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Words. That have inspired me.
Blood.

Non-sensical Thoughts

I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it.
Laugh alone and the world thinks you're an idiot.
On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key.
Flattery makes friends and truth makes enemies.
I am having an out of money experience.
Never wrestle a pig. You both get dirty and the pig likes it.
The facts, although interesting, are irrelevant.
Everybody is somebody else's weirdo.
When in darkness or in doubt, run in circles scream and shout.
If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody.
all generalizations are false, including this one.
"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us."
What doesn't kill you strengthens you.

Few things I have Learned

A light heart lives long. Draw the curtain, the fraud is over. What is a city, but the people true the people are the city. Liberty exists in proportion to wholesome restraint. God is the name we give our conscience. The courage we desire and prize is not the courage to die decently, but to live manfully.

A man's success in business today turns upon his power of getting people to believe he has something that they want. A lovely thing about Christmas is that it's compulsory, like a thunderstorm, and we all go through it together. Public instruction should be the first object of government.

I've played a lot of bad guys, 'cause that was the only work I could get. People saw my face and went ''Oooh.'' Hate is such a luxurious emotion, it can only be spent on one we love. The best thing to do with the best things in life is to give them up.

Give God the margin of eternity to justify himself.
In all things it is better to hope than to despair. Education is the ability to meet life's situations. How frighteningly few are the persons whose death would spoil our appetite and make the world seem empty.

All mankind loves a lover. In modern business it is not the crook who is to be feared most, it is the honest man who doesn't know what he is doing. The superiority of one man's opinion over another's is never so great as when the opinion is about a woman.

Customs form us all, our thoughts, our morals, our most fixed beliefs are consequences of our place of birth. Christian life consists of faith and charity. Whatever needs to be maintained through force is doomed. We are the greatest power in the world. If we behave like it.

The real news is bad news.

Evil is nourished and grows by concealment. I seem to smell the stench of appeasement in the air. Our humanity is a poor thing, except for the divinity that stirs within us. Never pray for justice, because you might get some. Girls we love for what they are men for what they promise to be. She had an unequalled gift... of squeezing big mistakes into small opportunities.

He that is doing nothing is seldom in need of helpers. To be wronged is nothing unless you continue to remember it. The history of all hitherto existing society is the history of class struggles.

An artist is forced by others to paint out of his own free will. If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide. I do want to get rich but I never want to do what there is to do to get rich. Petty laws breed great crimes.

The Inevitable End

loved you, and the way that you loved us both. I knew this! I understood it! And I believed I would gather you to me and hold you. And time would open to us, and we would be the teachers of one another. All the things that gave you happiness would give me happiness; and I would be the protector of your pain. My power would be your power. My strength the same. But you're dead inside to me, you're cold and beyond my reach! It is as if I'm not here, beside you. And, not being here with you, I have the dreadful feeling that I don't exist at all. And you are as cold and distant from me as those strange modern paintings of lines and hard forms that I cannot love or comprehend, as alien as those hard mechanical sculptures of this age which have no human form. I shudder when I'm near you. I look into your eyes and my reflection isn't there . . . So this is how it all ended, a love so beautiful to end slowly in despair. And yet...this is what it is. Nothing more and nothing less, no matter how hard i, we, try to look back. Memories are the only things that stay the same when everything has changed. This is how it ended.

"I tell you and I have told you, that it could not have ended any other way."

Random Thoughts

Sometimes I think that he's the same person... he still has the same goofy smile and mischievous charm that I fell for, and I like to believe that the rest of him is unchanged as well. But then I take a closer look and I realize that he HAS changed... that I don't know him anymore, not really... not enough to love and care for him as I once did. ------------------------------------------------- I've loved and lost. I've cried tears for the things that were and that could have been. I've wrestled with intense feelings of love and hate, of jealousy, of frustration. I've simultaneously taken down and brought up my pride. I've tried to rebuild my world without the person whom it used to revolve around. I've tried to save myself from the depths of depression and self-pity, and when I couldn't do that, I turned to God for help. I don't know exactly what I gained, or how much I lost. Maybe someday it will be all clear to me... then again, maybe not. ------------------------------------------------- Occasionally, a sway of a long-haired man with pale skin will walk by her shadow, or a bell would sound in the distance and the memories of him would flood her like the scent of lingering rain in May. Always, she stirs and tenses at those moments, thinking it is his ghost or himslef, reborn. But always she finds it to be only her searching for what was lost. SHe sees now that she is but half-awake in her new life and that even dreams could not duplicate all that was her. ------------------------------------------------- " `They reflect the age in cynicism which cannot comprehend the death of possibilities, fatuous sophisticated indulgence in the parody of the miraculous, decadence whose last refuge is self-ridicule, a mannered helplessness. You saw them; you've known them all your life. You reflect your age differently. You reflect its broken heart.' " `This is unhappiness. Unhappiness you don't begin to understand.' ------------------------------------------------- "I am a weakling. I am fragile. I succumb to every possible temptation there is. I fail at any given moment. But, I am also just human, and as a human, I have every right to attain what I cannot and prove what I have to prove. I may be weak but I have the strength to overcome any temptation and challenge every failure. I am human, therefore I am the master of my own fate."

She's Always A Woman

Billy Joel - She's Always A Woman She can kill with her smile She can wound with her eyes And she can ruin your faith with her casual lies And she only reveals what she wants you to see She hides like a child But she's always a woman to me She can lead you to love She can take you or leave you She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe And she'll take what you give her, as long as it's free Yeah she steals like a thief But she's always a woman to me Oh, she takes care of herself She can wait if she wants She's ahead of her time Oh, and she never gives out And she never gives in She just changes her mind And she'll promise you more than the Garden of Eden And she'll carelessly cut you, and laugh while you're bleeding But she'll bring out the best and the worse you can be Blame it all on yourself 'Cause she's always a woman to me Oh, she takes care of herself She can wait if she wants She's ahead of her time Oh, and she never gives out And she never gives in She just changes her mind She's frequently kind, and she's suddenly cruel She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree And the most she will is throw shadows at you But she's always a woman to me

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