| It�s great to fall in love but it also hurts when you fell out of love.
Others said, "love is blind" and I said indeed it is! But I�m afraid that just like blindness,
means having no eyesight, being "blind in love" could make you suffer�
I told myself that I wouldn�t enter serious relationship until I�ll finish college,
for I�m scared to be hurt. But sometimes, fate is tempting, when this girl came into my life,
my plan was set aside. I never expected he�d come so soon, it seems that I�m not that ready to
fall in love. But couldn�t help myself, I just fall. And so, we became sweethearts.
I�m not sure others but him alone! In other words, I was too focused with him.
Moths have passed, I assumed nothing was wrong, that all was going smoothly with our relationship.
I don�t if I�ve been dumb but I�m sure I trusted him so much, for even I�ll hear humors about him of
having boyfriends other than me, I have ignored it all. I know he won�t do such thing for he said he loved me.
But when he told me he started to fall with another boy, I felt I was poured with a hot water. First time in my life,
I was hurt that much. We broke up. Then I realized that I was "blind"
Once I�ve read a certain pocketbook entitled "White Cain". It was a nice love story.
And somewhat similar to my past affair. The only difference is that girl in the was liberally blind,
while me, I was "blind in love". And though the girl has that lady incapacity, a man loved her faithfully.
He never treated the lady as a blind woman, instead, he made her fell so special. The lady was so lucky for having such man,
its rare nowadays, those who have nice intention, that inspire of her blindness, the man had loved her so much.
In a way, I have related myself to the lady, but she�s the lucky one and I�m not! After I have read the story,
I�ve come to my senses that no matter our incapability or status in life, we have the right to love and to be loved.
I�ve also learned that physical aspects should come next to sincerity for sometimes, looks could be deceiving. It�s not
enough to have eyesight to have a successful lovelife, but it�s matter of true love. Just like, me, I�ve no defects but yet
I�ve suffered as much as every handicapped man did. To sum it all, I could say that what the eyes can�t see, the heart will�.
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