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Words in Motion

Poetry. The language of my soul.
Respect. Read but do not copy. Admire but do not flaunt. My old poems, you won't find here. Go to Cemetery if you're looking for the old ones.

The After Effect of REading Poetry

words...words...words...
banging on my ears
reading aloud as if
another entity could hear

flattering words of scatter
sentences one after another
it's meaning concealed;idly devoured,
a sandwiched jam and butter.

eyes moving to the right
then back again to the left
words beautifully painted
but then maybe it was random.

a harbinger of inspiration
without true knowledge of what it meant
an explosion of ideas
though even i cannot fathom.

my own words flying against
a narration of my own poetry
yet so fast it goes, i write it not
too fast to catch, south and then west

what to write? oh, what to write?
I ask myself as i sat down
my mind goes blank, the words inside
blurry, which one goes first?

seven stanzas it shall be
this feeble attempt of my poetry
word after word after word
afterall, they are banging on my ears.

Solemn Tears

I waited for you in the dark
deep within solemn prayers
deep within my heart

I sat still till morning came
in the corner of the wind's waters
kept awake by a song i cannot name

I've sat still and watched
the horizon turning crimson
once again im sane but mad.

I've been here before
the other night, and the night
before that and the night before.

It;s been so long i've forgotten
the reasons i wait
or who and what it's for

I wonder if i've shed my tears
for i cannot cry
perhaps before i cried a thousand years

and now i can cry no more.
how tragic my predicament is
lying on the cold barren floor

I watched again with a broken soul
the pale horizon
endless, and yet i mourn

Deep within solemn prayers
deep within my heart
Beyond tears that never form.

Beyond Forgetting

For a moment I thought I could forget you.
For a moment I thought I could still the restlessness in my heart.
I thought the past could no longer haunt me—nor hurt me.
How wrong I was!

For the past, no matter how distant, is as much a part of me as life itself.
And you are part of that life.
You are so much a part of me—of my dreams,
my early hopes, my youth and my ambitions—

that in all my tasks I can’t help remembering you.
Many little delights and things remind me of you.
Yes, I came. And would my pride mock my real feelings?

Would the love song, the sweet and lovely smile on your face,
be lost among the deepening shadows?

I have wanted to be alone.
I thought I could make myself forget you in silence and in song...

And yet I remembered.

For who could forget the memory of the once lovely,
the once happy world such as ours?
I came because the song that I kept through the years is waiting to be sung.
I cannot sing it without you.

The song when sung alone will lose the essence of its tune,
because you and I had been one.
I have wanted this misery to end, because it is part of my restlessness.
Can’t you understand?
Can’t you divine the depth and the tenderness of my feelings towards you?
Yes, can’t you see how I suffer in this even darkness without you?

You went away because you mistook my silence for indifference.
But silence, my dear, is the language of my heart.

How could I essay the intensity of my love when silence speaks a more eloquent tone?

But, perhaps, you didn’t understand...
Remember, I came because the gnawing loneliness is there and will not be lost until the music is sung,
until the poem is heard, until the silence is understood....until you come to me again.

For you alone can blend the music and memory into one consuming ecstasy. You alone...

Hush Now Darling

Hush now darling...don't you cry.
I'm here, you're safe..
though near nor far
my soul is with you.

Cry not for those who have betrayed our emotions.
Cry not for those who are blinded by cynicism.
Hush now darling..
It's not your fault.

You and I.
They are out of our league,
we, the vikings, who hang their Gods on trees.
and they are nothing but foolish corpses.
We shall protect each other from these kind of malevolence.

I shall kill him if i must..

Hush now darling..
it's only human.
Soon we shall be with our own kind..
when the time is right, and our souls worthy to recieve the gift of a hundred centuries.

Hush now darling, here i am..
in every breath, every beat..every drop of blood.
Soon..we shall be with our own.
Soon the warmth will rekindle our pain-battered hearts.
Soon..

-All my love,
Simmone

Waltz

In the wavering balance of my feelings
set against each other
lascivous love and modesty
but i choose what i see
and submit my neck to the yoke;
i yield to your sweet voice.
And the cold, cold wind that blows me away
a black, black day...
Now i know that i'll see you again,
Now i know that you're near me
In the deep blue of the night
I could take this moment forever,
turn the pages of my mind..
Let's waltz with destiny forever.

In the Midst of Silence

I am here
Do you feel me?
i am the wind
The breeze that sorrounds thee
I am here
Though You may not see me
For I am inside you
The air that You breathe
A soul underneath.

I am here
Oh honey, I always am
Alas, my love!
Oh don't be sad
have faith as the wind caress
I am here
Just close your eyes
i am not so far
I am here
My love,
forever I will be.

Paper Crane

please, equip your wings with power
my love, recieve thy letter
hear me, in the midst of the candle light
in the silence of the night
hear my voice, recieve my caress
even to the ends of the world
i shall stand and fight
but hear me, listen close my dear
a paper crane...

a silent cry
recieve my solitude
as i yearn for your touch,
your voice,
your lips,
your love.
Goodnight my love,
my blood,
my flesh,
a never ending serenity of emotions.
As you close your eyes tonight,
I am unseen though surely i'm by your side.
tomorrow, i shall be with you.

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