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| Emptiness An empty shell My body No emotions Why even bother to care? Why take the time to feel something If the only thing I can feel Is hurt ... People talking to me Me feeling nothing but disgust They make me feel even less filled All the energy I once possessed is gone Drained from my body What I feel for you ... I sit here crying Tears of pain A heart in pieces over you A soul aching for your love And all you do is say I know I feel for you Still days go by and I'm still here And you can't see just what I feel for you I love you deep but you can't see Just what I feel for you Still you can't see Just what I feel Just what I feel for you ... is true Filled with secrets, filled with death Spiders crawling over my sealing At this night of heath and dreams A shadow moving over my window, A scream in the night Yet no reaction from my part I lay there in my bed, Wandering off about what could be ... An endless life With you, my dark prince at my side Spirits rising, The night is fresh Filled with secrets, Filled with death Shadows moving closer, Eating me alive Yet I grow stronger I feel reborn in this winters night A new life is starting As I feel my body die A darkened soul is mine to keep A life as a shadow, a life at night Why? Life is a battle A struggle that isn't worth fighting for An endless fight against hate and ignorance What's the point? Every day I get more hurt Every day I die a little more Every day I start to care less And what if I'm wrong? What if I can only see the bad part in life? Why should life be fun? A laughing experience But maybe, just maybe I could become happy again ... A life full of friends and a loving man/woman Who will stand beside me no matter what Should I keep the faith or ... should I give up?? I'm sick of fighting I would rather give up ... but deep inside myself I never will ... I love life too much for that Why?? It has only given me hurt What do I live for? Helping others? I'm sick of helping others I'm sick of making others laugh when i can't What should I do ... give up ... or maybe ... I hope I find the strength to keep my faith and carry on I want ... I want to hold you in my arms Like I could before, I want to kiss you intensely And never fear a thing, I want to walk with you in the clouds And see a rising sun, I want to love you 'till the end of time And be your dark angel for eternity Why my life sucks I'm mad Mad at the world Mad because I don't get the happiness I deserve Mad because every one around me is happy And I can't be It's just not fair I hate it I hate the way life threats me Why should I be the one who is unhappy? The one who is all alone in the world? Alone in this cruel cold world No one who will miss me when I'm gone No one who will remember me for who I really was Is this the way I have to go through life, Being hurt, Never being able to be happy, Never finding a true meaning in life? Is this why I was putt on this world? Was I supposed to be the one Who is always the one Who has to watch how others are happy In their pity little lives?? If that's the case count me out I'm really getting sick of this ... To my eternal love You are the wind beneath my wings The air I need to breath The fire that burns in my heart You are my love, my life You gave me strength where there was no more You gave me the power to proceed I love you forever and ever I never ever want to lose you And why should I have to lose you? We were born to be together Eternal love reunited by the power of the night Just like the night My love for you creped into my heart And now it's there to stay Internally burned into the deepest depth of my soul We belong together Hate is a to weak a word I can't even begin to describe what kind of hate I feel in my heart for what you've done You trampled my soul and with that, killed my spirit You took the only thing I cared about and turned it into a hell How dare you look me in the face without one grin of remorse? How dare you live your life as you do, Destroying other people's hope for living?! I hope you burn in hell or even worse be sent to god! |
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