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To light a virtual candle to memoralize your baby at Julias garden please send me the following info and I will let you know when your angel has been added.Thank you!
Name of Child
Parents & or Siblings
Birth & Loss Date
Reason for Loss
Website or Page honoring your child
Julia Louise Pape
Parents: Traci and Peter Pape
Born: April 5, 2001 Died: April 5,2001(Lived for 1 hour)
Reason for Loss: Preterm Labor at 23 weeks gestation
Message to Angel: Your life was short but has made a lasting imprint on our hearts.  One Day we will all be together again in heaven!  Luv you much.  Sadly missed by:  Mommy and Daddy,  3 Big Brothers Adam, Ryan and Noah.

Dixie Alexandra Lindsey
Parents: Gerae Lindsey
Born: Born Still on April 4, 2001
Reason for Loss: Placental Abruption
Message to Angel: We Love you and miss you everyday.  We look forward to the day we can hold you once again. Thinking of you always,
Mommy, Daddy, Jada, Brant

Brenna Lee Cook
Parents: Allison Cook
Born: Feb. 19, 2001 Died: Feb 19, 2001
Reason for Loss: Unknown Cause
Message to Angel: Brenna, even though my arms are empty,my heart is full of love for my sweet baby girl I never got to hear giggle or cry.Oh how mommy misses you!!!You entered this world so small but your footprints have left a big mark in my heart!!!Missed and loved by Mommy,Daddy and your big twin step sisters Abby and Ashley
Until we meet again little one~Know your loved

Elizabeth Maragret Wolff
Parent: Darlene Wolff
Born: April 12, 2001  Died: April 12, 2001
Reason for Loss: Cord accident(True knot and cord around neck 2 times.)
Messages to Angel: You were taken from us too soon.We will never be able to see your face or eyes,your first smile or first tears,you are missed badly by us. You will always be our angel baby. You are gone but not forgotten, we think of you everyday we shed teard because we would rather have you here than in heaven. Our arms ache deeply  and we cant wait till we will again hold you one day. Love Mommy,Daddy,your big brothers Louis and Thomas [and any future babies we will have-everyone will know about you]. I am sorry my angel baby.

Shawn Michael McLeid

Parents: Robert & Theresa McLeid
Born: May 19, 1986 Died: May 19, 1986
Reason for Loss: ARPKD
Message to Angel: We will forever cherish you in our hearts.
All our love always.
Mommy & Daddy, Jeff(Big Brother)

Matthew Albig
Parents: Tom & Tricia Albig
Born:  April 25, 2001 Died: April 25, 2001(Still Born)
Reason for Loss: Leaking fluid for 4 weeks. No fluid around the baby.
Message to Angels: Please be by my side to watch over your me and your Daddy and Sisters.  Always be our guardian angel. We Love and miss you so much.

Ashley Elizabeth Kennedy
Parents: Rick and Chris Kennedy
Born: Feb. 17, 2001 Died: Feb. 17, 2001(Stillborn)
Reason for Loss: Unknown
Message for Angel: Our darling little angel,you were our 1st and wanted so very much. Not a day goes by that we don't think of you and miss you. Now we are expecting your little brother or sister,and it appears he/she will be joining you in heaven. But we know that someday, we will all be together again and be a happy family!

ASHLEY LYNNE LACROIX

Parents: STEVEN AND MICHELE LACROIX
Born: SILENTLY INTO THE ARMS OF JESUS FEBRUARY 27,2001
Reason for Loss: Cord accident
Message to Angel: WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SWEET ANGEL. YOUR IN OUR
THOUGHTS EVERYDAY.
AWAITING THE DAY WE ARE ALL TOGETHER IN HEAVEN.
WATCH OVER MICHAELA AND PRAY FOR US.
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER,
MOMMY, DADDY AND BIG SISTER MICHAELA

Angela Sabrina Scuderi
Parents: Maria and Phil Scuderi
Born/Died:Angela was born asleep on 2/12/00 but I found out she had died on the 9th.
Reason for Loss: Unknown, but in my heart I feel it was Dr's neglience.
Message to Angel:
Dear Angela,
I sometimes wonder, how the world can still keep on going on as if nothing has happened.  My whole world turned upside down the day I found out you were gone, and it still remains so.  There are still days,  I don't want to get out of bed.  Days I want to shout at the world, days I don't want anyone to bother me.  They say life goes on, and maybe it does, but its so hard to keep pretending that I'm ok when I'm not.  I know my life will never be the same again.   My heart will forever be broken, and nothing or no one can ever mend it.   I know that I have to have faith that one day we will be together again.  Until that day comes know without a shadow of a doubt that mommy will always love and miss you.

John Joseph Bonneau Jr. (Little John)

Parents: Laura and John Bonneau
Born: May 10, 2001 @ 6:42 AM Died: May 10, 2001 @ 5:44 PM
Reason for loss: Leaking fluid for 2 weeks (infection), placental
abruption at 25w2d, Pneumonia
Message to Angel: Little John, you are missed and loved every second of
everyday. Mommy and Daddy feel honored to have been able to hold you as
you passed from this world to the next. We only wish your stay could have
been longer... ooh soooo much longer.  Another hour, another day, an
eternity would never have been enough.  We feel so empty without you
here.  We tried to explain to your big brother Tylor that we will hold
you in heaven one day, but he said what we felt, "But I don't want Baby
in Heaven. I want him here."  We love you Little John -- now and
forever...

Gabrielle Patricia Kimmel

Born:; February 19,1994 Died: April 12,1994  
Parents: William and Cynthia Kimmel     
Reason for Loss: Trisomy 18,Genetic Disorder  Message to Angel: Our little angel in heaven,you are always in our thoughts,hearts and prayers.Our arms still ache to hold you again,the feeling of emptiness never goes away.We cherish and thank God every day for the time that we had with you. Sadly missed by Daddy,Mommy,Billy,Larissa and Matthew

SARAH NICOLE

Parents: MELISSA AND ROBERT PRESTON
Born: March 10, 2001 Died: March 19, 2001
Reason for Loss: She died of infection that she got through me during delivering.  It went to her heart and enlarged her heart.
Message to Angel: I MISS HER VERY MUCH EVERYDAY IS A CHALLENGE TO ME.BOTH MY HUSBAND AND I ARE DEVASTATED ABOUT LOSING HER.SARAH JUST LIKE YOU SAID THE LITTLE GIRL I ALWAYS WANTED..SHE IS MY BEAUTIFUL YELLOW BUTTERFLY IN THE SKY.WE MISS HER AND LOVED HER VERY MUCH.NO MORE PAIN MOMMIES LITTLE GIRL..I HAD NINE OF THE BEAUTIFUL DAYS WITH HER.

Ethan Alexander Martinez

Parents: Shone Earl & Alex Martinez
Born & Died: February 9,2001
Reason for Loss: Arcania
Message To Angel: Mommy,Sissy & Daddy miss you very much Ethan.We love you .

Matthew Ryan

Parents: Michele Arick
Born & Died: November 6,1991
Reason For Loss: Incompetent Cervix
Message To Angel: Those whom we have loved can never leave us...for those whom we have loved have become a part of us.

Seth Michael Daffler
Parents: Brandi Predmore & Mike Daffler & sister Destiny
Born Still on April 26,2001
Reason For Loss: Heart Failure at 35 weeks
Message to Angel: You will forever remain in our hearts. We truely held an angel on April 26.You have touched so many hearts.You will forever remain our beautiful angel in heaven.We love & miss you,but we know God and Great Grandma is taking good care of you.Until we meet at heavens gate,we love you Seth.  Mommy,Daddy,Destiny,Aunt Chas,cousin Jaden & Nana {Nanas first grandson you will always remain}.

Chance Bradley Mackey-Phillips
Parents: Crystal Mackey & Kevin Phillips
Born: April 14,1999 & Died: April15,1999
Reason For Loss: Born at 27 weeks gestation due to placenta rupturing and water breaking.The doctors left him inside of me for 3 days which led to the baby getting an infection which killed him after he was born.
Message To Angel:Chance you were with us for a short time but you made a very large impact on our lives. Your father & I can feel your presence to this day and we know that you are watching over us.You will be missed until we are together again.
Love always, Mommy & Daddy

Cameron Anjenience Camille Willson

Parents: Lisa & William Willson
Born & Died : June 2,2001
Reason for Loss: stillborn due to water breaking
Message To Angel: Cameron,Mommy,Daddy & all your siblings miss you more than words can say!We will all see you again someday in heaven.But until then you will live on in all our hearts forever.We love you sweet angel Cameron!
"May flights of angels be your guide"
Hugs & Kisses,Mommy

Gabrielle
Parents: Hope & John
Died: March 26,2001
Reason For Loss: Miscarriage
Message To Angel: Gabi, Mommy,Daddy and big brother Ethan loved and wanted so much to hold and kiss you.We will see you in heaven. Missed and Loved, Mommy

Daniel Corbin Scherman Fralick

Born still August 29, 2000
Parents:Precious son of Kurt Fralick & Lee Ann Scherman Fralick
Baby brother to Rebecca Lee Scherman Fralick
Reason For Loss: Died from Complications of Trisomy 18
Message To Angel: We love you, sweet boy!

Jennie Cathryn Blevins
Parents: James & Jeanine Blevins
Born: September 19,2000
Reason For Loss: Born premature at 25 weeks due to doctor errors
Message To Angel: We miss you much and love you more than words can say

                    Twins                  
Eric Joseph & Joshu Ian Fisher
Born: July 12,1998 Died: August 4,1998
Parents: Theresa & Jeffery Fisher
Message To Angel: You were in our lives for a short time,but you will be in our hearts for a lifetime. We love you and miss you.

Avery Michelle Pate

Parents :Sean & Melanie Pate
Born Still on February 22,2001
Reason For Loss: stillborn due to placental abruption
Message To Angel: Avery, we miss you terribly, but think of you everyday.you have made such an inpact on everyone that we know, and without you, that wouldnt have happened. Thank you for everything that you have taught me. We miss you so much. Please look out for us, as we think of you daily.!

Reagan Elizabeth Ricketts
Parents: Thomas & Kristen Ricketts & Litlle brother Seth
Born: Born still on March 7,1999
Reason For Loss: born still at 32 weeks gestation due to unknown causes
Message To Angel: You know our hearts! We Love You!

Quentin John

Parents: John & Gina
Born: September 2,1994
Reason For Loss: Stillbirth due to cord accident
Message To Angel: Quentin,though I miss you every single day I have realized that you are never very far away. I see you in the smiles of your brothers & sisters and I feel your love in their sweet  kisses & hugs..Thank you for sending that to me!

10 Unamed Angels
Mother: Dawn Belford
Reson For Losses: 9 of 10 were never developed miscarriages. The last one I lost at 3 months but found out later my angel had died at 6 or 7 weeks
Message To Angels: If I had my way I would have loved each and everyone of you. I pray everyday that you are all together in heaven, keeping each other company, and waiting for the day that I can join you all at heavens pearly gates.I have not forgotten any of you, and just know that you are all in my heart forever.Love, Mommy and your brother Dylan

Ryan Dean Caraballo
Parent:  Kimberley Williams
Birth and Loss Date: August 24, 1992-December 7, 1992 
Reason for Loss: Sudden Infant Death Syndrome
Any Message to your angel:   My precious Angel baby Ryde Me and your big brother Scott miss you ever so much.  Not a day goes by when I dont think about you constantly. You coming into my life was such a most memorable time for me and your big brother. Although Scott was only 2 yrs old he still talks about you and remembers you. I will never forget you or your perfect little smile.  Know Mommy and Scott love you with all our hearts. Your baby brother Darian asks about you a lot and I love telling him about you. As I am sure you know I have your pictures up so that I can look and remember just how precious you were and will always be to us. Look after your little brothers and sisters until Mommy can be there to take care of you all again....Listen to your Gramma!!!    I love you RyDe. Mommy.

3 unnamed angels
Parents: Jimmy and Kimberley Williams
Birth and Loss Date: August 88, Sept 00, May 01.
Reason for Loss: miscarriages
Any Message to your angel: My special angels that I never got to hold or see.  I still think about you all the time. So does your Daddy and your brothers.   Know that although we never got to hold you you all are so very truly loved and missed. I know you are up there watching over us cuz I feel you all everyday.  Till the day we meet again my sweethearts We love you and miss you very much.  Love Mommy, Daddy and your four brothers.

Zachary Jacob

Parents: Glenn & Deborah Shillito
Born: November 8th, 1994 @ 7 weeks gestation
Reason for Loss: Miscarried (Unknown Cause)
Message to Angel: "Sweet Little Button".  I will always think of you as my oldest little boy.  I can still remember the faint pitter patter of your heart.  Miss you lots.  XO

Hannah Emily
Parents: Glenn & Deborah Shillito
Born: October 12th, 1995 @ 13 weeks
Reason for Loss: Miscarried due to RH Incompatibility
Message to Angel: Our "Little Angel".  I  still can't believe you are gone.  I still cry remembering that you died during an ultrasound, while we were watching you dance around ... and then you were gone.  Lots of love, little girl.  XO XO

Nathan (Nate) Dakota
Parents: Glenn & Deborah Shillito
Born: June 13th, 1997 @ 14 weeks
Reason for Loss: Miscarried due to twin to twim transfusion
Message to Angel: My brave little boy.  You gave your life in hopes of your twin brother surviving.  Thank you.  I will always remember your "big feet" and that little tuft of hair on the top of your head.  I hope you and your brother are having the best time in Heaven.  I miss you.  XO XO

Noah Thomas Daniel
Parents: Glenn & Deborah Shillito
Born: June 19th, 1997 @ 15 weeks
Reason for Loss: Miscarried due to complications from early twin delivery & infection (lived 30 minutes)
Message to Angel: Your struggle was so hard for me.  I hope you have eternal peace and are getting into as much trouble with your brothers and sister as only "baby angels" can.  Missing your beautiful face.  I will always remember your sweet sigh as you took your last breath in my arms.  XO XO

Emma Victoria Hope
Parents: Glenn & Deborah Shillito
Born: December 29th, 1997 @ 7 weeks
Reason For Loss: Miscarried Due to Unknown
Message to Angel: You were our "Little Hope".  We knew you were in trouble from the first day.  Thank you SO much for staying as long as you could.  Your death helped us find the reason I had so many angels in Heaven.  Bless you Emma!  XO XO

Abigail Kaitlyn Faith
Parents: Glenn & Deborah Shillito
Born: March 22nd, 1998 @ 11 weeks
Reason for Loss: Miscarried due to RH Incompatibility
Message to Angel: My sweetheart ... as you died on my birthday, I have never been able to celebrate that day without thinking of you.  I miss you and all the hopes and dreams we had hoped for you.  Kiss your brothers and sisters for me and I'll see you again someday.  I will be watching the stars for your shining light ... XO XO

Joshua Alexander
Parents: Glenn & Deborah Shillito
Born: November 7th, 1999 @ 27 weeks
Reason for Loss: Died 2 hours after birth due to excessive blood loss from a uterine rupture and umbelical cord hemorrhage
Message to Angel: My "Little Fighter".  Ohhhh how you tried to stay with us.  Your struggle was so brave and I will forever be grateful for giving us the time to say good-bye.  Through all of the trauma around the rupture, getting you stabilized .. only to have a cord hemorrhage take you from us just when we thought all was going okay.  I will NEVER forget the way you felt in my arms or the beauty of your face.  Thank you my angel boy ... I will sleep with your blanket always.  Watch for me in your "special place" so we can have one of our "talks" .... until then .... XO XO

Bronwyn Hope M.

Parents: Tamera and Joseph M.
Born: April 6, 2001 (26w5d) Died : April 11, 2001                          Reason For Loss: Hypoxemia caused by severe prematurity, delivered early due to IUGR and no amniotic fluid.
Any Message to your angel: Little Princess, our "blessed hope,"Mommy and Daddy had wanted you for so long and it seems so unfair that you were taken away so soon, but we know that you are in Heaven watching over us.  Thank you for staying with us as long as you did, God blessed us with five days that Mommy and Daddy will never forget.  I know you will watch over any little siblings that Mommy and Daddy might be blessed with in the future, and I know that you know we will make sure they know you too.  You will always be our first born.  We love you, Princess.  Love, Mommy and Daddy

Willow Brice
Parents: Saffron and Dave
Birth and Loss Date: Joined the Angels 12th September, 2000. Due 18th April,
2001
Reason for Loss: Miscarriage
Message to your angel:
My precious daughter,
You were our first, sweet girl, and no one can take that away! I know you
are safe now, in a better place than here, but Mummy and Daddy miss you and
what might have been...
Look after Jonah sweetheart, and know that you are never far from our
thoughts.
All our love,
Mummy and Daddy xxxx

Jonah Brice
Parents:  Saffron and Dave
Birth and Loss Date: Joined the Angels 23rd December, 2000. Due 18th August,
2001
Reason for Loss: Miscarriage
Any Message to your angel:
My little man,
Why you had to leave, Mummy will never know, maybe you knew Willow would be
lonely by herself...
Now Daddy and I have two angels to watch over us, and two warm little bodies
to hold when we finally meet again.
Kisses to you both in heaven,
Love Mummy and Daddy xxxx

Angel
Mothers Name: Connie & John Vella & Brother Charles Vella                   
Date of Loss:conceived approximately on the 11th of March 1983 and lost her on the 11th of May 1983 she was 8 wks.
Reason for Loss: Miscarriage
Message to Angel: . She's always on my mind and think of her often with sadness in my heart.
everytime I see a little girl I remember of the one I have lost, leaving traces of sadness
in my heart.

4 baby angels
Parents: Kimberly and Derek Hanson
Reason for loss:   miscarriages
Message to Angels: All i wanted was to hold each and everyone of you and rock you to sleep and see you off on the first day of school but you are in our heart all the time and we will hold you one day and then we can hold our babies again.
Mommy and Daddy love you very much and you were very wanted and greatly missed by all here at home

Adrian
Parents: Gladys & Bryan Mitton
Date of Loss: November 12,2000- about 13 1/2 weeks gestation
Reason for Loss: miscarriage due to PCOS
Message To Angel: "His name is Adrian, he was created in love, and even though he is not here
physically, he will always be in our hearts. You are my darling fairy, full of life and laughter. I can imagine your grin as you play boyish tricks on the older angels."

Rachael
Parents: Gladys & Bryan Mitton
Date of Loss: June 6,2001- about 10 weeks gestation
Reason for Loss: Miscarriage due to PCOS
Message to Angel: "I know you are with Adrian. Both of you are God's fairies, mischievous
sprites full of love and wonder, you spend your days laughing and playing in
God's garden, and at night you put up the stars so I can find you in heaven."

Unnamed Angel
Parents: Michaela & Greg
Born: July 8, 2001
Reason for loss: miscarriage at 4 weeks gestation
Message to Angel:: My sweet little angel, how much we wanted to hold you in our arms... instead we will hold you in our hearts forever.

Stephanie Lyn Pansano
Parents: Becky and Floyd
Miscarriage at 15 weeks
Reason for Loss: Doctor neglect
Message to Angel:: My sweet little Angel, I think about you every minute of every day and I'm so sorry that you are gone. I know that you are in good hands though. I promise your passing will not be in vain. I loved you from the first second I knew about you. You will always be part of Daddy and me and your sister, Allison and brothers, Jeremy and Thomas.

Unnamed baby boy
Parents: David and Janine Glodt
Reason for Loss: Miscarried on July 10, 2001 at 14 weeks
Message to Angel: Our hearts ache over losing you.  We waited so long for you, and feel so empty and incomplete without you.  "Until we meet again, may God hold you in the hollow of his hand." Our deepest love...

Little One Kennedy
Parent's: Rick and Chris Kennedy
Date of birth/death: miscarriage at 12 weeks on July 5, 2001
Reason for Loss: Triploidy
Message To Angel: We only got to know you for 12 short weeks, but you left forever
footprints in our hearts.  You will always be perfect in our eyes.  Now that you are in heaven you can grow up alongside your sister Ashley.We miss you, baby!
Love, Mommy & Daddy
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