| "And he said Cast your burden upon me, those who are heavenly laden... come to me and I will give you rest.!!
This is the passage from the holy scripture which most of us do not give attention and even to the extent of not pondering and
knowing its effect and importance to our personal lives.
Born with us fate. A suffering that will occur in an unexpected time and you may ask, why does God allow this to happen? these
are things or events which where surely hurt one's feeling and sometimes it may lead to discouragement.
There was a time in my life when I encountered a big trials. and all I could do was a deep sigh...and cry (Have you ever cried
with your god at prayer? if you have, congratulation! you are very close to him). I was confronted with the choice, whether to
pursue my course in BSC-MA or to study for the priest or to be missionary. Deep down there was an inner struggle, confusion and
even fear for I was uncertain as to where my choice to be the best live my life. It was then that I began to understand how difficult it was to choose.
Eventually, I chose to pursue my course BSC-MA and took the opportunities that I have to experience. and it is also because
I want my Family especially my Parents to be happy. But my desire to enter the missionary did not end up there. in fact I was active in every activities.
I never considered me calling as something unreal since I believe that is present and continually operates the events of my life.
In school I experienced different Kinds of trials and Temptations I also experienced disappointments feelings of emptiness and dissatisfaction with my self.
But I come to a realization that I was losing the balance, was becoming more self centered and thus, was creating my own mess.
Getting back to the main road, I searched for Gods guidance to show me the way. I heard many voices asking to follow them but there was only one voice to break
through so clearly. I keenly listened to where my heart drew me to and then chose the way.Now,I know better when God's love overwhelms that I am facing, day after day,
assume a deferent dimension they become seasonings they add flavor and spice to an otherwise bland recipe. After all it was the lords resurrection that made his crucifixion
and death most meaningful his pains and sufferings proved, beyond any doubt, that God would do anything to show how much he loves me. if he didn't grant my desires today,
maybe he did this for my own good and this would be better for me. He wants it that way, and I don't have a choice.
On our part Christian, however there is a choice. Do we love or Don't we love Him? Our Answer Depends upon how we love our life from day to day... And all of you who tread the long narrow, winding road.
"BE STRONG.... GOD LOVES YOU. He is near!!!..
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