letitallout

WELCOME TO KAMMY'S PLAYGROUND WHERE THERE'S NO ROOM FOR SADNESS

Music of the month:
Madonna: League of their own
This used to be my playground

Chorus:This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be my childhood dream
This used to be the place I ran to
whenever I was in need of a friend
Why did it have to end and why do they always say

Don't look back
Keep your head held high
Don't ask them why
because life is short
and before you
You're feeling old
And before you know
And your heart is breaking
Don't hold on to the past
Well that's too much to ask

Chorus

No regrets
But I wish that you
were here with me
Well then there's hope yet
I can see your face
in our secret place
You're not just a memory
Say goodbye to yesterday (the dream)
Those are words I'll never say (I'll never say)

This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be our pride and joy
This used to be the place I ran to
That no one in the world could dare destroy

This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be our childhood dream
This used to be the place we ran to
I wish you were standing here with me

This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be our childhood dream
This used to be the place we ran to
The best things in life are always free
Wishing you were here with me

Mood: Grumpy

Links:
Wendy Gonzalez (Latin Actress)
Memories_lane.blospot.com (friends)
telenovelactorsandactresses
(My group)
NYP tutorial gp
(private)

My Poems Corner
1. World of changes
2. Parents who control
3. F.R.I.E.N.D.S
4. Twinkle-twinkle little star
5. 21 years old I used to be
6. Guys: He would rather be
7. We
8. My life
9. Silence Truth
10. My life journey
11. The greatest pain in life
12. Raging fire
13. Misery
14. Precious night
15. It's more than meet the eye
16. Dear GOD
17. Alive but dead
18. Reality in nursing
19. Disappointed
20. Easier said than done
21. Touch me not attitude
22. When things are unexpected
23. My last goodbye
24. Up to you to believe it or not
25. Hear only what you want to hear
26. Fight for it
27. Silence thoughts
28. Unforgivable sinner
29. A terrible day
30. I used to be
31. Hatred
32. What my friend says about me?
33. Recuperate
34. Victory
35. Time is drawing near
36. Let it all out
37. Patients and relatives
38. Peaceful mind
39. Life as a nurse
40. Unforgivable sinner 2
41. Tears of goodbye

Malay
1. Masa (Time)
2. Perasaan hatiku (My feelings)
3. Tanggang modern
4. Pengorbanan seorang ibu (A mother's sacrifices)
5. Pengorbanan seorang ayah (A father's sacrifices)
6. Bosan (Boredom)

Let it all out

My stress level increases.
My blood pressure rises.
Screening center staff so damn irritating.
Making my life so frustrating.

Non-nominated visitors trying to come up.
I rejected them and they so fed up.
They were allowed up and thats's the best.
But they never let the matter rest.

I really pissed off.
I feel like telling them off.
But all I can do is to listen,
and they make the matter worsen.

I was getting her piece of mind.
She scolds me upside down and that's fine.
Well she has to bring up matter that we don't understand her.
And she had to curse,"Wait till your mother is admitted and see how you'll feel." I just look at her.

I feel like reprimand her.
Just to tell her off as she bring my mother into the picture.
I understand her situation.
But on the other hand she should understand that I'm in a very difficult position.

I told myself to forget the whole thing.
But I'm still upset with everything.
Nursing has always gave me an unpleasant experiences.
Well I just have to end my license.

Written by:
Kammy
7.2.2004
10.50pm-11.15pm