| Fantasies of the mind Daydreaming ... Wandering off in the fantasies of the mind Imagining the most perfect and beautiful world Possible for me Still I see darkness Dark clothes Dark hair Dark make-up And then I see I notice I have a dark soul And proud of it too I like it when night falls When spirits arise And vampires wake up To feed, to live A life as a fallen angel That sounds so tempting If only ... No one to say ... Sex Endless pleasure But what if that's not enough? Why do people need love? It felt so good His hands moving over my body His lips touching mine It felt so good It felt so safe And then I hear him talk about her ... His love Feelings of hurt Feelings of loneliness No one to say I love you No one to say I will never leave you Hurt A friend A soulmate A person that turned into someone I really cared about Emotions going too deep More then friendship And then remorse A feeling I never felt I will never feel But you turn away Break a piece of my heart, By telling me you don't want to be my real soulmate The person I can trust, with everything Even with kisses All you want is friendship Nothing more, nothing less And that really brings hurt Deep in my soul, deep in my heart Every time the same story I show myself, a real open soul And then ... feelings of hurt Feelings of abandonment A hard and cruel world Life can be a dark place, if you're all alone in this world Loneliness surrounds me And all I can see is how people hurt each other No light, no love, no joy, no pleasure Only the pain that life will bring A hard and cruel world Where every one is an animal Living on lust and power No sunshine that brings a smile to my face Only the bitter cold of a winter's night But life could bring so much more If you were really here with me The joy to live fades soon, in desperate times A soul can die so fast, in a blink of an eye You will find me lying there, beside you Lifeless and without one grin of power left in me And then my last words Raindrops down my face The wind blowing through my hair My book of shadows laying on the table And spells being made at the stroke of midnight Witch's spells, vampire's dreams, Satan's power, song-maker's cry And then my last words: I leave you now With these words My darkened thoughts I cared so deeply for you But you couldn't see That life was meant to be A laughing experience Yet crying and pain Will always make part of it too And that is why On this day At this time When the moon is clear Night's angels fall From the boundaries of heaven To land in a world Filled with hate and destruction To find and start A life that could become A lesson for us all What will become of this land If strangers from afar Are the ones Who tell us How to lead our lives |
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