Janet Granofsky about eigth-heartedly seeking

Since God (if any) has not allowed my suicide attempt to seriously damage my thinking abilities,

I misewell again seek publicity, legal assistance, a better radio, housing, synth-playing opportunity, creative sponsorship, employment, clothing and equipment===== donation, ====birding and other transportation and/or public justice:

Since

The United States Army tortured my mother and caused her death when I was a child.
I was arrested, charged, nolle prossed and PBJ'd in 1983 for trying to do my job in downtown Baltimore, Maryland, U.S.A.
?==============??have listened NPR since started, called got on air more than 20 times.??
In November 1992 I started the process of legal complaint of sex discrimination against my former employers BF&M Temporaries and clients Asplundh Tree Service and the Baltimore Gas & Electric Company, and was awarded legal assistance and finally a $40,000 Default Judgment in ==== 199===.===== haven't collected any of it===.
In February 1993 administrators of Essex Community College (now part of the Community College of Baltimore County), with the illegal assistance of Baltimore County Police and Franklin Square Hospital personnel, had me almost disappeared (for 10 days), and misdiagnosed, in Spring Grove (state mental) Hospital, and banned from school,
because I discovered a scandal in the ECC Job Bank, complained about abuses I had suffered, philosophized about suicide and revenge, and maintained a 4.0 GPA and too much environmental enthusiasm.
In ==== 1994 I filed and pled pro sea federal lawsuit v. ECC, the Baltimore County Police, and both hospitals. This was dismissed against all 4 Defendants in ======.
In October 2008 a worker in Baltimore County Executive Jim Smith's office told me "The government is comin' after you!" after I left her a phone message in the wee hours that morning. CBS News 60 minutes's Leslie Stahl was ========ly not interested, and WEAA's Marc Steiner = =prolly don't even know ====
On June 29, 2009 I attempted suicide, phoned Senator Barbara Mikulski's office, and got evicted, all at the same time. Some neighbors called 911, the Baltimore County Police and Franklin Square personnel preserved===== my bodily and ==== mental life (for 9 days), and released me ======= ===.
I am now staying in a homeless shelter run by Baltimore County near my former apartment; but the mothers are trying to get me kicked out and will probably succeed very soon, and I'd rather be dead than on the STREET homeless, and I already tried to kill myself once anyway, so why the fuck am I updating this?

=============Please note: Janet Granofsky has always been my legal name. I have lived and worked in the Baltimore, Maryland area all my life except for about a year on Maryland's Eastern Shore. My age is around 60 years.

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Also, there was a phone off the hook,
Sy Hersh called me whacko (actually he dint call me whacko verbatim, but I don't have to worry much because I doubt anybody's gonna dig the tape out of the dump),
I was raped several times,
Police were sent to my home 4 times on suspicion of suicide, before I ever actually tried it, =====

The following are topically related to and documentedly involved in my story (altho not necessarily helpful):

Dr. Peter R. Breggin, M.D., old document
Professors Lucinda Roy, Bernice Hausman and the Virginia Tech English Department,
Jeffrey Moussaieff Masson,
Kate Millett (I stopped reading about her mother),
NPR,
former CBS News president Andrew Heyward and current CBS Director of Security Tom Hackett (Don't know a URL for him but his phone # is the same as Andy's old one), and CBS 60 Minutes' Leslie Stahl,
ABC News president David Westin and his office assistant Katie, and ABC News Correspondent Gloria Riviera,
Bob Woodward and his leaving boss, and Ruth Marcus,
Askia Muhammad of Pacifica News/ WPFW-FM,
Senator Barbara A Mikulski, D- MD,
old Professor David D. Perlmutter's email about his "Dark Thoughts",
Professors Charles Ogletree, Laurence "Larry" Tribe, Susan Deller Ross, Emma Coleman Jordan, and Randall Kennedy,
Wesley J. Smith's recommendations to me (another old letter),
Southern Poverty Law Center,
Trial Lawyers for Public Justice,
Ober, Kaler, Grimes & Shriver (definitely somewhat helpful),
Vladeck, Waldman, Elias and Engelhard, P.C.,
The National Organization for Women [some],
David K. Shipler's The Working Poor: Invisible In America,
Lippincott Massie McQuilkin, Scott, Waxman Agency etc.
The Essex-Middle River-White Marsh Chamber of Commerce,
Baltimore Gas & Electric Company,
aaywlwukk,
The Baltimore County Crisis Response System, a service of the Affiliated Santé Group (whose policies have changed since I encountered it),
Marc Steiner and The Center For Emerging Media,
Dan Rodricks of WYPR's Midday Show and The Baltimore Sun,
and others.*

*Details when I get time. I'd rather be d-- oops!- that's what I wrote 15 years ago. I couldn't stand to be homeless.
*MJG-93-4175in the United States District Court for the District of Maryland: Janet Granofsky v. BF&M Temporaries et al, probably in storage in Philadelphia now
Note: My unsuccessful appeal to the 4th Circuit Court was v. Baltimore Gas & Electric Company, which had won its part of the original case. (There was no actual trial.)
*MJG 94-3483 in the same court or storage.

*Please note that Dana Priest of Washington Post is very emphatically NOT involved in my story, or my family's as far as I know, altho she is very definitely topically related.

Contact

First of all, please ==============read this whole website before contacting me.

======no cellphone, no computer of my own, =========limited Web access=====

If you know me only by this website and want to email me: Up to the present I have found it prudent to throw out almost everything received in this Yahoo Mail account, without opening, so you have to use a precisely pertinent subject line; but I'm also suspicious of straight quotes from my site. Don't send me BCCs. Compose a personal plaintext message with no graphics, photos or attachments, because I can't read most of them. Coupons======= ========. Don't publish my email address, and don't sign me up for any newsletters, email updates, memberships, etc.

If you're an established professional, academic, bureaucrat, elected, celebrity: I don't trust links in email but you may include a broken one, besides a phone or fax # or street address, but you gotta also have a public listing in the paper yellow pages, or paper newspaper, or broadcast ad, or general public presence.

For my blood/ marriage- related family: frustrated attempts ===contzct you====a few years ago. I moved to ======= rental complex more than 10 years ago, and in August 2007 I transferred to another apartment in =====same complex. ======== GET MONTH=== mail forwarded to shelter. = ==== may email me to call you if YOUR #'s in the paper phone book, or if you dare to email me your private #;.
I assume everything on the web is probbly being spied on, especially ours. I advise you: Do not use email to discuss your family affairs. I have already banned one reckless emailing relative. If you're a younger cousin whom I might not remember, I suggest you use initials or partial names to indicate the relationship path.
========I welcome my step-siblings to email if necessary.