sthoughts

WELCOME TO KAMMY'S PLAYGROUND WHERE THERE'S NO ROOM FOR SADNESS

Music of the month:
Madonna: League of their own
This used to be my playground

Chorus:This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be my childhood dream
This used to be the place I ran to
whenever I was in need of a friend
Why did it have to end and why do they always say

Don't look back
Keep your head held high
Don't ask them why
because life is short
and before you
You're feeling old
And before you know
And your heart is breaking
Don't hold on to the past
Well that's too much to ask

Chorus

No regrets
But I wish that you
were here with me
Well then there's hope yet
I can see your face
in our secret place
You're not just a memory
Say goodbye to yesterday (the dream)
Those are words I'll never say (I'll never say)

This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be our pride and joy
This used to be the place I ran to
That no one in the world could dare destroy

This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be our childhood dream
This used to be the place we ran to
I wish you were standing here with me

This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be our childhood dream
This used to be the place we ran to
The best things in life are always free
Wishing you were here with me

Mood: Grumpy

Links:
Wendy Gonzalez (Latin Actress)
Memories_lane.blospot.com (friends)
telenovelactorsandactresses
(My group)
NYP tutorial gp
(private)

My Poems Corner
1. World of changes
2. Parents who control
3. F.R.I.E.N.D.S
4. Twinkle-twinkle little star
5. 21 years old I used to be
6. Guys: He would rather be
7. We
8. My life
9. Silence Truth
10. My life journey
11. The greatest pain in life
12. Raging fire
13. Misery
14. Precious night
15. It's more than meet the eye
16. Dear GOD
17. Alive but dead
18. Reality in nursing
19. Disappointed
20. Easier said than done
21. Touch me not attitude
22. When things are unexpected
23. My last goodbye
24. Up to you to believe it or not
25. Hear only what you want to hear
26. Fight for it
27. Silence thoughts
28. Unforgivable sinner
29. A terrible day
30. I used to be
31. Hatred
32. What my friend says about me?
33. Recuperate
34. Victory
35. Time is drawing near
36. Let it all out
37. Patients and relatives
38. Peaceful mind
39. Life as a nurse
40. Unforgivable sinner 2
41. Tears of goodbye

Malay
1. Masa (Time)
2. Perasaan hatiku (My feelings)
3. Tanggang modern
4. Pengorbanan seorang ibu (A mother's sacrifices)
5. Pengorbanan seorang ayah (A father's sacrifices)
6. Bosan (Boredom)

Silence Thoughts

I'm alive physically,
but my soul is dead.
I'm depressed emotionally,
and I'm not prepared to go ahead.

Headache conquered my head.
my mind spinning wild.
This is the price that I had paid.
Making my emotions loaded and stack up in pile.

I felt like ending my own life.
But coward to fulfill it.
I felt like taking a dive.
Aiming directly into a pit.

I felt so damn lousy.
I can't concentrate.
People around me tend to be nasty,
but my friends are there to help me recuperate.

It makes me sadder,
they are so nice to me.
I'm sucha failure,
all I do is flee.

I'm looking down forward for my freedom.
I'm looking forward for my lost and hurtful soul and want it to heal.
I'm not looking for stardom.
but I'm looking deep inside to whom I once used to be.

Evey step that I took to my last,
there are always many obstacles that I had to endure.
I tried to stay and let the days past,
till then I will not feel safe and secure.

This is a secret that I'm writing out,
but the truth can't be bought.
I'm letting my inner feelings ahout.
This is what I call my silence thoughts.

Written by:
Kammy
19.11.2003
5pm-6.15pm