnao saaro AnvaoYaNa saaonao maoM sauhagao kI trh ipraoyaoM hOM ik pZ,to hue ek ija&asau baalak kI trh kaOtuhla sao fTI–fTI AaMKoM AxaraoM pr yaaoM ATk–ATk jaatI hOM jaOsao vao dadI yaa naanaI kao inahar rhI haoM. Saas~Iya gaayakaoM ko jaIvana kI AMd$naI prtoM haoM¸ rajao–rjavaaD,aoM sao Sau$ haonaovaalao saMgaIt ko [itvaR%t haoM¸ Pyaar kI ]YmaaBarI caaSanaI hao¸ nat-ikyaaoM kI AiBaSaPt¸ ~asad AaOr Ana]QaD,I saccaa[- hao¸ p`kRit maoM [-Svar kI AnauBaUit ka ica~Na hao¸ pIiD,t maanavata ko p`it samaip-t saovaa–Baavanaa hao yaa baaOw Qama- kI saahisak AaOr parKI vyaa#yaa hao , , ,tumanao sabamaoM bahut gahro pOzkr baaOiwkta ko SaIYa- kaOSala ko saaqa saQaI AaOr maMjaI hu[- klama calaayaI hO."

Qvaina nao ApnaI p`itiËyaa BaojaI – "tumanao tao maoro ]pnyaasa ko ilae duinayaa maoM p`SaMsaa ko sabasao laMbao pula baaMQa idyao. pr maOM tumharI iktaba ko ilae eosaa nahIM kr pa rhI hMU. tumharo navaInatma saMga`h kI saat khainayaaM pZ,I hOM , , ,kuC khainayaaM baojaaoD, hOM. [-Svar nao tumhoM jabad-st p`itBaa dI hO , , ,pr pirEama donao maoM qaaoD,I kMjaUsaI kr dI hO. tumharo pasa dRiYT hO¸ maanavaIya saraokar hOM¸ zaosa AnauBavaaoM kI saGana pMUjaI hO¸ ivaivaQata hO¸ gaaMva kI maaTI kI phcaana hO¸ laaok–saMskRit kI prK hO¸ pr saaqa hI [na sabakI p`Bausa%ta kI mad maoM tuma [sa kdr Aa%mamaugQa AaOr Arajak hao ik tuma Apnao p`yaasaaoM kao ]ccatma ibandu tk nahIM lao jaato , , ,caIjaaoM kao kaomalata ko AavarNa maoM poSa nahIM krto , , ,Kailasa jahr kI trh poSa kr doto hao. Aba Balaa Kailasa jahr kao iktnao laaoga AaOr @yaaoM galao sao naIcao ]taroMgao. BaaYaa KUbasaUrt hO pr qaaoD,I ica~a%makta–p`itka%makta haotI tao AaOr BaI inaKar pOda haota. [tnaa haoto hue BaI tuma ApnaI ivaivaQata¸ ivaiSaYTta AaOr vyaapkta kI dRiYT sao Aaja ko Apnao tmaama samakalaInaaoM maoM khIM bahut AnaUzo hao."

pavasa nao javaaba idyaa – "tumanao zIk kha hO ik maorI rcanaaAaoM maoM jahr hO¸ tipSa hO¸ Kurdrapna hO. rcanaa maoM Kud ko jaIvana ka p`itibamba hI tao Aata hO naÑ Aba tk Aaga¸ jahr AaOr kaMToM hI tao pOvast rho hOM maoro jaIvana maoM. p`oma kI kao[- inaJa-rNaI yaa s~aotisvanaI qaI hI khaM , , ,vah tao tuma Aba imalaI hao. KOr¸ tumanao jaao BaI Kra–Kra AaOr baobaak ilaKa hO vao maoro bahut kama kI caIja hO. Aba ek dUsarI saUcanaa – maooro kuC rMgakmaI- saaiqayaaoM nao [sa iktaba ko laaokap-Na ka kaya-Ëma banaayaa hO. kaya-Ëma maoM kuC saaihi%yak ima~aoM Wara saMga`h kI khainayaaoM pr va>vya haoMgao AaOr kuC khainayaaoM ko naaT\ya–maMcana ikyao jaayaoMgao. tumharI ]pisqait [samaoM Ainavaaya- hO , , ,At: tuma hr hala maoM Aa rhI hao."

pavasa nao faona pr BaI baar–baar ]sao Aanao ko ilae yaad idlaayaa. ]sanao hr baar 'Aa}MgaI–Aa}MgaI' kha AaOr Antt: nahIM AayaI. samaaraoh baohd safla rha. AcCI KasaI BaID, jauTI , , ,iktaba pr k[- saaih%yakaraoM ko saMtuilat AaOr saargaiBa-t BaaYaNa hue , , ,tIna khainayaaoM kI maMcaIya p`stuuit maoM klaakaraoM nao jaIvaMt AiBanaya ikyao. Agalao idna AKbaaraoM AaOr kobala TIvaI nao jaaordar kvaroja idyao. pavasa ko baccaaoM nao doKa ik papa ifr BaI bahut KuSa nahIM hOM , , ,khIM ek ksak hO jaao ]nhoM saala rhI hO AaOr kamayaabaI sao ]%saaiht haonao kI jagah vao bauJao–bauJao sao hOM. ]nhaoMnao Apnao idmaaga sao ihsaaba–iktaba lagaayaa AaOr ek natIjao pr phMuca gayao. AaiKr vao baccao AbaaoQa baccao nahIM qao , , ,ka^laojaaoM maoM pZ,to qao.

baccaaoM maoM sabasao baD,I Eauit nao Qvaina kao faona lagaayaa¸ "Qvaina AaMTI¸ maOM Eauit baaola rhI hMU , , ,phlaI baar Aapsao baat kr rhI hMU [sa ivaSvaasa ko saaqa ik Aap maoro naama sao ja$r piricat hOM."
"haM , , ,haM pavasa kI baoTI Eauit , , ,bauiZ,yaa naanaI , , ,maOM tumasao Balaa Apiricat kOsao rh saktI hMU , , ,baaolaao kOsao faona ikyaa , , ,tuma mauJao kOsao jaana gayaIÆ"
"papa sao jauD,I maamaUlaI caIjaaoM kI BaI hmaoM Kbar rhtI hO AaMTI¸ Aap tao KOr ]nako bahut AsaaQaarNa AaOr mah%vapUNa- daost hOM. dao saala phlao gayaa sao laaOTnao ko baad papa ko maayaUsa AaOr htaSa jaIvana maoM Acaanak ek KuSaI AaOr ]%saah samaa gayaa. jaanatI hOM AaMTI¸ [sako baad Gar ko saBaI laaogaaoM ko p`it ]naka rvaOyaa badla gayaa , , ,yahaM tk ik mammaI ko p`it BaI. mammaI kI ToZ,I AaOr ]lTI BaMigamaa ko baavajaUd vao saihYNauta AaOr ]darta sao poSa Aanao lagao. hma Aapko bahut ?iNa hOM AaMTI ik Aapnao ]namaoM ijajaIivaYaa kI ek svacC sairta baha dI. vao Aba KUba hMsato hOM AaOr hrok idna ApnaI vyastta maoM ek nayaa rMga Barto hOM. hma baccaaoM kao KUba p`oirt krto hOM , , ,nayao–nayao sapnaaoM AaOr maMijalaaoM kI trf baZ,nao ko ilae ]%saaiht krto hOM. hmaoM KUba AcCa lagata hO jaba vao iksaI saubah faona pr Aapsao kafI jaaoSa AaOr ]maMga maoM baatoM krto hOM. doKtI hMU ik Aapkao A@sar ica{I ilaKto hOM AaOr ilaKto hue ek eosaI duinayaa maoM inamagna hao jaato hOM jahaM sao lagata hO ]nhoM KUba }jaa- imala rhI hO. qako–haro¸ zMDo¸ baImaar AaOr GauTo–GauTo sao rhnaovaalao papa [sa trh ifr sao p`aNavaMt AaOr caajD- hao jaayaoMgao¸ [sakI hmaoM kt[- AaSaa nahIM qaI."

faona kI dUsarI trf saunato hue Qvaina kao laga rha qaa jaOsao kao[- ]sao KuiSayaaoM sao pagala ikyao do rha hO. vah AcaimBat qaI ik Aajakla ko baccao iktnao toja AaOr pirp@va haoto hOM ik kafI kuC ibanaa batayao hI jaana jaato hOM AaOr isqaityaaoM ka [tnaa AcCa ivaSlaoYaNa kr laoto hOM. ]saka baoTa gaaOrva nao BaI ek idna ]sao Acarja maoM Dala idyaa qaa. vah iksaI baat kao laokr icaMitt AaOr duKI qaI. gaaOrva nao ]sao bahut Pyaar sao inahara AaOr kha¸ "mamaa¸ tuma pavasa AMkla sao baat kr laao , , ,tumhara mana bahla jaayaogaa. PlaIja mamaa¸ maOM majaak nahIM kr rha hMU , , ,Aa[- ema saIiryasa."

laD,ikyaaoM ko ]sao hr raoja dja-naaoM faona Aato qao AaOr vah kBaI–kBaI GaMTaoM faona sao icapka rhta qaa. Qvaina nao ek idna ]sao Aagaah ikyaa¸ "gaaOrva¸ tumhara va> naahk babaa-d haota hO baoTa¸ k[-–k[- laD,ikyaaoM kao ek saaqa @yaaoM eMTrTona krto hao AaOr vah BaI [tnaI–[tnaI dor tkÆ"

caohro pr ek Sarart laakr AaMKoM nacaato hue javaaba idyaa ]sanao¸ "mamaa¸ tuma BaI tao pavasa AMkla sao iktnaI laMbaI baatoM krtI hao AaOr vao BaI tumhoM iktnaa–iktnaa faona krto rhto hOM."

faona pr Eauit jaarI qaI. Qvaina nao kha¸ "maOM tumhara SauËgaujaar hMU baoTa ik tumanao Apnao Gar ko baaro maoM mauJao [tnaI sauKd saUcanaayaoM dIM. tumharo papa ko karNa mauJao BaI ek nayaI raoSanaI AaOr Sai> imalaI hO¸ Eauit."
"AaMTI¸ laoikna faona maOMnao isaf- yah saba batanao ko ilae nahIM ikyaa hO. Aap ]nako pustk laaokap-Na samaaraoh maoM nahIM AayaIM , , ,vao bahut iKnna AaOr ]dasa hOM. kaya-Ëma ko daOrana BaI vao kuC–kuC iDsTba- laga rho qao. ha^la pUra Bara qaa laoikna ek Aapko ibanaa ]nhoM jaOsao ek bahut baD,a KalaIpna idKa[- do rha qaa¸ hma baccaaoM nao ha^la maoM hI yah taD, ilayaa qaa. kaya-Ëma ko caaObaIsa GaMTo hao gayao¸ vao Aba BaI saMyaimat–saamaanya nahIM laga rho hOM. PlaIja Aap ]nhoM faona kr laIijae. kuC saa^ilaD AaOr kinvaMisaMga bahanaa kIijaegaa¸ tBaI vao maanaoMgao."
Qvaina nao ]sao bahut dulaar krto hue kha¸ "maOMnao tao [sao bahut laa[TlaI ilayaa qaa. tumanao mauJao faona krko bahut AcCa ikyaa¸ qaOM@sa e laa^T baoTa. maOM Aaja hI ]sao faona krtI hMU."

Saama kao baccaaoM nao saunaa ik faona kI ek laMbaI GaMTI bajaI. pavasa baat krnao lagaa. qaaoD,I hI dor baad ]sako caohro pr hMsaI laaOT AayaI. baccao samaJa gayao ik AaMTI nao papa kao manaa ilayaa.

daonaaoM nao Agalaa samaagama sqala purI tya ikyaa.

purI maoM vao samaud` tT pr GaMTaoM Thlato rho yaa ifr baOzkr baityaato rho AaOr doKto rho samaud` maoM cala rho ivaiBanna vyaapar , , ,lahraoM ka jaaoSaIlaI¸ ijaMdaidla AaOr AaËamak maud` maoM Aanaa , , ,m,aCuAaraoM Wara lahraoM kI sa#t phrodarI sao jaUJakr naava sao samaud`laaok maoM p`vaoSa krnaa , , ,nahanaovaalao pya-TkaoM ka ]maganaa–ivahMsanaa. baIca–baIca maoM vao daonaaoM BaI saaqa imalakr samaud` maoM nahato rho , , ,lahraoM ko saaqa DUbato¸ ]praro AaOr dUr tk iGasaTto. Qvaina ka tao panaI sao mana hI nahIM Bar rha qaa¸ maanaao vah maClaI bana gayaI qaI.

baatcaIt ko Ëma sao Qvaina nao batayaa ik ek idna phlao yahaM Aanao ka kaya-Ëma r_ kr idyaa qaa¸ caMUik gaaOrva kI tbaIyat jara Kraba hao gayaI qaI. pavasa kao saunakr AcCa nahIM lagaa , , ,kao[- banaa–banaayaa kaya-Ëma¸ vah BaI eosaa kaya-Ëma ijasamaoM kao[- AaOr BaI Saaimala hao , , ,ijasako ilae kafI tOyaairyaaM kI gayaI hao , , ,T/ona maoM AarxaNa¸ haoTla kI bauikMga¸ Aa^ifsa sao Cu+I¸ idmaaga maoM klpnaaAaoM kI kSaIdakarI , , ,[sa trh r_ kr donaa sarasar ek gaOrijammaodar manamaaOjaIpna hO. laoikna Qvaina eosaI hI qaI , , ,baoTo ko maamalao kao laokr bahut Baavauk AaOr bahut satk-. pnd`h saala sao ]sakI saarI ksart¸ kvaayad AaOr [baadt baoTo ko [d-–igad- hI koind`t rhI , , ,Acaanak yao AadtoM kOsao badla saktI hOM. At: pavasa kao [sa baat ka huAa ik baoTo kI icaMta kao laokr vah yahaM ifr Aa kOsao gayaIÆ

Qvaina nao batayaa ik vah tao $k hI gayaI qaI laoikna Kud ]saka baoTa AaOr Baa[yaaoM nao ]sako laD,KD,ato 'naa' kao pu\#ta 'ha' maoM badla idyaa. kha – "Aba tk baahr inaklanao sao ktratI hI rhI hao , , ,Aba jara tbaIyat badlaI hO tao maaOka na caukao. baahr jaanao sao Apnao BaItr k[- sakara%mak t%va jauD,to hOM."

iksaI ivaYaya kao iktnaa tUla donaa hO , , ,iktnaI Ahimayat donaI hO , , ,[sa baaro maoM pavasa kI varIyata saUcaI Qvaina sao kafI jauda qaI. [saIilae daonaaoM ka yah saaJaa fOsalaa qaa ik ek–dUsaro ko vyavahar maoM jahaM khIM BaI Asahmait yaa naapsaMdgaI ko phlaU p`kT haoM¸ ]nhoM yaqaasaMBava najarAMdaja kr doM.

pavasa nao ivaYayaaMtr kr donao ko Kyaala sao pUCa¸ "tumharo ]pnyaasa kI Aba @yaa p`gait hO. pUra kr ilayaa ]saoÆ"
Qvaina jara izzk gayaI , , ,Saayad ]sa ivaYaya pr baat krnao sao bacanaa caahtI qaI. ]sanao ApnaI najaroM samaud` kI trf ixaitja ko par SaUnya tk fOlaa dI¸ jaOsao iksaI baD,o sapnao ka tanaa–baanaa bauna rhI hao. kha¸ "tumhoM saunakr Saayad AcCa na lagao¸ laoikna pUCa hO tao batanaa hI pD,ogaa. maorI saholaI nao mauJao ek AaOr AMga`ojaI laoKk sao imalavaa idyaa , , ,'gaarbaoja Aa^f maomaaorIja Da]na laona' ko p`isaw laoKk raoiht dosaa[- sao. ]sanao [sa ]pnyaasa maoM jaaoD,nao ko ilae AnaaqaaEamaaoM sao saMbaMiQat kuC A%yaMt baoSakImatI nayao inajaI AnauBava idyao hOM AaOr kuC iTPsa BaI , , ,garIbaI kI naaOTMkI¸ saMskRit ka BaaOMDapna¸ Qaaima-k maUK-tayaoM¸ [-Svar¸ Baagya AaOr AaDmbaraoM pr AaQaairt Aa%maGaatI mana:isqait Aaid. mauJao BaI lagata hO ik [sao ek baar ifr sao ilaKnaa caaihe¸ jara dRiYTkaoNa kao glaaobalaa[ja krko , , ,]pnyaasa kao ek nayaa DayamaoMSana imala jaayaogaa."

pavasa AMdr sao baurI trh kuZ, gayaa¸ jaOsao eka]MT ÍIja hao gayaa ]saka , , ,]pnyaasa pUra krnao ko ilae Balaa AaOr iktnao ivaica~–saica~ masaalaaoM kI ja$rt hO [saoÑ ek tao ]pnyaasa ko ilae p`amaaiNakta jauTanao kI Kbt AaOr }pr sao AMga`ojaI ka p`ot. AMgao`jaI maaQyama kI pZ,a[-–ilaKa[- ko karNa AMga`ojaI pr ]saka AcCa AiQakar qaa AaOr AMga`ojaI rhna–sahna ko p`it AakYa-Na BaI. Saayad [saIilae ]saka piScama maaoh jaba tba jaaga ]zta qaa. Aba ek AaOr nayaa masalaa Aa gayaa hO – dRiYTkaoNa kao glaaobalaa[ja kroMgaI , , ,yah glaaobalaa[jaoSana @yaa hmaaro hMsanao–baaolanao¸ ]znao–baOznao¸ saaonao–jaaganao¸ Kanao–pInao AaOr saaocanao–ivacaarnao kao BaI nahIM CaoD,ogaaÆ pavasa nao [sa ivaYaya pr caup rh jaanaa hI ]icat samajaa. Qvaina nao imaihr ka Baava pZ, ilayaa¸ "naaraja haokr caup hao gayao naÑ jaanatI hMU tumharI raya Alaga hO¸ ifr BaI maoro kuC tk- hOM¸ ]sao tuma sauna tao sakto hI hao. imaihr¸ ilaKnao ka ]_oSya ek yah BaI haota hO AaOr haonaa caaihe ik Aap jyaada sao jyaada laaogaaoM tk phMucao , , ,Aapko kd ka¸ AapkI Civa ka ivastar hao. eosaa isaf- AMga`ojaI maoM hI ilaKkr saMBava hO."
pavasa nao kha¸ "Qvaina¸ tuma mauJao caup rhnao dotI tao saoht ko ilae jyaada maufId haota."
"nahIM , , ,nahIM , , ,tumhoM baaolanaa haogaa , , ,maOM kao[- baura nahIM maanaMUgaI¸ PlaIja pavasa , , ,."
"QvainaÑ @yaa khMU maOM , , ,tumharI trh mauJao AMga`ojaI nahIM AatI. maOM ek tao jaao ilaKnaa caahta hMU vah ihndI maoM hI ilaK sakta hMU AaOr dUsara maoM isaf- ihndI hI ilaK sakta hMU. maoro ilaKnao ko jaao saraokar hOM , , ,,maoro jaao pazk AaOr ikrdar hOM¸ vao ihndI hI jaanato AaOr samaJato hOM. ihndI hmaaro ilae isaf- ek BaaYaa hI nahIM bailk hmaarI jaatIya AaOr raYT/Iya Aismata kI phcaana ka ek saSa> maaQyama BaI hO."

svar maoM imazasa kao banaayao rKkr Qvaina nao ]sakI baat kaT dI¸ "tuma @yaa samaJato hao ik ihndI maoM ilaKa jaanaovaalaa saaih%ya Aama AadmaI tk phMuca rha hOÆ KuSafhmaI hO yah , , ,ihndI saaih%ya pZ,naovaalao laaoga BaI ]MgailayaaoM pr iganaa jaanaovaalaa ek Kasa pZ,a–ilaKa sauKI vaga- hI hO. [nakI saM#yaa ka pta [sa tqya sao hO lagaayaa jaa sakta hO ik ihndI maoM p`kaiSat jyaadatr pustkaoM kI p`ityaaM maa~ tIna saaO sao dao hjaar ko baIca haotI hOM."
pavasa nao baat K%ma krto hue kha¸ "jaao BaI hao¸ ApnaI BaaYaa maoM ilaKnaa hmaarI ek naOitkta hO. saba Agar AMga`ojaI maoM hI ilaKnao lagaoM tao duinayaa maoM na tao kao[- dUsarI BaaYaa bacaogaI AaOr na kao[- dUsarI saMskRit bacaogaI."

pavasa ka KaMTI dosaIpna AaOr Qvaina ka ]nmau> AMga`ojaIpna prspr isa@ko ko dao Alaga–Alaga phlaU qao ifr BaI saamaMjasya ibaza laonao kI isaft daonaaoM kao AatI qaI. pavasa kao nayao vaYa- AaOr janma idna pr ivaSa krnaa ek Zkaosalaa lagata qaa¸ magar Qvaina kao [sakI bahut tlaba haotI qaI. vah ApnaI Aaor sao ibanaa caUko eosao hr maaOko pr pavasa ko ilae taohfo ja$r BaojatI qaI.

p`kRit maoM rmanao AaOr ivacarnao ka jaunaUna Qvaina pr hmaoSaa savaar rhta qaa AaOr jaba hI vah phaD,¸ jaMgala¸ samaud`¸ nadI¸ Jarnao Aaid doKtI qaI tao jaOsao pagala hao jaatI qaI AaOr ]saka bahut mana hao ]zta qaa ik pavasa kI ]MgalaI pkD,kr va> kI rFtar kI ibanaa prvaah ikyao calatI jaayao , , ,calatI jaayao , , ,calatI jaayao. magar pavasa qaaoD,I hI dor maoM ]kta jaata qaa AaOr ]sakI #vaaihSa khIM BaI Qvaina ko saaqa Akolao maoM isaf- baOznao AaOr baityaanao tk hI saIimat hao jaatI qaI.

bahrhala kao[- BaI iksaI pr ApnaI [cCa laadta nahIM qaa. haM¸ ek caIja ko ilae Qvaina baar–baar [sarar krtI qaI¸ "tuma caaho mauJao kBaI kuC na dao magar tumharo p~ maoM $hanaI laop donao vaalaI tumharI BaaYaa AaOr TolaIfaona pr tumharI raomaaMcakarI Aavaaja kI tD,p mauJao hmaoSaa rhogaI."

p~ AaOr TolaIfaona ko maamalao maoM pavasa kao BaI Qvaina sao eosaI hI Apoxaa qaI. [sa ivaYaya pr daonaaoM kI vyaakulata eksamaana qaI.

vao samaagama sqala badlato rho , , ,kBaI [sa kaonao , , ,kBaI ]sa kaonao. p~acaar kI t%prta ]namaoM kBaI iSaiqala nahIM hu[-. Qvaina ka ek p~ – "Aajakla basa ek hI caIja AcCI lagatI hO , , ,Apnao mana ko samaMdr maoM DUbao rhnaa , , ,AaMKoM maMUdo , , ,ina:Sabd tumhoM mahsaUsa rhnaa , , ,Apnao krIba , , ,baohd krIba , , ,]sa Pyaar sao Pyaar kao ijasanao mauJao iktnaa badla Dalaa , , ,[tnaa–[tnaa ik Aba mauJao bauro vyai> BaI ]tnao bauro nahIM lagato. phlao maOM maanatI qaI ik ijaMdgaI ko vaYa- jaldI sao inakla jaayaoM , , ,Aba maanatI hMU ik ijaMdgaI zhr jaayao¸ ijasasao maOM AiQak sao AiQak samaya tk Apnao pavasa ko saaqa rh sakMU. tuma saaqa haoto hao tao lagata hO jaOsao maOM iksaI Ad\Baut–laaok maoM hMU. k[- baar saubah Aw-inad`avasqaa maoM jaanao @yaaoM lagata hO jaOsao tuma mauJa pr Jauko hue hao. Aw-inad`a ka sauK AaMK Kulato hI ivalaIna hao jaata hO. ]sa samaya mauJao bahut AQaUrapna mahsaUsa haota hO. saaocatI hMU , , ,kaSa¸ hma eksaaqa rh patoÑ laoikna ifr Kyaala Aata hO , , ,[tnaa laalaca zIk nahIM , , ,]trtI ijaMdgaI maoM ijaMdgaI kI [tnaI sauhanaI AaOr hsaIna QaUp sauhanao hmasafr ko saaqa imalaI¸ yahI @yaa kma hOÑ pavasa¸ tuma maorI p`SaMsaa maoM SabdaoM ka bahut Apvyaya krto hao. saaro Sabd¸ saarI ]pmaayaoM @yaa ABaI hI Kca- kr daogao , , ,Aba tao ApnaI AMitma saaMsa tk maOM tumharo saaqa hMU."
pavasa ka javaaba – "QvainaÑ tumanao ijasao SabdaoM ka Apvyaya kha hO¸ vao drAsala ]nako nasaIba hOM ik tumharo ilae p`yau> haokr nayao Aqa- ga`hNa kr rho hOM. tuma BaivaYya kI icanta mat krao , , ,tumharo Baavap`vaNa¸ maadk AaOr maQaur p`oma ko ilae maOM ek nayaI BaaYaa¸ nayaI ilaip AaOr nayao vyaakrNa tk ka [jaad kr laMUgaa. tuma pr maorI maugQata¸ maorI Aasai>¸ maoro samap-Na SabdaoM ko kBaI maaohtaja nahIM haoMgao. [nhoM vya> krnao ko ilae pMi>yaaoM¸ pnnaaoM¸ sagaao-M¸ KMDaoM AaOr AQyaayaaoM ko maamalao maoM maOM duinayaa ko sabasao baD,o mahakavya kao BaI pICo CaoD, dMUgaa."
Qvaina ka ek AaOr p~ – "@yaa p`maaNa ik hmanao sacamauca iksaI kao p`oma ikyaaÆ yahI ik saMsaar ko baakI saBaI laaogaaoM ko p`it BaI hmaara Pyaar kuC baZ, gayaa hO. khIM pZ,a qaa ik hr AadmaI kao ijaMdgaI maoM kma sao kma ek baar Pyaar ja$r krnaa caaihe , , ,[sasao ]sako BaItr sad\gauNa ]Bar Aato hOM , , ,vah ]dar¸ dyaalaU AaOr sa)dya bana jaata hO. mauJao pta calaa hO pavasa , , ,tuma ek saccao p`omaI ko saaMcao maoM Zla gayao hao. jaanao kOsaI ek kRt&ta kI Baavanaa Apnao paor–paor maoM AnauBava krtI hMU. lagata hO yaid maOMnao iksaI ko p`it kuC BaI Anyaaya ikyaa tao mauJao jaao [tnaI baD,I saaOgaat imalaI hO¸ vah iCna jaayaogaI. Saayad p`oma yahIM Aakr imaqa bana jaata hO , , ,vah AadmaI kao svat: }pr ]za dota hO. pavasa¸ tuma maorI Sai> ko samaana maoro saaqa rhto hao , , ,Gar maoM , , ,baahr maoM. iksaI sao BaI qaaoD,a manamauTava hao jaata hO tao phlao jahaM maOM svayaM kao Asaurixat mahsaUsa krtI qaI Aba mana maoM ek Ad\Baut isqarta AaOr dRZ,ta Aa gayaI hO ik maOM AkolaI nahIM , , ,maoro saaqa pavasa hO. tuma Aa gayao tao mauJao lagata hO jaIvana kI Zlaana BaI par laga jaayaogaI¸ Agar nahIM tao tumharI smaRityaaM¸ tumharI AdayaoM¸ tumharo ivacaar hmaoSaa rhoMgao maoro saaqa , , ,varnaa @yaa qaa maoro pasa , , ,ek saUKI–KalaI kTaorI–saI ijaMdgaI. mana nahIM Barta , , ,lagata hO ilaKtI hI calaI jaa}M , , ,jahaM nahIM ilaK payaI ]na KalaI CaoD,o sposa kao tuma ApnaI klpnaaAaoM sao Bar laonaa , , ,Ñ"
pavasa ka ]%tr – "QvainaÑ tumanao ilaKa hO ik tumharo KalaI CaoD,o sposa kao maOM Apnao klpnaaAaoM sao Bar laMU , , ,magar ijasao tuma KalaI kh rhI hao vao sposa KalaI nahIM hOM. 'AYaaZ, ka ek idna' tao pZ,a hI haogaa tumanao. kailadasa kI AgalaI kavya rcanaa ko ilae maillaka nao kaoro kagajaaoM kI ek puistka isala kr rKI qaI. kailadasa bahut idnaaoM tk ifr maillaka ko pasa Aanao maoM samaqa- nahIM hao sako qao. maillaka ]nako ivarh maoM tD,ptI rhI , , ,ibalaKtI rhI. ek jamaanaa gaujar gayaa , , ,maillaka Apnao ArmaanaaoM AaOr sapnaaoM kI puistka ]nako saamanao laatI hu[- khtI hO , , ,Aapnao Aanao maoM bahut samaya lagaa idyaa¸ mahakivaÑ doiKyao¸ maOMnao Aapko Agalao mahakavya ko ilae Apnao haqaaoM sao [sa puistka ko ek–ek pnnao sajaayaoM hOM. kailadasa ]sa puistka ko pnnao ]laTto–plaTto hOM , , ,doKto–gaunato hOM¸ ifr khto hOM , , ,yao pRYz Aba kaoro khaM hOM maillaka ,, ,, ,[na pr tumharo AaMsauAaoM nao¸ tumharI isasaikyaaoM nao AnaMt–AnaMt sagaao-M ko mahakavya kI rcanaa kr dI hO. vaOsao hI Qvaina¸ tumharo CaoD,o hue KalaI sposa BaI KalaI nahIM haoto. ]namaoM tumharo spSa- haoto hOM , , ,tumharI caotnaa haotI hO , , ,tumharI iva*valata haotI hO , , ,tumharI vyaakulata haotI hO , , ,tumhara samap-Na haota hO , , ,ijanhoM maOM hr pla yahaM mahsaUsa krta hMU."
Qvaina nao kBaI kha qaa¸ "pavasaÑ maora baoTa Apnao pOraoM pr KD,a hao jaayao , , ,basa maora daiya%va K%ma , , ,ifr tuma mauJao Apnao pasa baulaa laonaa , , ,baulaa laaogao naÑ mauJao isaf- tumhara saahcaya-–saainnaQya caaihe , , ,baaoJa nahIM banaMUgaI maOM tuma pr , , ,Apnao gaujaaro ko laayak baMUd–baMUd krko jamaa kr ilayaa hO maOMnao."

pavasa ka mama- jaOsao CU gayaa hao baogama A#tr kI gajala sao¸ kha qaa¸ "QvainaÑ )dya maoM tao tuma rhtI hI hao¸ Apnao Sayana–kxa maoM BaI maOMnao tumharo ilae bahut phlao sqaana saurixat kr idyaa hO , , ,tumharI marjaI¸ ]sao tuma jaba Bar dao. baaoJa tao maOM Kud Apnao Aap pr hao jaa}Mgaa jaba vah sqaana ek inaiScat samaya saImaa ko baad KalaI rh jaayaogaa. tuma Aba maorI saaMsa hao Qvaina¸ tumhoM sahoja kr hI jaIvana Aist%va maoM rh sakta hO."

jaba baccao ApnaI–ApnaI duinayaa basaakr ]namaoM masa$f hao jaayaoMgao AaOr maaM–baap ko ilae ]nako pasa jyaada gaMujaa[Sa nahIM rh jaayaogaI. Aqaa-t jaba vao baccaaoM kI duinayaa kI ek AvaaMiCt vastu bana jaayaoMgao tao ]nakI daostI¸ ]nakI maaohbbat jaIvana ko [sa caaOqao phr ko saMËmaNa kala maoM sabasao jyaada kama AayaogaI. vao ek saaqa basaora Dala laoMgao , , ,pavasa AaOr Qvaina nao iknhIM GainaYz AMtrMga xaNaaoM maoM eosaa tya ikyaa qaa.

vah samaya Aa rha qaa QaIro–QaIro , , ,pavasa jaOsao mana hI mana baD,o ]%saukta sao p`tIxaart qaa jaIvana ko ]sa AQyaaya ko Sau$ haonao ko p`it , , ,vah ApnaI klpnaaAaoM maoM iBanna–iBanna ica~ AaOr dRSya kI $proKa banaa laota qaa. daonaaoM Alassaubah maaina-Mga vaa^k maoM jaato hOM. vaapsa Aakr daonaaoM saaofo pr Zh jaato hOM. qaaoD,a sausta laonao ko baad Qvaina khtI hO¸ "lagata hO bahut qakana hao gayaI hO tumhoM¸ maOM tumharo ilae ABaI gama-–gama- caaya laatI hMU."

pavasa ekdma saamaanya haonao ka svaaMga krta hO¸ "maOM tao ekdma zIk hMU , , ,qakavaT tumharo caohro pr idKa[- pD, rhI hO , , ,caaya tumharo ilae maOM banaakr laata hMU."

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Qvaina AaTa gaMUQa rhI hO , , ,pavasa sabjaI kaTnao lagaa hO. Qvaina khtI hO¸ "tuma @yaaoM ikcaona maoM Gausa Aato hao , , ,maOM [tnaI baUZ,I nahIM hao gayaI hMU ik tumhoM dao raoTI banaakr BaI na do sakMU."
pavasa khta hO¸ "tumhoM madd krko mauJao jaao sauK imalata hO¸ ]sasao vaMicat @yaaoM krtI hao mauJao."

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naIMd Kulanao pr vah doKta hO ik Qvaina ]saka maaqaa sahlaa rhI hO. vah Akcaka jaata hO¸ "tuma yah @yaa kr rhI hao QvainaÆ"
"rat Bar tuma KaMsato rho , , ,tumharI tbaIyat zIk nahIM lagatI¸ saaocaa maoM tola Dala dMU. gama- panaI kr rKa hO¸ jara
gaiga-la kr laao." AaMKoM Bar AayaIM pavasa kI , , ,vaYaao-M sao ApnaI saBaI CaoTI–baD,I baImaarI sao vah Akolao hI jaUJata rha hO , , ,basa kBaI–kBaar baccao JaaMk gayao yaa dvaa do gayao.

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pavasa khIM jaanao ko ilae tOyaar hao rha hO. SaT- maoM ek baTna nahIM hO. Kud hI sau[-–Qaagaa laokr baOz jaata hO. Qvaina AaMKoM trorto hue sau[-–Qaagaa lao laotI hO. khtI hO¸ "maoro haoto tumharI yah ihmmatÑ"
imaihr $MAasaa hao jaata hO , , ,jaIvana maoM iktnaI baD,I ja$rt haotI hO eosaI CaoTI–CaoTI Apna%va BarI vaRi%tyaaoM kI. jaOsao Zor saarI tajagaI Bar gayaI hao BaItr AaOr ]ma` qaaoD,I laMbaI hao gayaI hao.

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"Qvaina¸ maOM baajaar jaa rha hMU. Gar ko ilae @yaa–@yaa laanaa hO¸ ilasT banaakr do dao."
"tumhoM baajaar jaanao kI kao[- ja$rt nahIM hO , , ,saba kuC Aa gayaa hO. tuma khanaI ilaK rho qao , , ,iBaD,ao ]saI maoM , , ,pUra krao ]sao jaldI."

[sa Aa%maIya saMBaaYaNa pr lagaa ik pavasa ]sako galao lagakr jaar–jaar rao pD,o. Gar kI ek–ek caIja¸ raSana¸ sabjaI¸ tola¸ masaalaa laanao ka ijammaa Aaja tk ]sako hI ma%qao lada rha , , ,ivaSaoYakr jaba vah khanaI ilaK rha hao tao kao[- na kao[- ja$rI saamaana ka GaTnaa sauinaiScat haota qaa.
pavasa khta hO¸ "zIk hO¸ maOM Apnao kpD,o [s~I krvaa laota hMU¸ rat maoM Qaaoyao hOM¸ Aba tk saUK gayao haoMgao."
"tumhoM Aba Apnao kpD,o kI icaMta BaI nahIM krnaI hO. tumharo kpD,aoM kI [s~I hao caukI hO."

pavasa maMuh doKta rh jaata hO Qvaina ka. Aaja vaYaao-M sao vah Apnao kpD,o Kud Qaaota rha hO. [s~I krnaa ]sao nahIM Aayaa¸ [sailae baahr maoM krvaa laota qaa. ]sako kpD,o fTo hOM¸ gaMdo hOM¸ [sasao iksaI kao kao[- matlaba nahIM rha.

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pavasa laaOTa hO khIM baahr sao. ibajalaI nahIM hO , , ,Qvaina ]sako maMuh pr pMKa krnao lagatI hO. pUCtI hO¸ "[tnaI dor kOsao lagaa dI , , ,kbasao tumhara [Mtjaar kr rhI hMU."

pavasa kI saarI qakana imaT jaatI hO , , ,Aaja tk [sa Gar maoM na ]sako jaanao kI iksaI kao prvaah rhI AaOr na Aanao ka iksaI kao [Mtjaar rha.

Qvaina ek khanaI ilaK rhI hO. pavasa khta hO¸ "Aaja tumhoM Gar ka kao[- kama nahIM krnaa hO , , ,Aaja saara kuC maOM k$Mgaa¸ tuma khanaI maoM ekaga` rhao."

Qvaina ]sako gaala pr ek caMubana jaD, dotI hO.

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Qvaina nahakr tOyaar hu[- hO. doKtI hO saamanao fUlaaoM ka ek gauladsta AaOr ek igaFT pOkoT laokr pavasa KD,a hO. mauskrato hue khta hO¸ "janmaidna maubaark hao Qvaina."
Qvaina AcaimBat haotI hu[-  khtI hO¸ "pavasa¸ tuma AaOr janmaidna kI baQaa[- , , ,tuma tao [sao ek Zkaosalaa AaOr caaoMcalaobaajaI , , ,."
pavasa baat kaT dota hO¸ "tumharI KuSaI ko ilae Aba maOM kuC BaI kr sakta hMU¸ Qvaina."

Qvaina ]sa pr inaCavar–saI haotI hu[- ]sao AailaMgana maoM Bar laotI hO.

eosao–eosao na jaanao iktnao ica~¸ iktnao dRSya , , ,]na AakaMxaaAaoM ko¸ ]na hsartaoM ko¸ jaao ]sako jaIvana maoM AQaUro rh gayao qao¸ vao klpnaaAaoM maoM banato rho , , ,banato rho , , ,[nako saca haonao ka [Mtjaar vah krta rha.

gaaOrva kao Aa[- Aa[- TI [MjaIinayairMga maoM daiKlaa imala gayaa. kMPyaUTr saa[Msa maoM ]sanao [MjaIinayairMga pUrI kr laI. ekaQa saala iksaI BaartIya kMpnaI maoM naaOkrI kI ifr Amaoirka ko isailaka^na vaOlaI kI ek bahuraYT/Iya saa^FT vaoyar kMpnaI maoM bahut baD,I vaaiYa-k pgaar pr ]saka cayana hao gayaa. vah Amaoirka calaa gayaa¸ saaqa maoM ApnaI maaM kao BaI lao jaanao pr rajaI kr ilayaa. kha¸ "jaba Apnao doSa AaOr Apnao laaogaaoM ko baIca maOM tumharo ibanaa na rh saka tao ifr prayao doSa AaOr Anajaanao laaogaaoM ko baIca maOM kOsao rh pa}Mgaa. PlaIja mamaa¸ tuma maoro saaqa calaao¸ tumharI C~Cayaa kI mauJao Aba BaI baohd ja$rt hO varnaa maOM vahaM ek pla nahIM iTk pa}Mgaa. maoro kOiryar kI ptvaar Aba BaI tumharo haqa maoM hOM¸ mamaa."

baoTo ko ek–ek naaja–naKro pr kubaa-na Qvaina¸ ]sakI ek–ek [cCaAaoM pr baila–baila jaanao vaalaI Qvaina¸ baoTo kao hI Apnao jaInao ka AaQaar AaOr laxya maananaovaalaI Qvaina¸ Balaa AaMK ko ]sa taro–dulaaro kI [tnaI–saI baat kOsao ]za doÑ calaI gayaI vah Amaoirka.

pavasa kao ]sanao faona krko saUcanaa dI. jaanakr pavasa kao lagaa ik ]mmaIdaoM kI ek }McaI maInaar jara–saI drk gayaI AaOr eka]MT ka DoibaT saa[D Aaja phMuca sao baahr hao gayaa. vah yaa~a ko SauBa haonao kI kamanaa krnao ko isavaa AaOr kh BaI @yaa sakta qaaÑ jaanata qaa ik baoTo ko naama pr vah kao[- kmp`maa[ja nahIM kr saktI. Qvaina nao ]sao ek ijammaodarI saaOMpto hue kha¸ "Apnaa nayaa ]pnyaasa maOMnao p`kaSak kao Baoja idyaa hO. tuma ]saka fa^laao–Ap krto rhnaa. maora Qyaana [sa pr lagaa rhogaa."

jaanao ko kuC mahInaaoM baad Qvaina nao p~ ilaKa – "tumharI bahut yaad AatI hO. yahaM mana ekdma nahIM laga rha. lagata hO ]D,kr tumharo pasa calaI Aa}M. magar kOsao Aa}M , , ,yahaM gaaOrva ka dma GauT jaayaogaa , , ,Kanao–pInao–saaonao saBaI maamalaaoM maoM tao yah laD,ka mauJa pr hI inaBa-r hO. bahut mana maarkr rhnaa pD, rha hO mauJao. yahaM mauJao kuC BaI inaiScaMt¸ [%maInaana AaOr isqar nahIM idK rha¸ lagata hO jaOsao yahaM ka saba kuC la+U kI trh naaca rha hao. mauJao bahut GabarahT haotI hO AaOr tumhoM Apnao pasa doKnao ko ilae mana vyaakula hao jaata hO. maoro ]pnyaasa ka @yaa huAa¸ batlaanaa."

pavasa nao mana hI mana Qvaina kI mana:isqait ka Anaumaana lagaayaa , , ,AadmaI kBaI–kBaI pirisqaityaaoM ko maaro iktnaa laacaar hao jaata hO. ]sa prayao maulk maoM Qvaina iktnaa Akolaapna AaOr ]dasaI Jaola rhI haogaI. baoTo kI KuSaI ko ilae calaI tao gayaI magar gaaOrva ko Gar maoM nahIM rhnao pr vah ek baIrana ma$BaUima bana jaatI haogaI. saaocato hue Anaayaasa pavasa kI AaMKoM Bar AayaIM.

]sanao ]sao samaJaato hue AaOr tsallaI doto hue p~ ilaKa – "qaaoD,o hI idnaaoM maoM saba kuC zIk hao jaayaogaa. gaaOrva vahaM ko vaatavarNa ka AByast bana jaayaogaa¸ ]sako kuC daost bana jaayaoMgao¸ pircaya ka ek vaR%t tOyaar hao jaayaogaa¸ ifr tuma svadoSa vaapsa Aa jaaAaogaI tao ]sao kao[- AsauivaQaa nahIM haogaI. tba tk maOM tumharo Aanao ka [Mtjaar kr laMUgaa. tumharo ilae maOMnao Apnao Gar maoM Zor saarI jagahoM tya kr rKI hOM AaOr Zor saaro [Mtjaama kr rKo hOM. yao jagahoM¸ yao [Mtjaama tumharo Aanao ko maMutijar hOM. tumhara ]pnyaasa 'jalakMuBaI' jaldI hI Cp jaayaogaa. p`kaSak kao maOMnao p~ ilaKa qaa. Cpto hI ]sakI p`ityaaM maOM tumhoM iBajavaa dMUgaa."

kuC hI saPtah baad Qvaina nao faona ikyaa¸ "pavasa¸ p`kaSak sao maora ]pnyaasa 'jalakMuBaI' vaapsa lao laao , , ,]saka ek AMga`ojaI p`kaSak imala gayaa hO. At: phlao [saka p`kaSana AMgao`jaI maoM haogaa. ek laaK Da^lar kI Aiga`ma ra^yalTI pr AnaubaMQa hao gayaa hO. Aba mauJao Amaoirka bahut AcCa laga rha hO. jaanato hao pavasa , , ,Aba maorI iktaba pUrI duinayaa maoM Ca jaayaogaI , , ,doKnaa¸ maora naama rataoMrat sauiK-yaaoM maoM haogaa. tuma jaao ]pnyaasa ilaK rho qao 'hr Dala pr ]llaU' ]sao BaI ihndI maoM mat Cpvaanaa , , ,]saka Anauvaad maOM k$MgaI. vah BaI AMga`ojaI maoM Cpogaa. ]sakI paMDuilaip mauJao SaIGa` Baojaao , , ,p`kaSak ]sao doKnaa caahta hO. eosao maOM tumharo ]pnyaasa ko baaro maoM ijatnaa jaanatI qaI¸ bata caukI hMU. ]sanao kha hO ik [MiDyaa ko jaao hasyaaspd AaOr ivaicai~ta Baro fUhD, AaOr kalao pxa hOM¸ ]nhoM jyaada faoksa krao , , ,]nhoM [M@laUD krao , , ,vahaM ka sao@sa , , ,garIbaI , , ,AMQaivaSvaasa , , ,AaDmbar , , ,CuAaCUt , , ,jaadU–Taonaa , , ,AaoJaa–Dayana , , ,."

pavasa itlaimalaakr rh gayaa jaOsao kao[- p`ot ]sao Apnaa r>sanaa jabaD,a AaOr pMjaa idKa gayaa hao. ]sanao ek pMi> maoM javaaba do idyaa – "tumhara ]pnyaasa maOMnao p`kaSak sao vaapsa lao ilayaa hO , , ,]sakI jagah ]sao maOMnao Apnaa ]pnyaasa do idyaa hO. maoro [sa ]pnyaasa ka phlaa p`kaSana ihndI maoM hI haogaa. ihndI maoM Cp jaayao tba hma Aagao kao[- fOsalaa kroMgao."

Qvaina ]sao faona pr samaJaanao kI kaoiSaSa krnao lagaI – "[tnao baD,o Avasar kao tuma haqa sao jaanao na dao. Qana BaI AaOr yaSa BaI ek saaqa nahIM imalata iksaI kao. p`kaSak caahta hO ik tuma yahaM Aakr Kud hI AnaubaMQa pr hstaxar krao. maOM pUra maaga-–vyaya Baoja rhI hMU. tumharo Aanao maoM maOM Apnaa svaaqa- BaI doK rhI hMU. tuma Aa jaaAaogao tao lagaogaa jaOsao pUra [MiDyaa maoro pasa Aa gayaa. maoro AcCo pavasa , , ,Aa jaanaa , , ,naa mat krnaa PlaIja , , ,."
pavasa nao Da^lar laaOTato hue ilaKa¸ "ek baar ivadoSa Ba`maNa kI hsart tao ja$r hO laoikna [sa trh [tnaa baD,a dama caukakr nahIM."

Qvaina raoja ]sako naama [-–maola krnao lagaI – "doKtI hMU tuma kba tk nahIM maanato. dUr hao gayaI hMU tao [saka matlaba yah nahIM ik tumhoM kuC BaI khnao ka hk mauJao nahIM rha. maOM caahMUgaI ik tuma maoro [-–maola ka javaaba raoja [-–maola pr idyaa krao."
pavasa nao ilaKa – "[-–maola mauJao bahut yaaMi~k lagata hO¸ [sasao mana nahIM Barta. kmPyaUTr hO BaI nahIM maoro pasa. mauJao tao tumharo haqa ko ilaKo p~ sao hI tRiPt AaOr Apna%va imalata hO."
Qvaina ka javaaba – "pavasa¸ Aba laMbaa p~ ilaKnao ka na tao jamaanaa hO¸ na hmaarI ]ma` AaOr naahI fusa-tÑ"

pavana hOrana rh gayaa , , ,ABaI–ABaI kla–prsaaoM kI hI tao baat hO ik vah laMbao–laMbao p~ ilaKnao AaOr pZ,nao ko ilae pgalaayaI rhtI qaI , , ,khtI qaI ik p~ maoM maOM tumharo pUro vajaUd ka saaxaat pirdSa-na kr laotI hMU. Aaja ]sao yah saba rataoMrat vyaqa- laganao lagaa. vah bahut ]dasa AaOr duKI hao gayaa. ]sanao ilaKa – "zIk hO¸ tumhoM fusa-t nahIM hO tao [-–maola krko hI javaaba donaa , , ,magar tumharo ilae maoro pasa Aaja BaI fusa-t hI fusa-t hO. maOM tumhoM pUva- kI trh Apnao haqa ka ilaKa p~ hI BaojaMUgaa. ]pnyaasa ko baaro maoM mauJao Kod hO ik tumharo baar–baar AnauraoQa krnao ko baavajaUd maOM sahmat nahIM hao pa rha hMU. PlaIja Aba AaOr ijad mat krao AaOr mauJao ApnaI kRit ko baaro maoM Kud ko fOsalao pr Amala krnao dao. tuma jaba eosaa khtI hao tao lagata hO jaOsao kao[- mauJasao maorI BaaYaa AaOr maora doSa CIna rha hO. Qvaina¸ Pyaar maoM maorI [tnaI baD,I prIxaa na laao¸ maOM [samaoM ]%tINa- nahIM hao pa}Mgaa. tuma tao jaanatI hao ik 'mauJasao maora doSa mat CInaao' SaIYa-k sao phlao sao hI ek saMga`h hO maora."

Qvaina Balaa @yaaoM maananao lagaI. ]sanao pavasa kI baoTI EaRit kao p~ ilaKa – "Eauit¸ pavasa tumharI baat maanata hO , , ,samaJaaAao ]sao , , ,ijaMdgaI Bar klama iGasakr @yaa kmaa ilayaa ]sanaoÑ yah tao sarasar ek maUK-tapUNa- AaOr bacakanaa iftUr hO ik AMga`ojaI maoM Cpnao sao jaait AaOr Qama- badla jaayaogaa , , ,]sasao ]sakI BaaYaa AaOr doSa CIna jaayaogaa. khao ]sasao ik ]saUlaaoM ka mauKaOTa mauJao na idKayao AaOr Apnao nayao Ap`kaiSat ]pnyaasa kI paMDuilaip Baoja do , , ,k[- laaK $pyao ]sao rataoMrat imala jaayaoMgao."

Eauit nao javaaba idyaa – "AaMTI¸ maOMnao papa sao [sa baaro maoM baatoM kI. mauJao phlao lagata qaa ik vao ijaMdgaI Bar pOsaaoM ko ilae kvaayad krto rho AaOr ilaKnao ko pICo pOsaa kmaanaa BaI ]naka ek ]_oSya rha. laoikna maora yah saaocanaa galat qaa AaMTI. papa pr mauJao baohd gava- hao rha hO¸ caMUik phlaI baar mauJao pta calaa ik vao pOsao AaOr Saaohrt ko ilae nahIM bailk ek maksad ko ilae iGasato –ipsato rho. pOsaa ]nhoM nahIM caaihe AaMTI , , ,khto hOM pOsaa hI laxya hao tao 'kaOna banaogaa kraoD,pit' @yaa baura hO , , ,imanaTaoM maoM laKpit tao banaa hI jaa sakta hO. Apnao ]pnyaasa ka phlaa p`kaSana vao ihndI maoM hI krayaoMgao taik ]sao ihndI ]pnyaasa haonao ka hI djaa- imalao. [sako baad Balao ]saka Anauvaad dUsarI iksaI BaaYaa maoM Cpo."

Qvaina kao bahut kaoFt hu[- , , ,ekdma Bannaa gayaa ]saka mana. saMvaad tao phlao hI ivarla hao gayaa qaa Aba ]samaoM AaOr kmaI Aa gayaI. pavasa saa[bar Zabaa maoM jaakr hmaoSaa [-–maola caok krta rha AaOr ]sao KalaI payaa. ApnaI Aaor sao tba BaI vah ilaKnao sao baaja nahIM Aayaa. ektrfa vah ilaKta rha.

lagaBaga DoZ, saala baad ek idna Acaanak kao[- ]sao ZMUZ,to hue ]sako Gar Aayaa AaOr ]sanao Apnaa naama gaaOrva batayaa. ek KuSaI kaOMQa gayaI ]sako BaItr yah saaocakr ik baoTo ko saaqa ja$r Qvaina BaI AayaI haogaI. magar gaaOrva nao batayaa ik vah Akolao hI Aayaa hO AaOr ]sako laaK khnao pr BaI ]sakI maaM nahIM AayaI. ek gahrI maayaUsaI maoM iGar gayaa pavasa. gaaOrva nao pavasa ko kmaro kao doKa AaOr hOrt sao Bar ]za. ]sakI maaM Aqaa-t Qvaina kI smaRityaaM kmaro maoM caaraoM Aaor bahut krInao sao sahojaI hu[- qaIM , , ,dIvaaraoM pr k[- maud`aAaoM vaalaI ]sakI tsvaIroM¸ maoja pr ]sakI iktabaoM AaOr ek kaonao maoM rKo ek baaoD- pr ]sakI k[- p`kaiSat khainayaaoM ko phlao pRYzaoM ko kaolaaja. [sa dIvaanagaI pr gaaOrva ka )dya Bar Aayaa.

]sanao Afsaaosa jatato hue kha¸ "AMkla¸ mamaa bahut badla gayaI hO vahaM , , ,[tnaa ik Aba mauJao BaI phcaananao maoM tinak id@kt haotI hO. ]sako k[- nayao daost bana gayao hOM. paScaa%ya rMga maoM bahut tojaI sao rMga ilayaa hO ]sanao Kud kao. caaihe qaa ik nayaI ]ma` ko jaaoSa maoM piScama kI hvaa maoM maOM bah jaata AaOr vah mauJao barjatI–caotatI¸ magar yahaM ]lTa hao gayaa."

ek AaGaat lagaa pavasa kao , , ,ijaMdgaI ka pUra jamaa eka]MT [sa trh gaD,baD, maanaao kmPyaUTr maoM iksaI vaayarsa ko karNa pUrI fa[la krPT hao gayaI hao¸ ]saka kMz Ava$w hao gayaa , , ,bahut dor baad krahto hue pUCa ]sanao¸ "maorI icai{yaaM tao vahaM jaatI haoMgaI¸ vah pZ, tao laotI hO naÑ"
"maOM Aapkao JaUzI saaM%vanaa nahIM dMUgaa AMkla¸ mauJao nahIM lagata ik pZ,tI haogaI. AapkI ica{I ko pZ,nao ko baad ]samaoM ek sfUit- Bara ]llaasa ]tr Aata qaa¸ ijasao maOM doKkr hI phcaana jaata qaa. [Qar mahInaaoM sao maOMnao yao ]llaasa nahIM doKo. Aba vah fusa-t maoM rhtI hI khaM hOÑ maIiTMga , , ,saoimanaar , , ,iDbaoT , , ,paTI- , , ,. ]sakI iktaba Cp gayaI hO AaOr vah [na idnaaoM cacaa- maoM hOM."

pavasa maoM sannaaTa AaOr gaaZ,a hao gayaa , , ,iktaba Cp gayaI AaOr ]sanao ek p`it BaI Baojanaa ja$rI nahIM samaJaaÑ phlao iktaba kI sabasao phlaI p`it ]sako naama samaip-t kI jaatI qaI. Aaja ]sao fusa-t nahIM hO , , ,yah Sabd fusa-t sacamauca iktnaa samaya saapoxa hO. AadmaI kI ApnaI ja$rt ko Anausaar [sakI p`aqaimakta badla jaatI hO.

mana maoM vah ivacaar krnao lagaa , , ,@yaa yaad idlaayao Qvaina kao ik kBaI ]sanao kha qaa¸ "tumhoM naaraja kr idyaa¸ tao yah tumasao nahIM [-Svar ko p`it kRtGnata AaOr vaadaiKlaafI haogaI."
"tuma maoro saaOrmaMDla ko sabasao baD,o p`kaSa hao."
"tumasao maOM [tnaa AiBanna hao jaa}M ik tumhoM doKkr mauJao lagao maOM tumharI Aa^lTr [gaao hMU."
"tumanao maoro mana–p`aNa pr ek iSalaalaoK AMikt kr idyaa hO , , ,AaOr Qyaana rKnaa ik iSalaalaoK ek hI baar ilaKa jaata hO , , ,baar–baar nahIM."

Aaja yao saaro CMd¸ saarI saUi>yaaM¸ saaro mauhavaro¸ saaro AaPt vaa@ya iktnao baomaanaI AaOr KaoKlao sao laga rho hOM. yah saba yaad idlaanao AaOr ]nakI duha[- doonao ka Saayad Aba kao[- matlaba nahIM qaa. Aaja ekdma Ap`asaMigak hao gayao qao vao lamhoM jaba yao vaa@ya ]ccairt hao rho qao yaa ilaKo jaa rho qao. yah saba ijasanao kha qaa ]saka naama tba Qvaina qaa , , ,vah Qvaina Aba saa]MD bana gayaI hO¸ ijasaka jyaada Aqa- Saaor AaOr kaolaahla haota hO.

pavasa nao Apnao navaInatma ]pnyaasa 'hr Dala pr ]llaU' kI ek p`it saolf sao inakalato hue kha¸ "cand raoja hue¸ yah pustk Cpkr AayaI hO. gaaOrva¸ tuma maorI Aaor sao phlaI p`it ApnaI maaM kao do donaa , , ,."

pnnao plaTkr pavasa nao klama sao ]sa pr kuC ilaKnaa caaha¸ tBaI ]sakI AaMKaoM sao AaMsaU kI kuC baMUdoM Tp–Tp krko caU pD,IM. pavasa nao klama baMd kr dI , , ,Aba ilaKnao kI kao[- ja$rt nahIM hO , , ,jaao vah ilaKnaa caahta qaa¸ ]sasao khIM jyaada vajanadar AaOr )dyaspSaI- Aqa- AaMsauAaoM nao ]kor idyao pnnaaoM pr. Agar )dya kI BaartIya vaNa-maalaa Aba BaI Qvaina kao yaad haogaI tao [sa AEauilaip kao vah ja$r pZ, laogaI.

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