| Tears ... Why do these sudden tears fall? Why does this heart feel this deep ache? A century has past, yet this ache hasn't gone Only a forgotten image still hunts me You standing there, in tears I thought I was aloud to wipe your tears I guess I was wrong after all A soul still seeking if it will find someone like you Someone who does take the time To make this heart feel needed All these things, All these emotions, All this shit Love, hate, pity, sadness, joy Why do they exist? Life would be so much easier If it was empty of all these things Mine to feel, mine to keep How come these eyes only contain tears? Why does this heart ache so much? When it could be so full of joy Loneliness surrounds me Dark clouds invading me No light, no smile No nothing Only hurt What does this life have to bring, If I can't feel love like everyone else does? Cold hands inside my chest, Dark thoughts inside my mind A dying spirit, a dying soul No one understands me Only empty promises can be made in this world Of corruption and hate Every fear, Every ache is mine to feel Is mine to keep These voices The night is cold, As am I Spirits hunting me, Keeping me up at night A lonely soul, A broken soul These voices in my head, Where do they come from? Waking up at night, My head spinning Me in tears, Not knowing why In darkened times In darkened times, emotions are twisted In ways I can't explain They reach high points, low points Love and pain Arms around me, arms of trust An empty soul, warmed by a gentle hug Yet darkness doesn't fade A soul in pain, these tears will never fade Kindness fills a heart with love Yet no soul makes me feel this way A life in darkness A life in pain Way out ... Tears running over my cheeks Dark thoughts making their way through my mind Deep circling thoughts, Thoughts that bring darkness to my heart A ray of light shining through my window, And yet no smile on my face Friends trying to make me smile, trying to be there for me Yet nothing changes I still feel empty and depressed And then woundering what's the point of carrying on The strength to take an other step is fading And there I see a white light The sunshine reflecting on a perfect blade Leading me into salvation A way out of this crummy life A path to eternal nothingness No more pain, no more suffering Dark circles of the mind I should be happy But I'm not My mind takes me to a dark And forsaken place A place where all emotions are twisted And replaced by others Doubt, everlasting doubt What am I supposed to do? Follow my heart? I really can't My heart has been taken And split into a thousand pieces Every piece could make one perfect heart An emotional healthy heart With every step I take With everything I do I feel worse Even more chattered And I'm wondering what it's all worth Why I should even try It's all so useless |
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